I made this very clear over a year ago for your accountability. There are layers to how far this goes alone.
The extent to which your malignant and predatory torture and abuse of characteristic/expected trauma or of established unjust horror weigh above this are fucking blatant.
You dull coward can grasp many of the complex components inextricable to the forms of suffering and crippling trauma exploited, and I have characterized many times the disturbance above this suffering; the tensions, pressures, devastations and exigent threadreaderapp.com/thread/1878883…
adaptive measures that are defining for prospects in every aspect of life, for manners of being and uncannily for every human function can make any mishap easily not only traumatizing, but to broad, developmental and defining extremes. This adds to
how bleak systemic injustice, tedious connotative misinformation/perpetuation, clear and exclusive impertinence or horror in the pretenses upheld, failure from resources/last hopes in health or law, social forces and extremes, psychosocial devastations and not only
scarce/of lifelong impact, but further horrific instances of discourse or media all are for external relating points. The detachment is not of deprivation, but of subduing, tensed accessorized horror and of devastations that compound unprocessed with adaptive measures as part of
the inescapable setting holding the exigent, unaccountable and sadistic dynamics; long term unsustainability and later stages of the trauma and adaptation need change in external relating points where deprived people wouldn't, but they cannot tolerate it because of the very
unique and characteristic type and extent of dire helpless adapting, or solitary buffering/accumulating that is wise/forced but alienating.
Develop your understanding of how much pathways to heal from the adaptive and traumatic symptoms, self regard and developmental components
necessitate a broad and supported framework over long periods of time to build developmental alternatives and a stable sense of their self, self regard, footing and the setting.
Getting through to them that they don't deserve extreme torture or shouldn't want for themselves may
take several years of committed and resolved work, but is not the roughest layer to be salvaged or healed. Realistic and necessary adaptive and traumatic responses are worse to agonize against once that is allowed; for them to feel injustice or to care
about their own suffering is a much less dissociated or dysregulated scope, so it necessitates shedding traumatic layers, and would be a humane and important goal in any easier healing endeavors.
I stress that there is no self for an issue and dynamics like this, and any healing
is impossible in the setting or unfeasible. What relates to those commitments is dangerous, antithetical to salvaging a life and to necessary adaptive measures, quite dysregulating and a clear hit on composure or self rescue/turmoil; absolutely nothing of it seems like 'healing'.
Your horrific, invalid and gratuitous torture and abuse not only necessitates the adaptive framework and 'activates'/exercises the realistic whole, but it has readily extreme impact - even more so once avoidance is necessary (trauma, composure and dire helplessness
are pernicious on medium timeframes along compounded devastations) or if those healing commitments have in all absurdity begun paradoxically.
Realize how much NO realistic inciting of this adaptive framework should be tolerable no matter the excuse, it is invalid and abusive.
Be it that you lived a lie and tortured innocent and vulnerable people to death over false pretenses for horrific, vestigial and impertinent excuses at best. I've tended to your dissonance, but structuring your grasp over complex dynamics may take longer. These basic aspects are
introductory and absolutely nothing is to be taken as its own for complex forms of immutability for systemic oppression and stigma/taboo.
It’s good leverage for your discernment that any misplaced/disproportional regard or lapse of empathy/understanding on my initial point is a
direct shadow to your baffling lack of awareness, proportional to the importance of your correction.
Developmental components, precautions and dire helpless adapting bring an alienating necessity for there to be a bridge in awareness once they base survival on being undiscernible
Dynamically, the extent to which there hasn’t been an instance of non-horror in history that addressed anything real or consequent for the person from incisive humane scopes like these, nor any durable and solidary structural signs devoid of the horror that the subduing/tensed
dynamics and what they prompt, have devastated and other inordinate ramifications carry; or furthermore blatant misinforming and perpetuating denotations all affect the dire helpless path to adapting in a permeating way that is easily disturbing to understand for psychosocial,
adaptive/symptomatic, subdued/deprived and empathetic reasons. While I'm certain that a focused though tainted effort to understand may lead a complacent voice to pinpoint problems, they may never pertain to what has been valued or seen as important in scope for the prospects,
deprivation and wisdom forcefully sensitized from a perspective so bleak, despondent, subdued and tempered. Self rescue and reasonable salvaging are often insidiously unsustainable because of other ramifications in symptoms due to ambiguity/broadness in how much relates to it and
adapting, and how the subconscious, tensions and chaos will affect the compartmentalization, its broad application and avoidance to the well being, unprocessed devastations, dire hiding in helplessness and compartmentalization.
