In his latest blog post Wade added to his "shame" narrative. It's very contradictory. He claims his shame all these years was subconscious: "After beginning my healing process... I realized that although I didn't know it, I had been living under the tyranny of shame." 
However, his mother in her testimony said that when she asked Wade about why he testified the way he did in 2005, he told him it was because of the shame of what had allegedly happened. But that would be a very much conscious shame.
Elsewhere Wade claims he thought he was completely fine with what he claims happened and he thought there was nothing wrong with it. This is a totally contradictory narrative. If he felt it was no big deal, then how did he feel shame?
In fact, in his 2016 he was directly asked in his deposition whether the reason he didn't tell was shame and he categorically said "no". (He only started feeling shame after his therapy began in 2012, he claims.)
Look how what he says in his deposition whether the shame of being thought of gay played a part, is contradictory with what he writes on his blog in an older entry.
Of course, all of this is rehearsed mumbo-jumbo from self-help books and CSA books that he used to construct "his" psychological history.
Wanna see another example of how extremely rehearsed Wade Robson is?
This is from a blog post he wrote on December 22, 2017 titled "Happiness is over there".
This is from a blog post he wrote on December 22, 2017 titled "Happiness is over there".
And this is a current upload on his Instagram.
