I’m so thankful for my friends. I don’t ever feel alone anymore. And that’s not even cause we speak everyday. It’s just cause their energy just lives in my heart like that. Once abandonment consciousness leaves? Love always stays.
Abandonment consciousness will try to rob you of so many things. The feeling & experience of being loved (even if people try, your fear will repel them), as well as security that leads to reciprocity. If you don’t think someone will stay? You won’t be willing to create a space.
Abandonment consciousness is typically born from actual abandonment (a parent or earlier care giver walking out suddenly, divorce, adoption/foster care etc), or neglect, which exposes one to prolonged yet subtle abandonment.
Abandonment & the wound of being abandon worthy that it creates? Never truly leaves. It only grows as the child grows & festers into their future platonic & romantic relationships. So many people don’t even know they have abandonment consciousness. They just think that people
always leave them. They don’t know that their abandonment consciousness sometimes serves as a self fulfilling prophecy, in which they think others will leave so their distrust pushes them away, or, they unconsciously seek out people W/ fight or flight responses like they have
so the very inconsistent or confused nature of that individual? Will always read as abandonment.

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15 Dec
I really don’t know how women can be about this sugar daddy life. I tried to use a mf for money once & the first time he took too long to get me something, I was like ‘ok I’m out’ lmao. Patience, I can have for someone I’m attracted to. But when I’m not? Whewww chyl.
If I don’t find you attractive (physically or energetically), every little thing you do is gonna piss me tf off. You already piss me tf off. Sounds nice in theory... but not built for it lmao
Some women will have you think that you’re wasting your youth or your beauty if you don’t use it as leverage to have a sugar daddy, or two.
But these mfs are getting smarter & more demanding too... Not sir, not I 🤣🤦🏾‍♀️
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15 Dec
If I’m dealing with somebody who has bouts of paranoia, I need them to promise me that they can get it together, or else unfortunately? They have to leave my life. Paranoia is dangerous & sickly. If you think I could hurt you? Then you will eventually hurt me..
I only deal with closed boarders now. Things I can count on. People who can form a protective force field around me. Nothing can penetrate the auric field we make together. That’s what a tribe is for. Be that, or I cannot truly relax..
If you don’t trust me because you don’t trust yourself, then it cannot hurt me. First you have to go. Return to the village/forest & retrieve what was lost from there.
I have nothing for you in waiting here.
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15 Dec
Without a consistent, healthy & functional connection to the mother, it’s imperative for the feminine to have another woman who has been taught how to self nurture, that one can (loosely) model their inner feminine after. There are ways to raise your inner child.
The wounded inner feminine presents an inner child who constantly seeks & searches for reassurance, love & validation from outsiders.
The wounded inner feminine doesn’t stop searching for these things. Her quest just becomes deeper & deeper. And the rejection that she faced/faces from her mother creates more of a depth of a gaping wound.
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15 Dec
Some people during the healing journey will be called to put down the sacred herb (marijuana), whilst others on their healing journey will be called to pick up the herb. Different facets of healing require different experimentations. You’ll know what to do based on your alignment
Those called to pick up the herb? Will usually be being asked by spirit to explore as well as expand the boarders of their mind, tap into child like wondrous curiosity & also explore some shadow work without the filter of the egoic mind.
Those called to put it down are likely being asked my spirit to break a dependency in their lives, to do their karmic work without the assistance of something external, to devote self to more productivity, or to remove feelings of lethargy/apathy so that life may be felt again.
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21 Oct
Stay away from people who punish you for things that happened to them long before you were even in their life.
Signs to watch out for
- Unhealthy obsession with the past, including past people & past events, usually revealed to you very on through meeting them.
- You may find that they are so deeply attached to that time that you almost wonder if it were just yesterday, the way they speak about it with more relevance than even the present moment, (only to learn that it was a while ago.
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21 Oct
I prefer not to build extensive rapport or even relationships w/ people who ‘don’t trust anyone’. More often than not, the reason that they cannot trust others is because they do not trust themselves & fear that others are also like them. It’s toxic, traumatising & arduous.
Nobody has time to be trying to prove themselves to anyone or enduring a series of psychological tests & trials, only to be pulled into an isolated web of their world where it’s just you & them anyway because ‘nobody else can be trusted’. Please, bye.
It’s one of the most major red flags to me when I meet somebody & they have a generalised apprehensive attitude to people, specifically people of other cultures/denominations - quickest ways to show me I’m about to be in for a whole lot of projection & gaslighting.... oh buddy!
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