Today was my last day doing emergency coverage at another LTC site on COVID outbreak. I will be moving on once again, this time to one of the hospital COVID units. I have helped at several DSLs on outbreak and also continued my regular clinical work. 1/
After all the trauma in the last few weeks, it was nice to finish on a high note today, as we get to do every time we wrap it up at another outbreak site: writing in patient charts “Discontinue COVID pathway—deemed recovered.” 2/
But I have not recovered, and the trauma will continue. I cry uncontrollably, unpredictably. I lie awake at night, mind racing. I am riddled with anxiety and insecurity. I feel terrible for being a burden to my loved ones, for being so emotionally fragile. 3/
And this wave of illness and death is just beginning. Who will be manning the field hospitals? Will that be me, too? I will help as long as I am able, but I am edging ever closer to my breaking point. We are overwhelmed and drowning. #HCPBurnout #ABCOVID19

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