I just turned off #airplanemode so that I could text my granny so that we keep our routine and she don't pop up over here BUT truthfully her son [the artist formerly known dad] had me in my feelings last night.
I'm grateful that I handled it "well" but damn.
#carreconfession
I really be tryna be chill but tbh my parents... they are something else.
I be tryna stay out the way& still get hit w/ emotional nonsense.
I just am not interested.
Yall ever came to the conclusion that ur parents don't FW you based on their actions? Ever happened twice?!
One of my parents be cyber stalking me BUT has not talked me in 6 years... like, why so obsessed with me?
My other parent, it's a lot... so you want to be in contact with me but only when it's convenient to you and your new family and saving face w/others?
Ion want no parts.
I'm exhausted by the gaslighting; dysfunction; and inconsistency.
Yall really don't know that yall made me into someone who is very skilled in isolation; separation; detachment, etc.
I am literally NOT gonna allow yall to drive fcking crazy... been there done, done that.
I really need to send these negros a bill for therapy I been paying for since I was 19.
I'm so grateful I'm alive and possess the ability to see things more clearly cause yeah last night woulda had me behaving real impulsively.
ShoutOUT 2ME 4 Keeping My Train On the MFKN TRACKS.
Anyways, let me go get ready for my #EMDR therapy appointment.
If you deal with #cpstd or #ptsd ,etc... I reccomend trying it especially if you can secure a competent EMDR #therapist.
#SAVEYOURSELF
#AllRoadsLeadToSuccess
#ThisTooShallPass
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