I have come a long way, from a lifetime of dealing with problems by emotionally dissociating until they exploded in destructive chaos, to learning my limits, my triggers, and feeling them. #ADHD is hard. Yesterday I decluttered my drawer, something I needed to do and was not able for months. I needed it for peace of mind. But halfway through it, I was so overwhelmed I wanted to stop. It is a truly physical feeling: fog mind, eyes struggling to focus. But I pushed, as usual.