"Careful there, mate. Got a nasty scrape I'm gonna patch."
Roach looked down quickly, the movement sending pain through the whole of his body.
"Fuckin' just lay there!" Izzy said, pushing him back down gently.
"Bring me rum and gut. I'll do it myself."
"I've done this plenty times before. You'll be fine."
Somehow it sounded more reassuring than Roach thought Izzy was capable of.
The cut was on his side, it'd be hard for him to reach on his own anyway.
"Fine, at least give me some rum....and put some on the needle!"
"I know, Roach. I've got this, really."
Izzy layed a hand on his forehead. It seemed so warm.
"No fever, not yet at least."
He held the bottle up to Roach's lips and helped raise his head carefully for him to drink. Roach took a long pull and gestured he was done.
Izzy lowered the bottle and Roach felt his eyes linger on his lips a moment.
"I'm gonna douse it, want a bite?"
Roach shook his head no.
Izzy paused, then took one of Roach's hands in his own. The bare hand was calloused, firm.
It helped as fire erupted on his side.
Roach closed his eyes when he felt the needle press in, trying to think of anything else.
"First person I did this for was the doctor on my first ship. I was gonna be his apprentice. I had small hands. He thought that would make me nimble with a knife, needle."
Roach opened his eyes, watched Izzy work best he could from his position.
"I was pretty good. He showed me how to clean a wound, pull out bullets, cut off limbs. He told me after s couple months I was ready for the hard stuff then I watched him slice his own arm open."
"He talked me through closing it up again."
Izzy looked up into Roach's eyes.
"He was insane, but he was a good doctor."
Izzy huffed out a laugh. "Reminds me of you, honestly."
Izzy looked back down and got back to work.
"I got burned in a raid and my apprenticeship was put on hold. Then the next raid Baher was killed, and that was that."
Roach felt him tying off the stitches, pouring rum over the wound again.
"You want to take a look?" Izzy asked, meeting Roach's eyes again.
"Yes."
Izzy helped him sit up carefully, then held him steady as he got to his shaky legs. They walked over to the mirror and Roach realized they were in Stede's cabin rather than the galley. Izzy noticed.
"Captain said you're to stay on the sofa until you're healed up."
"Ah...thank you for asking." Izzy nodded. And the fact that he didn't correct Roach meant it was true.
Finally they were in front of the mirror and Roach looked over the stitches. Neatly spaced, thr slin not pulled too taut. 22 stitches, it hadn't felt like that many.
Roach fought off the urge to touch them. He looked up and Izzy was staring at him in the mirror, a pensive look on his face.
"Thank you, Hands. Looks good."
Izzy hung his head, breaking their contact. Roach could swear he saw a blushed creep on his cheeks.
"Got to do whatever I can to keep the doctor alive."
Izzy acting bashful was a new and fascinating thing.
"C'mon, let's get you laid back down."
They took the slow walk back to the setee and Izzy helped him lay back down with something like tenderness.
"Will you stay a bit?"
Izzy gave a slight smile.
"'Course, got to keep an eye on my patient."
He placed a blanket over Roach. It was maybe the softest thing he'd felt in ages.
"Ain't that shit nice?" Izzy asked.
"Eh," Roach said drifting off, "I always liked a bit of roughness..."
Izzy rises first, always. Too many years of late nights and early mornings for it not to stick. A jaunt to the gym for weight lifting and a smoothie that tastes awful, then home to find his partners still cuddlee in bed.
Pancakes and tea, one to wake Ed and the other for Stede. Sunday music is Simon and Garfunkel, Fleetwood Mac, Grateful Dead, Hall and Oates. The men wake up rumpled and smiling, kisses on the forehead for Izzy, murmered thank yous, darlings, love, gorgeous, starving, genius.
Izzy takes it all, takes everything they give him.
Stede compliments Izzy's cooking as he eats, more ludicrous moans than last night.
"It's just pancakes, twat." Izzy replies smiling. Stede just gives him a syrupy kiss and says "delicious."
#izzyisme
Izzy's been sleeping shittily for so long he doesn't remember what it's like to be rested. He's tried all the things they say to do to sleep well; going to bed early, no screens in bed, limit blue light, keep a consistent sleep schedule, no caffeine in the evenings.
Nothing seems to help. He lays awake at night, trying and failing to empty his head. Eventually he falls asleep and then wakes what seems like mere moments later, eyes tired, head pounding. He lays in his bed as long as he can, hoping somehow he'll feel better.
Every day and night the same thing happens, and the bags under his eyes just get darker, his attitude bleaker, his attention fractured.
And at first the crew is annoyed, Izzy's not pulling his weight anymore as a manager, but then they start to worry.
The boys believe highly on the importance of parallel play. Ed sits on the couch playing Fortnite, yelling and hooting and generally keeping a running commentary. Stede sits on the floor in front of the sofa, leaning against Ed's leg putting together a puzzle of birds.
Izzy says in the armchair cattycorner, earbud in one ear listening to a Parltrick O'Brian book while he wrestles with the sweater he's knitting. Every so often he holds it up and makes Stede come over to measure it against him. It's Stede's favorite colors and smiles each time.
It doesn't matter if they talk to each other. It doesn't matter what they do or if they do it alone. It's enough to share the space, breathe the same air, exist in proximity to each other.
Ed has become a bath guy. With all the soaps and oils and lotions Stede has been acquiring, everyday he smells a bit different. It's relaxing and decadent and Ed could spend hours just soaking his worn body.
"Stede! Come join me!"
When thr seas are calm and empty, both captains can hide away for a bit, and lately that means a soak. They've tried to get Izzy to join in, but he resists still with honestly solid reasons.
"Awful waste of fresh water"
"What if we're boarded while you're covered in bubbles?"
"Stede! C'mere, mate!"
Stede was captain on duty for the afternoon, but it'd been a quiet day. Clear skies and no ships on the horizon, so Stede felt safe enough to answer Ed's calls from the dark hallway to the captains' cabin.
"Yes, Ed?"
"C'mon. Got you a present in our room." Ed said with a wink and turned toward the door.
Stede followed excitedly. Ed's presents since he'd returned had always been fantastic, especially since they usually included one or both of them naked.
Ed ushered Stede through the door crying "Close your eyes!" As he took him by the shoulders and walked him through the room.
"'Kay, one minute." He said with a giggle.
Stede waited patiently.
"...okay...open!"
Stede was standing in front of the bed nook with the curtains drawn.
"Wear a coat, Darlings. It's quite nippy out there this morning." Stede called as Ed and Izzy headed for the door.
The thing Izzy hadn't anticipated about being in a relationship with Stede Bonnet was how much the man cared about his comfort.
Wear a coat.
Take a hat.
Sit by the fire a bit.
A tea will sooth your throat.
Would you rather be on the outside?
Can I touch you there?
Would you rather Ed help?
Are you sore?
Oh dear, you've gone all red, should I shave first next time?
Is it too rich?
Can I rub your feet?
It was infuriating how much he saw. How much he thought about Izzy every day. Ed seemed enamored with the attention, but Izzy itched from it. It was lovely and annoying and it made him want to throttle and kiss Stede all in one breath.