#ILeftBecause of several reasons, actually.
*CW* ABUSE/TRAUMA
Reason One: My broken arm, broken neck, broken jaw (multiple times!), broken nose, ruptured eardrums (multiple times), burns, and scars from torn flesh were, in fact, NOT "what god says you deserve for being evil". 1/
Reason Two in the #ILeftBecause saga -
I was not damaged goods because my father raped me.
I was not a seductive Jezebel because the evangelist groped me.
I was not ever "the strong woman he needs to be in ministry so get back w/your attempted rapist". 2/
I refused to believe that God required me to never use my brain, to never voice my opinions, and to never contradict a man because of my vagina.
I wouldn't marry a man I could manipulate nor one too stupid to listen to a woman. 3/
And last but not least in the story of #ILeftBecause:
I spent my entire childhood, teens, and early 20's fighting with theology and asking why we weren't Jewish, because I felt Jewish.
Once I found our family paperwork it made sense; I'm actually WAY Jewish :P 4/
Like, Jewish in the sense I swear every single ancestor transmitted their DNA to me because I'm genetically as close as 1st cousins to, like, 12th cousins and stuff.
Jewish by ancestry, and Jewish by faith; once I studied Judaism I learned why nothing else fit. So #ILeftBecause
PS: I tried to QT @C_Stroop in the OP but twitter had other plans. Sorry Chrissy!
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I was being induced because of pre-eclampsia...after 16.5 weeks of increasingly problematic measures to keep me from delivering, thanks to going into pre-term labour at 20 weeks. (A thread) *CW:Abuse & pregnancy details*
Yes, I said 20 weeks. I was under a lot of stress at my job; they had a policy of firing pregnant women, and I'd been fighting that quite illegal discrimination.
So I wound up in hospital at 20 wks, contractions every 4-12 minutes, dilating, effacing, etc. 2/
I'd miscarried once before, and was finally pregnant after years of trying.
The first 20 wks had been spent continuously on antibiotics, with a permanent UTI, and breakthrough bleeding and repeat scares every couple of weeks. 3/
For all of you looking on in bewilderment, shaking your heads, asking how ANYone can truly believe that 45 won the election, that massive voter fraud occurred, that Biden is a cannibal/pedophile/insert Q crap here...
Here's why.
(A thread.)
Dinosaurs and man co-existed; God created North America as a place for Protestants; all dogs come from one pair on the ark.
This is the second time today that the...oddness...of my past has hit my timeline. This particular "prophet" hit big-time when I was around 15/16. His exegesis of Gorbachev's birthmark was a particularly odd twist. (short thread)
I hadn't followed him closely, just would pop in every now and then and see how much he was milking with his cultural appropriation, supersessionism, Islamophobia, etc. His site endtime.org is a doozy. He also ran jerusalemprophecycollege.com because of course he did. 2/
The fact that he died of Covid doesn't shock me - and kudos to him blaming the pandemic on the straights sexing it up this time, instead of going for the easier target of LGBTQIA folks. 3/
@TheRaDR Hi :) I was raised Pentecostal, in a tiny cult in Louisiana. My grandfather was a missionary.
(Yes, I've reclaimed the Judaism from the other, Sephardic, not-Pentecostal side of the family.)
Anyway, a multi-part answer because it's too long for one tweet.
@TheRaDR The White Supremacy Gospel believes that angels are constantly in Africa (and South America, specifically Brazil.)
They are engaged in "spiritual warfare" a la the The Book of Daniel. They can be summoned from this great warfare as needed. 2/
@TheRaDR The reason they hang out in those two places are because Black people have especially nefarious demons attached to them - ones they brought with them when they "came to America" and that Whiteous people have been in battle with ever since. 3/
Cab Driver: "Oh, he's letting us go first. Thanks, fella, that's very white of you."
Me: "Play that one back for me again and 'splain how it's not racist."
Him: "Um...um...I didn't expect a white person to let me cross?"
Me: Nope. Nice try though. (a thread)
This particular driver was actually funny. His cab was clean, and he did the 4 hours each way trip over two days without complaint. He was careful about my allergies. Those are all good things.
But when he picked me up this morning, he said "I told Dispatch "You know, I thought that lady was white. She's a Jew! And boy, will she tell you to watch your mouth! I gotta be careful!"
Question for all the #exvangelical#exfundie#exchristian moms out there, if you nursed your child(ren):
Did you, too, encounter bizarre attitudes about breastfeeding in your time in church? #thread
It started when my son was tiny - he didn't nurse until he was 5 weeks old, so I pumped and syringe fed (with my husband's help) every two hours around the clock for 5 weeks until he could latch.
I was told it was just my pride making me fight to nurse.
When he finally could nurse, where, when, and how often I nursed him became ammunition for them, beginning with my mother.
I was "being seductive" by nursing in public, nevermind that I had him in a sling and was wearing a tank under my shirt.