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Oct 17, 2023 β€’ 25 tweets β€’ 9 min read
@quotidiania @the_wilderless Yes - here's a link to his essay.



One of the things that's interesting to me is - he identifies the dysfunctional coping style (melancholy) with narcissism.

melancholy happens, when a person makes their losses ALL ABOUT THEM...sas.upenn.edu/~cavitch/pdf-l… @quotidiania @the_wilderless 2/ this paragraph right here: (the "melancholic", or, we could say, the "dysfunctional coper", fails, because he is making it all about HIM - which is to say, he falsely assumes that HE can "fix it all" with his intellect or his effort somehow, instead of simply feeling the loss) text from Freud's essay  The essential thing, therefore, is not whether the melancholic's distressing self-denigration is correct, in the sense that his self-criticism agrees with the opinion of other people. The point must rather be that he is giving a correct description of his psychological situation. He has lost his self-respect and he must have good reason for this. It is true that we are then faced with a contradiction that presents a problem which is hard to solve. The analogy with mourning led us to conclude that he had suffered a loss in regard to an object; what he tells us points...
Dec 6, 2021 β€’ 5 tweets β€’ 2 min read
The absolute beauty of going for a run in the dark predawn fog, and meeting other runners on the paths

I β™₯️ humans

Their crazy accidental fellowships, most of all.

Ok, I log off now, bye y'all, have pleasant day 2/n ok tho I'll stop for a photo

because this is hauntingly beautiful to me.

The lights on the building are there to warn low planes or, more likely, helicopters

They are a 21st century kind of lighthouse

They are, also, the arc of a flock of birds in flight, very apropos Image
Aug 18, 2021 β€’ 7 tweets β€’ 3 min read
1/n Ok I'll bite.

A thread about the "note taking wars", + why famous s$%-p#$ter Tiag@ F@rte does not have a clue what he is talking about

@obsdmd is a gorgeous, well executed product with a fantastic community behind it. Yay!

β™₯οΈπŸš€ β™₯️

... but it is *not* a "roam-like". 2/n block referencing and outlining, as implemented by @RoamResearch, are WAY more than just check-boxes to tick, in some arbitrary feature-comparison list.

They are *core* features of the product.

... CORE features that cannot be tacked on, if they're not in the product-DNA.
Jan 27, 2021 β€’ 69 tweets β€’ 36 min read
1/n I'm beyond thrilled to announce that @RaygunIcecream has asked me to lead one of the books for #RoamBookClub3 along with @beauhaan;

Your team is currently hard at work designing what we believe will be an extraordinary 6 week learning experience for our beloved #roamcult --> 2/n There will be 2 groups working side by side - Beau will lead a discussion of Ahrens' "How to Take Smart Notes" and I'll lead, for returning members, "The Culture Code" by Dan Coyle.

My group will have a limited number of spots. Beau's group will not be size-limited.
Dec 25, 2020 β€’ 13 tweets β€’ 3 min read
Hear me out, what if looking *really carefully* at the past can accomplish more than fantasizing about the future;

I think this year, I am going to focus on new-years RE-solutions, which will entirely be RE-implementing all the solutions I've already used, to make life awesomer. 2/ "I am at the confluence of past and future; melding these streams creatively is what makes life itself feel alive"

... is (I think) a paraphrase of Henri Bergson, of whose work I have not yet read enough...
Dec 25, 2020 β€’ 4 tweets β€’ 1 min read
1/n I love this thread, was just thinking about this myself ...

Kid up, inside, happily opening the presents that I wrapped...

Stepped out, because sunrise was UNBELIEVABLE, a rich purple orange ...

But--> 2/ was MOST amazing was not the palette + the rich hues of the sunlight cascading upwards from beneath the horizon,

No

The most amazing part was taking a moment to see how softly the clouds were scudding across it all.

