I just started this book & I can tell it is 🔥🔥🔥So excites to read about #AsianAmerican women scholars’ resistance AND renewal in the academy. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for ❤️
Will probably tweet to this thread thoughts as I’m reading. My first is how much I appreciate that the book begins w/ a women of color in academia manifesto that embodies #solidarity and notions of #collectiveresistance#fightthetower
From the prologue by Shirley Hune: "The idea that #AsianAmericans are a quiet, hard-working, & docile people who do not "rock the boat" is a gross misunderstanding of their realities....1/2
A fuller story of #AsianAmerican agency against injustice must include an analysis of Asian Americans' oppositions to racism, sexism, xenophobia, and other inequities." -- Shirley Hune 2/2
"Asian American women are constantly navigating multiple intersecting hierarchies of race, ethnicity, nationality, class, skin color, accent, and other biases with gender stereotypes." Hune p. 10 #Fightthetower
Reading about the tenure & promotion fights that #AsianAmerican scholars like Jean Jew, Rosalie Tung, Marcy Wang & Don Nakanishi had to fight is eye-opening. Grateful for these pioneers whose legacies paved the way for subsequent #AsianAmericans in academia.
“Asian American women are both privileged & oppressed in this system in a way that causes them to be particularly vulnerable, esp. when they awaken to and become active against the structural illogic & inequities of academia” Valverde & Dariotis (p. 35)
"Asian American women are seen by academic administrators as ideal representations of diversity because of assumptions that they will present exotic faces while remaining silent." Valverde & Dariotis (p.35)
This 👉 "We have seen so many #AsianAmerican women academics whose voices are silenced forever through death, extreme illness, retreat from the academy, or being shamed into silence. It is bc of these silences that we must question & resist the oppression of the system" (p.47)
In ch. 3 by Valverde, Pham, Yee & Mai: "In contrast to this [model minority] stereotype...#AsianAmericans experience higher rates of #impostersyndrome, or the self-perception that they do not really belong in academia or deserve the positions they have achieved... 1/2
...The combined effect of both the model minority stereotype & the #impostersyndrome paints #AsianAmerican women as not experiencing real oppression, while promoting the notion that they have achieved their status bc or their perceived proximity to white men." 2/2 (p. 112)
Honestly, ch. 3 "The Killing Machine" has me worried for my health & well-being. While I am so grateful to have encountered few barriers myself to my tenure, promotion & movement into leadership, I know that even a smooth process has come w/ emotional & physical costs.
The constant feeling of having to prove my worth is real. I'm working to unlearn this, but it's so hard.
And also👉"Many #AsianAmerican women experience academia as an unhealthy environment. It is even more so for women w/ families. Bc of this, 1 of the most challenging & stressful components of being a female academic is balancing the overwhelming demands of fam & wk life" (p.122)
Back w/ quotes from #FighttheTower: "We [AsAm women] have come to learn...the cost of speaking out and speaking up, that we will be 'shushed, shunned, shamed,' but speaking out is the way to save ourselves, change the system and prevent harm to others." (p.159)
“We cannot remain asleep. We must awaken. We must liberate our hearts & minds to free the truth from layers of structural deception....We may not often have much individual power, but collectively we can make powerful changes” S. Deloso #FighttheTower (p.167)
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Update: I woke up in the middle of the night and saw a message from my sister. As expected, it’s been absolutely brutal. They shot into her house. And are in her street. The military is shooting randomly at any sign of life, trying to scare people into the streets 1/
In the streets, they will be arrested, shot or killed. My sister said someone in her neighborhood was killed and two of her friends were arrested. She is still safe but they are lying on the floor to avoid being seen because the military is still outside in the street. 😢 2/
As of a couple of hours ago over 150 have died just today. I’m sure it’s more now. Please continue to pray for her and her mom, the people and the country as they undergo this terrible violence and humanitarian crisis. 3/
Let me tell you, I am declaring being done w/ the shame spiral & apologizing for my #AsianAmerican identity. There's a lot of work to do as a community, but we can't do that work, if we can't acknowledge that shame is part of white supremacy that keeps us in our place (thread) 1/
First, I want to shout out Black feminist & linguistic scholars, including the fantastic @BlackGazePod convo w/ Dr. @aprilbakerbell. @DrPorcher & @dr_s_bertrand, your unapologetic stance that Blackness will save Black people reminds me to stand in my own truth 2/
Okay, and also shout out to the fantastic essay by @poetpedagogue that reminds me that we cannot abolish systems that promise us opportunity if we play by the rules until we conquer our own internalized oppressive mindset 3/
I am finally watching/listening to this week's @BlackGazePod conversation w/ Dr. @aprilbakerbell. From the intro, the idea of internalizing linguistic oppression. Whew! Thank you, @DrPorcher & @dr_s_bertrand for this!
Also, I see you @DrPorcher & @dr_s_bertrand. Knowing you, I could hear in your voices how hard it was to be present in this space with #BreonnaTaylor on your hearts & minds. Thank you for standing for #Blacklinguisticjustice in the midst of it all ❤️
Ironically, my TEDx talk on humanizing pedagogies comes out on a day when I had a real human moment. Sometimes we let our frustrations get the best of us & make assumptions about people that we need to keep to ourselves, but let slip out. 1/
In those most human of moments, when we are not at our best, we need to take responsibility for our words and actions, then show grace to ourselves. Grace doesn't make the words go away or excuse the impact, but continuing to stew doesn't help either. 2/
I know that I am very human, even as I conquer my inner desire for perfection. My wise dean @DrK_WhiteSmith reminded me today that we all stumble & sometimes, it takes a minute to recover, but we will not fall, because we have community to lift us up. 3/
Y'all do not understand how much I missed @BlackGazePod! 1/3 of the way through Episode 1 of Season 2 -- Protect Black Womxn. @dr_s_bertrand & @DrPorcher bringing it again! Also, shout out to @MauricePorcher for the sound effects. The claps though 👏👏👏 1/
This episode is just so powerful. Centering Black womxn means accepting & affirming ALL that they are: the brilliance, power & drive, but also the softness & humanity #ProtectBlackwomxn#BlackGazePodcast@BlackGazePod 3/
I didn't want to distract from Scholar Strike the last two days, so I didn't post the #blogpost I wrote yesterday, but it actually works out because I blogged today too & they are pretty nice companion pieces. Sharing them here with you 1/
"I believe in myself. I believe in the healing power of reflection and writing. I am learning, whose voices to listen to, when to listen and how to listen. I am learning how to make space for pain I don’t think I deserve. I am learning & growing & it is beautiful but painful." 2/