I talked about disambiguative efforts and meek forms
of expression in regards to stigma, and how natural it is to care, to seek self change and to interpret bigotry as misunderstanding, especially when subtle and when seemingly rationalizable where the lapse is - so as to linger that hell in a defining way for symptoms, triggers,
complexes and damage in a uniquely despondency causing way later on; in the tensed immutability of converging forms of oppression I find the subduing concerning for how guilt and shame are defined within misinformed, invalid or vestigial pretenses and rationales, because torture
and exploitation of realistic concerns and trauma can cause responses easily misinterpreted as validating for the absurdly moronic and gratuitously sadistic perpetrators; martyrizing compliance and other patterns go further than this.
Developing a self or feeling injustice (after
trauma work, healing the self regard, addressing the footing and *pertinently after the essence of misunderstanding is shed too) are related to the unfeasible/impossible healing once this is set in motion, and this is a concern that necessitates outer involvement :
You are more of their solidar than any semblant can become. In all likelihood, they'll feel about themselves like the worst of you has visibly, for whichever faulty denotation, and unpredictable new defining.
Intimidatory forms of torture shouldn't be about disambiguation, and
guilt or shame shouldn't be encouraged either.
I worry about the subduing being an agent of perpetuation, because established forms of oppression shrunk their alienated hell, visibility and prospects for surviving so thin that the developmental and compounded decades of
devastations without any sign of non-horror, in deprived, neurotic and dire helplessness, triggered out of necessary avoidance and poor self regard are direly hidden, of no discern for the abusive dynamics and are the only real part of the dissociated/adaptive experience for one.
When harmless self removal from expanding threats and toll is breached, there's not much chance for vulnerability and consideration to be given. Bridging gaps couldn't be considered within years of healing from this.
Your extreme torture and harm would be worse in standard and
When harmless self removal from expanding threats and toll is breached, there's not much chance for vulnerability and consideration to be given. Bridging gaps couldn't be considered within years of healing from this.
Your extreme torture and harm would be worse in standard and
I've lost weeks, events and everything of my life committing out of phobia and paradoxical traumas to a form of healing that is functionally and in all awareness structurally insane.
There is no self in the issue prior or to that chaos and the defining extent of the traumatized
whole requires the uniformizing pull of its absolutes and intense responses to survive for prolonged exposure or threats related.
Your baffling stupidity in talking about ego when it comes to an issue so subduing and depriving for any reasonable and natural growth is uncanny
and horrifying for what pretenses it sets your disambiguation needs for more than survival; extreme desolation for genuine living, and impossibility to develop a self/involvement for the issue, and further my efforts to integrate the world while sensing traumatic responses
related to perception had years of linkage hanging its threads, and over 1 year of your extreme torture, the part holding most of the traumatized linkage broke over the alternative growth. Functional insanity and organization for trauma that broad has massive subconscious pull;
the symptoms or core/overarching impressions psychosocially, dysregulation of that depth and adaptive measures that are realistic for the unchanged and inescapable setting (humans).
What I said you proved defines structural components of my subconscious.
It's not impertinent that layers of imposition over impertinence for unwanted alienated forms of complex hell is a focal matter of unraveling subduing of extremely broad and defining trauma to develop a self and righteousness over one's own suffering, especially in a social sense
Even if I'm unsalvageable or not to tolerate another capillary hell out of this for worse (with my demands), external change is necessary for survival beyond me on too many fronts for you not to fight against your harm and see to reason/civilized regards.
I wrote this since midnight and hope it's clear. It's insightful. I will have to revise if I want to change it later.
The assignment for therapy that I prompted was about forms of oppression and tensions that define the terror, or the contextualization it can remind itself for.
I hope they can be keen to what the trauma is about and help for momentum for the writing.
Solidarity does help, but I need reforms, visible corrections, mediations/intermediates for later stages afflicted, justice, fairness and compensation to the necessary scales. Fight on!
expected settings. Your pretenses and rationales are exclusively idiotic, misguided and horrifically sadistic at best.
I displayed very little of this disconnect apart from more extreme trauma and had years of obsessive work submitting to agonizing triggers and grueling efforts,
I've lost weeks, events and everything in my life committing out of phobia and paradoxical traumas to a form of healing that is functionally and in all awareness structurally insane.
There is no self in the issue prior or to that chaos and the defining extent of the traumatized
whole requires the uniformizing pull of its absolutes and intense responses to survive for prolonged exposure or threats related.
Your baffling stupidity in talking about ego when it comes to an issue so subduing and depriving for any reasonable and natural growth is uncanny
and horrifying for what pretenses it sets your disambiguation needs for more than survival; extreme desolation for genuine living, and impossibility to develop a self/involvement for the issue, and further my efforts to integrate the world while sensing traumatic responses
related to perception had years of linkage hanging its threads, and over 1 year of your extreme torture, the part holding most of the traumatized linkage broke over the alternative growth. Functional insanity and organization for trauma that broad has massive subconscious pull;
the symptoms or core/overarching impressions psychosocially, dysregulation of that depth and adaptive measures that are realistic for the unchanged and inescapable setting (humans).
