Set up a content services company. Co-founder is the brain behind it. I have no idea what'll happen, or how. I trust her to figure it out. Each proposal is a high, each small deal evidence to a biz model. 2/n
More work comes in, and we deliver, working late nights and super early mornings. We hire an office space and our first employees. Every project is challenging, but we overcome them. 3/n
More clients, more work. The team is growing. More challenges. And to keep the cash flow going, we still don’t take salaries. But we are still enjoying building the company. 4/n
There are not enough projects to keep us afloat. Plenty of competition out there: from big wig mag companies to freelancers. We take on projects that are not core to our skills, but we still deliver. 5/n
Clients back out from retainers, projects dry up. Media and IT, our focus industries, are badly hit. And so are we. One by one, people leave. From a team of 12, we are back to just the two of us. 6/n
Co-founder quits, I pay her off with money I don’t have. Why? No real reason, but a voice in me that says, Keep going. Shouldn’t listen to voices, but I did. Start building a team again. 7/n
I sign up for an entrepreneurship program that makes me see my blind spots. Also start exploring #meditation and #spirituality. Somehow find the courage to keep learning, keep going. "Just show up, dammit." 8/n
Not enough cash in the business, but I continue to find new projects. It's hard to get retainers, but keep trying. Team puts up with delayed salaries, rallies behind me. I hide myself in the loo and cry. Often. 9/n
Meet a spirited, high-integrity person who set up his agency in 2011. We eventually merge to become a digital marketing agency. I am in panic. Company financials are a mess, but he bravely takes it on. He believes in the merger, our values, vision. 10/n
Business starts picking up, deals are now larger. Little tolerance for inefficiencies and incompetence, thanks to new partner. Working style clashes, client issues, cash flow: stress aplenty. Meditation keeps me sane. 11/n
We set up a product company, with a new partner. Decline funding, decide to do it ourselves. We grow the service company, with new offerings, bigger team. Tough, but mostly fun. Joyful. 12/n
Services stay stable, product development is slow. A client goes bankrupt, wiping off lakhs from receivables. Yet we persist. Shift focus to US market. New highly competent team changes the pace and game! 13/n
Year of heartbreaks. More inefficiencies. Fights. Partners say they quit. I hold them back. We plod through #depression, lose key team people, deal with bad clients. US market improves cash flows. Ease, in sight. 14/n
Finally, with more clients across the world and a highly competent team, we hit ease in biz. Lots of projects, delivered well, continuous cash flow. I have phases when I don’t even know new client names: yeah, that good. New product idea. 15/n
There is more ease in doing business. Cash! Team is growing. New product is out; could be a big one for us. Two more products taking shape. Services growing well. But I am detached. Just keep doing. 16/n