Thread by @thearmchaircom

Ok, dream interpretation folks. I have had a couple of dreams that I’m pretty sure are Holy Ghost dreams, but I have not trusted myself to interpret them. So I’m going to throw it out there.

And I’m tagging @TheAmberPicota and @isierranichole since y’all be knowing

So first of all, I had a dream where I was at a church that I used to attend (one I left re: racism and misogynoir) and I was called on to be part of a panel. I was in the church but it was like I was zooming myself onto the panel. I didn’t know why I was there but I was.

The pastor was there ans they were talking about having “courageous conversations” but I didn’t feel like I really got to speak. So then the scene changed and I was in an old house that was being renovated.

A current friend of mine was helping to renovate the house.

At the same time, we were watching the news and there was a storm coming. As I was walking through the house different people from the church that we left were in there. Including the old pastor. He was looking at his phone and called people a name that was out of character...

...for him and I was taken a bit aback. I was also really aware that my friend, who does not know these other people seemed to be helping these other folks from my past to work on the house. And I wasn’t sure what to say because everyone liked him and he liked them...

And he didn’t realize that I knew these folks. He had become acquainted with them and liked them but didn’t realize my history with them. And I knew that if he did he would’ve been really protective of me in that situation.

Anyway, second dream:

I was at a worship service at a ministry that I used to be part of (not the same as the first dream). There was a spontaneous worship time and the band was playing a song. I felt like I should go up and sing the song with the person leading a chorus.

I felt super hesitant but my harmony and improvs felt like they could be strong and so I got on the mic and started singing. So the. I started singing and ended up leading out a spontaneous song. I don’t remember the words but there was a thick Holy Spirit presence.

After the unction lifted, I sat down and was like wow. That was great. But I was also like...I’m not sure if I really want to be here and be part of this. At that moment, a friend of mine who experienced some spiritual abuse at the place we were at showed up.

I felt bad for being there because I felt like it could be hurtful for her. And I was actually worried for her since she was there because I could tell she wasn’t doing well mentally.

So anyway I was conflicted between the Spirit that I felt and the harm the context caused.