1st, I'd like to apologize for thinking this was gonna be a simple cinematic experience that I'd so blithely undertake instead of the viscerally emotional endeavor I can already see it's going to be.
I consider myself educated & not the least bit naïve but I am ONE episode into the #1619Project & already realizing how wrong I was @ how much I knew. As a product of public education & after only ONE episode, I have a greater understanding of the abject failure my education was.
We have been duped! A concerted effort has been made to keep us ignorant. I get how most ⬜s feel blindsided by these discoveries. It's CLEAR suppressing history is NOT a new tactic of ⬜ supremacists. We have been lied to for CENTURIES.
Regardless, now that we have these brave ⚫🇺🇲 sharing their truths with US, I/we can no longer blame our ancestors for keeping these truths from US. We deserve to know the Truth & Black Americans deserve to tell their stories.
My advice: DO NOT FUCK THIS UP. JUST LISTEN.
I do not believe I may do this project justice simply by sharing my thoughts about it, so I URGENTLY recommend EVERYONE watch it for themselves because I GUARANTEE you (⬜🇺🇲) will learn something no one ever taught you & likely went out of their way to hide from you.
Interesting historical tidbits such as :
•Slavery was an issue in the REVOLUTIONARY WAR. Slaves fought for their freedom in 1775
•Lincoln — a well tempered raging asshole
•Slaves helped 🇺🇲 win BOTH wars fought on US soil
•Nazis took cues FROM US to devise the Holocaust
•The Black Americans who fought & won during Reconstruction Era & then in the Jim Crow era & then in the Civil Rights era are the bravest, & most admirable Americans of any color, this world had ever seen.
*Cue #BlackLivesMatter
I am gobsmacked how resilient ⚫🇺🇲 is.
•The 13/14/15 Amendments were treated with unfettered disdain in the south & after the war ended, nobody in Washington gave a damn. *Lynching*
•The fact the CRA was designed to need to be reauthorized leads me to believe the 🇺🇲 was never serious about Civil Rights to begin.
Just like RvW, these legislative ghost victories were only meant to placate the public while in the background, the ⬜ patriarchy has been working overtime to figure out how to reverse every concession ever made to marginalized populations.
I was foolish to think I could just breeze through #1619Project. My hubris got the better of me because I THOUGHT I was educated. I spent over half my life in school; K-12, an AA/BA/MA in college & in ONE episode, I learned more about ⚫ History than was ever taught to me before.
Don't take my word for it, please watch this series for yourself.
As for my part, I'm gonna treat this journey like a marathon instead of a sprint because the topic is heavy & more than valuable of my effort & time.
I hope y'all will join me. #BlackHistoryMonth
Gonna share something personal to make a point & I want you to stay focused. I will NOT accept any pity nor condolences — it was what it was, I'm over it.
So — growing up, my mother was violently mentally ill. She had BDP/Histrionic & Munchausen. When she was good, NO ONE was
sweeter. But when when she was flipping out she was a monster.
She used to hold me & my sister hostage w/threats of suicide ALL THE TIME. On more than one occasion, she made us (we were between 2-12 thru the yrs) physically pull a Colt .45 out of her mouth & she would also lament
to OUR FACES, that 'if our dad divorced her, she had NOTHING to live for'. She said this to her two CHILDREN. Yes, I have CPTSD. WTFE.
The point is after her threatening me with killing herself IN FRONT OF ME from the age of 2 years old, by the time my parents divorced,
@amazon & @PrimeVideo are some stone cold grifters. They charge me for 6 months for a subscription I never ordered. I called them on it & they immediately promised to refund the money. As you can see in my 1st interaction 3 days ago, I specifically asked if I would be refunded
for the ENTIRE amount they stole & was told YES. I waited, no sign of the $65 they owe me so I went back today & was gaslit for 2 fucking hours. Today it was all ’when exactly were you promised a full refund'? & 'our side tells a different story' & they acted like they were
doing ME a favor {We'll make this ONE TIME EXCEPTION for 𝒚𝒐𝒖} & "cancel" the charges (THAT I NEVER AUTHORIZED). Can you imagine?
THEN, I am in hour #2 of Day #4 of trying to sort this out, when they begin suggesting I must have shared my account with someone (I have not) &
From JFK's assassination to Watergate to Ford pardoning Nixon to Tehran hijacking Carter's 2nd term to Reagan-fucking-Trickle-Down-Bullshit-Eco-nomics to both Bushes family grudge match wars in the Middle East to brief reprieves of tomfuckery with Clinton & O, starting ≥50 yrs
ago fighting for Roe to fast forward 50yrs to STILL fighting for #CorporealAutonomy for EVERYONE — NOT 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 for ♀️but ♂️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈⚫🟤etc., etalii, + given how the first 4 yrs of each Dem POTUS was spent cleaning up the messes left behind by their predecessors & notwithstanding the
unfettered & despicable obstruction the GOP threw at Barack just because he wore a tan suit, & even factoring in the indisputably stellar accomplishments of Biden's 1st 2 years, while running the odds of how politics will unfurl in the next 20