The seeming delicacy of this, belying the enormous -->
Dec 22, 2020 β€’ 24 tweets β€’ 7 min read
For those not yet part of the [[Zettel]] discussion, one thing I want to emphasize:

The low-floor, high-ceiling, agile, locally-emergent concepts that @beauhaan prototyped, mean you can start doing this on top of any existing note-stack, no matter how it was prev'ly organized. 2/ and furthermore, this leads me to ...

the PERFECT metaphor!!!

(cc @RoamBrain! ... here is another crucial appearance of [[Christopher Alexander]] in my "pantheon of Roaman influencers") -

so ...

What is a Zettel?

The Zettel is the "small green stone in the Alhambra"
Dec 18, 2020 β€’ 50 tweets β€’ 13 min read
1/n thoughts on Zetteling

If you treat your brain as a programmable computer, you will vastly unappreciate all the things it can do (many of which are the things that make life, life)

But if you ignore its algorithmic capacities, you will miss out on some splendid superpowers. 2/n ... the above observation, which is, itself, a kind of [[Zettel]], arose out of discussions with other @RoamResearch Book Club members,

in which we were reflecting on the lessons of Soenke' Ahren's remarkable book "How to Take Smart Notes", in a series of weekly meetups.
Dec 10, 2020 β€’ 11 tweets β€’ 5 min read
"Semantic Gold Mines"

one of my favorite tricks in @RoamResearch is to make a short language-snippet into a link, and then examine it across the hundreds of texts, experiences, + sources that show up as unlinked ref's

here are two:

[[could have]]

[[might be]] ...

any others? @RoamResearch 2/ "Semantic Gold Mines"

I just found another one I really love: [[ready to]]

... it marks the end of periods of preparation, the beginnings of new things. It subtly illuminates turning points reached, big and small.

The moments I was [[ready to]] jump in the water + swim.
Oct 22, 2020 β€’ 16 tweets β€’ 4 min read
1/ Today is my first day of trying to really hone-down a "prediction-based workflow" and so far I'm really loving it.

The basic premise: at 8PM last night I gave myself fifteen minutes to run an imaginary preview of today, highlighting tasks and challenges I thought I'd face. 2/ Key - I also wrote all this down, to keep myself accountable

One way to conceptualize this is with the "managing self-creative self" split.

I was giving my "manager" fifteen minutes to "coach the team" last night. White board, chalk arrows the whole deal.
Oct 21, 2020 β€’ 10 tweets β€’ 2 min read
The Dance Theater or Harlem is absolutely incredible.

... the mix of fluidity, precision, and soul energy is πŸ”₯

Jump to the 7:38 mark in this vid, to go straight to the dancing

(I'm told this video is viewable for only a week - thanks @alphamom ... )

at 12:59.

This is so inspiring.

it's like watching the universe itself unfold

music is from the soundtrack to Barry Jenkins' "If Beale Street Could Talk"

haunting, so much it practically aches with beauty

my favorite thing I've seen in a while
Oct 20, 2020 β€’ 4 tweets β€’ 2 min read
OK quick @RoamResearch experiment with new, stabilized block-embeds and "attribute tables".

If you want to keep the attribute table columns in a particular order, this is how... (read on)

Usually the ordering moves the "most recently edited" entry to the far right column. 2/ This is a problem if you "need" the columns to be in a certain order (see below pic) because you can't edit them without reshuffling.

HOWEVER if you just put a block embed in the place you want, you can edit into that block embed with no change to table order

NOTE, though -> Image
Oct 8, 2020 β€’ 8 tweets β€’ 4 min read
1. Huzzah and Hurrah! attn @RoamResearch fans and #roamcult

@dvargas92495 has written jScript that restores value to
"attribute tables" - a partially developed feature that seemed promising - but had a flaw, rendering it hard-to-use.

That flaw seems to have been fixed --> 2. You can now use "Attribute Tables" to bring up auto-populating, SORTABLE tables, based on lines of metadata - equally-indented series of "attributes" (defined by syntax "foo double-colon", like this - "foo::").

What can you do with this?

Start with a simple habit-tracker.
Oct 3, 2020 β€’ 17 tweets β€’ 6 min read
OK, people get ready, I'm going to assay a lightning-summary of @RobertHaisfield 's webinar on further unlocking the powers of {{query}}ing in @RoamResearch .

