@supership79 She's also talking about a LEAD character. We've had numerous enbie, ace & trans characters, but nailing the emotions in a trans, internal PoV lead--it's too much for her. What would actually help: a token trans PoV done badly, or excellent non-PoV characters?
@supership79 Misty is a very tired old lady. The amount of emotional hammering an author takes is astounding--a level of intrusiveness & danger that's horrible for someone who just wants to write some nice stories to help people feel better. She's a person, not a panacea.
@supership79 And, she blows it sometimes. I've been on panels where she's just frozen. Anxiety can overhwlem her. Yes, she DOES pick lousy words despite being a pro author, because she's a PERSON. She gets terrified. She stammers & still, she does her best.
@supership79 So this thing off a crappy-ass website gets rolled out when someone wants to start some shit w/her, & they purposely miss the point to cause trouble: Misty's saying she is NOT a good enough writer to do a trans lead WELL.
She said this at a time when we not only had
@supership79 hate mail for representing non-white-hetero people at ALL, we also had a (now dead) murderer as our FIFTH stalker. Imagine trying to be good to millions of people while under emotional & physical siege--not hard for a trans, enbie or LGBT person to empathize with, you'd think.
@supership79 And STILL, this fumbled humility of saying "I'm not a good enough writer for that" gets trotted out by shit-stirrers to boost themselves up & it's just trolling at this point.
OBVIOUSLY, by the track record of over 100 as-inclusive-as-we-can-manage books, we are NOT anti-trans.
@supership79 We have a reveal in what we're working on now that a character readers have long known is M2F trans, & that was plotted in around 2003. Misty knows what she can do well, & what she does badly.
She's clearly saying she can not get deep enough into a trans mind to write an
@supership79 OMNISCIENT PoV trans character WELL. How that gets interpreted by ANYONE as "anti-trans" is incomprehensible to us.
She also said that at a time when we were in danger, scared, anxious, & the publishing industry was a _wreck_ for genre authors, & we STILL fought the good fight.
@supership79 This sick-minded "if you aren't A, then you must be Z" shit we got from people because we don't portray THEIR transformation, origins, kinks, conditions, morals, or fetishes as a world-changing, center-of-story feature is CONSTANT.
Yet we're still trying to do the right things.
@supership79 Trans, enbie, ace, and more have been characters in our work. If a trans person wants a viewpoint trans character in a fantasy novel, done perfectly, they need to use their intimate knowledge of the innumerable details we, ourselves, can't convey.
We're only so good. We know it.
@supership79 So, everyone, PLEASE, if you find someone shitstirring, using that screencap of a fearful, selfconscious, but still unbroken old lady to score some "Ah HAH!" points off of a lifelong trans ally, copy THIS thread back to them. And tell'm to GTFO w/that shit. We're STRONG allies.
@supership79 We're strong enough allies to know that doing a crappy-ass, underinformed trans lead would be INSULTING, like we were tossing y'all a bone & checking another thing off some "that'll shut'm up" list. FFS y'all, don't attack your own side.
Misty & I know what we're about. We work w/a purpose, & we have intent.
We know what we do well, & what we don't. We own that.
The work we do is intended to be entertaining for a recreational reader, but lifesaving for someone desperate. 1/
We COULD write dazzling futurism & prophetic visions of humanity's fate. But like I said, we know what we're about, & the F&SF world has people FAR better suited to that than we are. They deserve the praise & awards they get. 2/
Everyone,
My wellbeing is used up. I’ve given my best to friends & strangers, helping them survive 2020, while coping w/my own intense pain & loss. I’m past redline. I’m broken. I hope you'll remember me while I can't give as much. I hope y'all help each other prosper.
IOUs to body, heart, & soul demand payment eventually. I hope to be thought of by new generations as... someone who risked much to get us here. Medically, emotionally, I have had enormous losses... but I know I won't give up.
I still have 1,000 strategies to fight for love.
If there's a takeaway, it's that making lives better is HARD, & it's costly, but it's well worth it. Sometimes we hit the mat. That's part of the work.
When you help others, please, be helped by others. It's a skill set. More you're helped, the better others get at helping!
I was a founding member of The Hobbit Cavaliers, Fayetteville/Ft.Bragg/PopeAFB's first TTRPG group. Well-known in the early days of gaming. 1/
@likesevenspoon@Owen_Stephens A distinguishing trait of THCav was that you earned respect if you knew what your character knew. So, we shared knowledge about all KINDS of things. This is why I have so many fields of expertise. 2/
@likesevenspoon@Owen_Stephens Some of you may be familiar with a character I write named Tannim Drake.
Tannim began as an RPG character in a THCav campaign. Since he was a wheelman, I studied performance driving, stunts & the like. Think "Baby Driver," even the shades. 3/
Ours was a highly-specialized society. It was built, decade upon decade, towards further refinement & specialization of what kind of citizen it would create. It was fine-tuned to make us what we are now. The variable, the ever-elusive-to-quantify-factor, is individual motive.
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This intensive norm, the baseline citizen, was hammered on by some, shaved away at by others, heat-treated by yet more. Who & what we were was machined into being. We were all made to fit tolerances, & when needed, a few shims were added, so we'd run through the machine well. 2/
The managers of the machine spent their lives within the machine; they thought they controlled the machine, but in truth they were the most subject to it. Those who feel command over the machine are the ones most integrated into it. Hints of that creates deep, horrible fear. 3/
@SilvShadowSpark Hey here's the thing. When you're starting out on artwork, like when you're really young, say, & you get these ideas of cool stuff but you only know what's in your head & what others have done, you don't know the processes yet for getting 1/
@SilvShadowSpark what is in your head onto a page, "as good as" the people you admire. So let's say you get a ream of nice, acid-free paper. You have 500 sheets there for maybe $5. Pencils are cheap, too. So you go at it. You give it a try. 2/
@SilvShadowSpark You don't really grasp it at that moment, but you're doing what your idols did, & what theirs did before them. You're giving it a shot.
Giving it a shot at all puts you on the board.
You're having a go at these dreams in your head. 3/