What I said you proved defines structural components of my subconscious.
It's not impertinent that layers of imposition over impertinence for unwanted alienated forms of complex hell is a focal matter of unraveling subduing of extremely broad and defining trauma to develop a self and righteousness over one's own suffering, especially in a social sense
Even if I'm unsalvageable or not to tolerate another capillary hell out of this for worse (with my demands), external change is necessary for survival beyond me on too many fronts for you not to fight against your harm and see to reason/civilized regards.
I wrote this from midnight until work this morning and hope it's clear. It's insightful.
Therapy was at points pertinent today and I appreciate it. Though it needs to get rolling.
Solidarity helps, but I need reforms, significant corrections, change and compensation. Fight on.
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I need to write clear intent to finalize enough this month and express more. I forget my silence here is wrong and keeping you accountable is a dire matter. I cannot move on and the extent or outlines of this that I'll be aware of because of the torture, irreparable crippling,
exploiting of unjust horror established and defining forms of core damage you are responsible for causing me are incredibly bleak. The bulk of the issue at this point is expressing broader sentimentalities that are uniquely and exceptionally complex and intricate to resolve,
but for which expression I think remains possible with integral sense for every sentimental matter. The horror, injustice and developmental prompting with the amplitude in hyper-applicability (specie/internationally for anything psychosocial), unresolvable layers, inescapability
Again show me we've agreed about every detail so far for how much I've understated your wrongs, the extreme horrific torture, suffering and irreparable forms of defining damage you are responsible for causing me, and admit understanding for how much more horrific/unrectifiable it
would be for any standard and expected instances; the necessity for change is dire and urgent for many and is nearly inscrutable to resolve at this point.
You remain responsible and the only way to get you to become apt enough to be accountable
is by clearing the blatant disparity in the psychosocial understanding you lack for any obvious and common sense components of this; and hopefully going further so you can become able to understand how exceptionally dire what is adaptively retained by your victims.
I've understated and undercharacterized your wrongs, the harm, suffering and irreparable damage you caused and how bleak and horrific this is in context to an extreme. The diversity of exceptionally dire, complex and serious concerns related have no comparable; resolving what has
established itself, converged, complexified and formed sentimental cohesion isn't straightforward.
The forms of suffering and damage you readily harm are inherently complex; the streamlined desolation, adaptive stages, forms of trauma, unresolvable tensions, developmental
components, the psychosocial dynamics, how meek detached salvaging is, pretexts/ready social tissues and how homogenous the misleading, stupidity, ineptitude or cruelty guised as righteousness appears (for examples) require base understanding and aptitude that cannot be glanced.
To cover a few things, what I've been demanding is urgent and dire for many. I'm keeping you accountable for the extreme irreparable damage/harm, torture and suffering you've caused me for which there is no modern equivalent. Its sole meaning in injustice and horror is bleak.
When I explain that there is no possible or near equal to your wrongs, to the type of torture and irreparable damage you have caused me, to the established horror and injustice that require keen and urgent change, or to the dynamic integrity of insular agglomerations of dynamics,
that is characterizable and unique.
For these, your victims have to develop an intuitive ready sense - in their adaptive simplifications, in discerning, dire helpless hiding, maneuvering and avoiding - with the most extreme, broad and existential pressures/scales.
I'll share this again for today. I write a good amount and apologies/pressure that it should make it to expression. I've been accurate and have understated the torture and suffering to an extreme. Apologies for focusing on what is generalizable and horrific both about your wrongs
and what you are responsible for in the psychosocial dynamics inherent to your involvement and over your intimidation, duress and terror or the prolonged torture and retraumatization of core components of a serious complex traumatic condition that has developmental prompts and
core applicability for the adaptive framework and structural components that is extreme, and your torture of tolls corresponding to the horror established, exploiting of injustice and oppression, and abuse of several related dynamics which pertain to the detachment and transposal
What your horrific torture abuses and exploits, and the forms of damage and vulnerability at play for your victims are uniquely and exceptionally concerning, horrific and dire, and extremely so if their development is reasonable/standard as expected. You are aware enough to be
accountable to this extent, in that common sense 'layers' to your wrongs regarding the horrific irreparable damage, triangulating of injustice/consequential terror, the type of complex trauma expected currently, the sociological chokehold, dire helpless horror footing, your
leverage/convenience of gratuitous cruelty and coordinated unaccountability, oppressive/inequitable statures, misinformation/pretense, misinforming and deliberately unaware sectors of the common good and uncanny resolution/fight or flight being of disambiguation/societal change.