Dear Jaime,

3 years ago your voice was silenced. I sent you and your brother to school to safely learn. I rushed you out the door that morning never expecting what would happen next. A school shooting!!! You were 14 and only a freshman in High School.

(1,11)
(2,11) Your brother Jesse survived…you did not.

You are on my mind every second of every minute of every day. I constantly relive your last seconds in my mind. Did you suffer? I will never know, but I fear that you did. Did I do enough to protect you?
(3,11) The answer is… No!!! I did not… and for that I will carry guilt for the rest of my life. My voice was not fighting the evil of gun violence before it was my daughter and for that I am sorry.

Today you should be a senior in school. We should be celebrating love.
(4,11) We should be looking at your senior pictures with you, watching you excitedly apply to colleges and helping you decide where to go. We should be excitedly looking forward to prom and I should be thinking about the advice I want to give you at graduation.
(5,11) While I am so happy to see all of your friends have these experiences, it breaks my soul to know that you are not part of that. Mom, Jesse and I won’t be able to watch you experience this with them. Every time I see posts with senior photos and college acceptances,
(6,11) I smile for all of your friends and then I cry for you. Because of what happened to you, our life has changed. Shortly after your murder, I embarked on a mission to do something about gun violence and this is now my life purpose and mission.
(7,11) I failed you by not speaking out before you were killed, I will never stop now.

Jaime, you used to have a favorite slogan and it was “Dreams and dedication are a powerful combination.” I have a dream of a country working to reduce gun violence and I dedicate my life to
(8,11) making sure that happens. Together, you and I will not stop. In your name and your memory, gun safety legislation will pass. Because of what happened to you, this country now understands that we need to do better. You had what I call the greatest BS detector and the
(9,11) greatest moral compass of anyone I ever met, even though you were only 14. It is serving me well now. I will work with our new President Joe Biden and Vice President Kamala Harris, to ensure that we do all that we can to stop this violence. If it does not happen, then
(10,11) you and I together will keep working to elect new people who want to do this. We worked hard to elect those in place now, and I expect this to be done or we will hold them accountable. I only wish you were here with me… doing this together…
(11,11) and not pushing me forward from the grave. I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU, AND I PROMISE TO ALWAYS FIGHT FOR MOM, JESSE, AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT YOU LOVED. WE ARE GOING TO DO THIS!!!

Love,

Dad

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(1,6) On Wednesday, when America was under attack, I had no idea. I was involved in a 4 hour interview discussing the rise of the gun lobby and its impact on America. I discussed how messaging like this from the NRA is a lie and the use of the 2A language is fueling hate filled
(2,6) rage that is fueling white supremacy groups & that they had a loud megaphone in the White House. In fact, the megaphone spoke loudly at the State Of The Union & I was removed for calling him out. We also discussed how this group of 2A liars is trying to normalize the idea
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(1,4) America, today I am hopeful. I know that sounds hard to believe but here me out. The final paragraph of my book Find The Helpers is

"To anyone who reads this book, especially the kids and young adults, and to the future leaders and heroes, you will have many moments in
(2,4) your life, and some bigger than others. Ultimately, what matters more than the moment is how you respond to it. How you react to your moment when it comes is what will define you."

Today was a defining moment for America. What matters now is how we react to this moment.
(3,4) While today was difficult for all of us, it will also change us and our politics. We will move forward with President @JoeBiden. We will see the emergence of unexpected heroes and leaders. Today is a day where Americans saw the reality of the threat to Democracy.
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(2,7) I wrote find the helpers because of what happened to my family. While I write about the losses my family has suffered, my story and this book is one of hope. I have hopes for you. One is that we will all be together again and in person soon.
(3,7) My hope is based upon my faith in people. I am constantly amazed by how amazing Americans are and we are showing it again. Together, my dream of a safer and more just America is going to happen.
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(1,4) My book "Find The Helpers" came in September. With election coverage, it was not easy to get the message out. Find The Helpers tells my story & the Helpers I was fortunate to have in my life to help me through it. We all have our helpers. For those who want to know more,
(2,4) but have not read the book, here are some upcoming virtual events where I will be discussing the book this week. First event is with @BradleyWhitford on Tuesday November 10th and hosted by @vromans .
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(3,4) The second event is with @glennkirschner2 on Wednesday November 11th hosted by @BooksandBooks.
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(1,19) I AM COPYING FROM A BRILLIANT POST I SAW ON FB ON HOW TO QUESITON BARRETT. I HOPE THAT THE SENATE DEMOCRATS ARE PAYING ATTENTION!!!
If Democrats do attend the hearings, they should not focus on Barrett's views on any future cases. She'll just dodge those questions anyway.
(2,19) They're hypothetical. She should dodge them. Don't even mention her religion. Instead Democrats should focus on the past four years of the Trump administration. This has been the most corrupt administration in American history. No need for hypotheticals.
(3,19) The questions are all right there. “Judge Barrett, would you please explain the emoluments clause in the Constitution. [She does.] Judge Barrett, if a president were to refuse to divest himself of his properties and, in fact, continue to steer millions of dollars of tax
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(1,4) File this under "you cannot make this up."

@broward_schools, @RobertwRuncie and @MSDHighSchool would like you to know that these photos are lining the office hallways to remind everyone of my daughter and 16 others who were murdered.
(2,4) I wonder which was for Jaime? Was it "Live Life" or "Be happy"? They are so f--king clueless. They want to cleanse MSD of reality that 17 amazing people, including my daughter, were murdered there because of incompetence, which in ways both big & small continues today.
(3,4) While they try to cleanse MSD of the reality of incompetence and murder, the district willingly takes grants and money from other agencies because of what happened and continues to aggressively litigate in court to avoid responsibility to the families.
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