Here are a few of the key things that I gleaned.

1. Querying allows you to have "conversations with your past self." 2. To make those conversations optimally useful, you will want to learn to be artful about what hashtags you choose, and also how you arrange those hashtags.

3. One heuristic to use as you make these decisions is, "under what conditions will future-me want to find this?"
Sep 9, 2020 β€’ 10 tweets β€’ 3 min read
Here's an interesting paradox, courtesy of David Whyte:

The deeper your commitment to the principles in your life, the more fluid life starts to feel.

True commitment often doesn't mean rigidity, it's more likely to result in flow and movement.

Commitment is liberating. More brilliance from David Whyte on generosity in relationship

Learning to be generous with yourself ... for some of us, that's the hard part. Image
Sep 6, 2020 β€’ 7 tweets β€’ 3 min read
1/ Ok, surreal.

I am doing some garden work and a *star shaped ice cube* (pictured, center) falls out of the sky.

I look up (I'm beneath a tree) and see a black crow(?) fly away.

Pretty sure crow collected it from somewhere, + then dropped it. It's only partially melted. Image 2/ well, you know...

As a fan of Carl Jung, oracular wisdom, divination, synchronicity, etc., I HAVE to see what its symbolism might portend.

Of these, the ace of pentacles seems to 'fit' ...

as @thejessicadore once explained, the "gift from the sky" is an "Ace of" metaphor. Image
Aug 29, 2020 β€’ 4 tweets β€’ 1 min read
Rest in Power.

Chadwick talking about the responsibility that an artist has, when they are speaking to the hopes and beliefs of a community. 2/ wow

Aug 23, 2020 β€’ 7 tweets β€’ 3 min read
I had to completely stop writing "to-do"s for a while, before realizing how completely awful I was at it.

What I now appreciate: every commitment has to fit into the broader scope of my intentions, with a care equal to a craftsman fitting a single tile into an epic mosaic. Image 2/ This is a very Alexandrian idea (Christopher, of course) - and it raises an underexplored question -

Why aren't we applying Alexandrian design principles to the imaginary structures that we create in time, as well as space?

cc: @RoamBrain , @ppawlettjackson , @codexeditor
Aug 22, 2020 β€’ 6 tweets β€’ 2 min read
1/I've discovered having an artificial "gate" q. 7 days, compartmentalizing time into discrete weeks, is more hindrance > help.

... a rolling view of the next 7 days is liberating.

Any day is now the beginning of a "week"; the cycle is the same - but it moves with me in time. 2/ to be clear, I am not suggesting erasing the ritual distinction of each day.. Sunday still "feels" like Sunday, Monday is still Monday, etc.

What I am suggesting, is to overlay Kairos *on top of Chronos* - and prioritize K>C.

A centered view of time.

Cc: @Malcolm_Ocean
Jul 25, 2020 β€’ 4 tweets β€’ 2 min read
"An autoencoder is a neural network process tasked with learning from scratch, through a kind of trial and error, how to make facsimiles of worldly things. Let us call a hypothetical, exemplary autoencoder β€˜Hal.’"

πŸŽ‰πŸ’‘πŸ”₯ essay from @peligrietzer, (2017),

... anticipates GPT-3 2/ cc: @fio_condutor

... "facsimiles" versus "real things"

an existential challenge that might define the 21st century.
Jul 22, 2020 β€’ 8 tweets β€’ 2 min read
"In 1878, their father brought home a toy helicopter for his two younger sons... Made of paper, bamboo and cork, wi/ a rubber band to twirl its rotor, it was about 1 ft long. Wilbur and Orville played with it until it broke - and then built their own."

Never underestimate kids. 2/ srsly the story of Wilbur + Orville is fascinating.

Others were focussed on building more powerful engines - but they understood that synesthesia wi/ pilot (giving intuitive control, through stabilizers) was more important.

In that respect, they remind me of @RoamResearch