i learn so much about what i think from the internet.
i keep forgetting i’m chinese and that’ll have its own implications on how a wide swath of americans react to me putting a stick of dynamite in the american elite, but that wokeness and my religiosity will complicate it.
is it possible for a 2nd book to have too many dimensions?
this sounds like the plotline of a novel i would write.
this doesn’t sound like a thing in real life, which is static, hopeless, and will never change.
(luckily for me, this is also the plotline of a novel i’m writing about colson lin. but i don’t know how the novel ends yet.)
My downside is I’m never going to be your friend. It’s almost like messiahs and the elite don’t mingle.
My upside is I’m a walking bag of money. You don’t have more interesting celebrities than the hot Asian who can prove God and knows how to do mystique.
To get ahead of things:
- Unoriginal: I wear this as a badge of honor.
- Narcissistic: lol
- Delusional: God really is dead.
- Outlandish: The word you’re looking for is “American.”
- Nasty: Nah, pure.
- Error-filled: I’ll error-correct as I go like a normal human would do.
I just realized I’m like a hot genius who’s had more sex than you have, some of it not 100% soulless, with a perfect SAT score, a Yale Law degree, and a climbed-out-of-immigrant-poverty story to my name and an Oprah-worthy abuse-survival tale.
How do I still brim with self-pity?
Like if that wasn’t enough I get to interact with what absolutely and thoroughly feels like a higher power every time I get high, I’m in a position to create art I love, I have a loving mother and many loving friends.
My roommate’s asleep. We were playing “Dead by Daylight” and I lost my temper at a Dwight who killed himself on the hook while I was running over to save him.
That makes me sound like I have a messiah complex but I swear it’s just the basics of the game.
ChatGPT seems to dig my definition of power.
I want to circulate my observations about power among the masses, kind of like Marx was able to do with labor and the inevitability of revolution and Hegel with history and dualities.
Power and luck are the same. I bet it rings true.
My correctness doesn’t go very far. I’m full of unawarenesses, just like you.
But I want to get us on the same page about meta-understandings.