I talk to myself way more than most of the patients at the hospital. I really hate how pathologized “self-dialoguing” is. Talking to myself was a coping mechanism, yes, but it’s a useful one that trained me to talk to others as well as I can now and continues to be rewarding.
And honestly if you can’t even keep yourself engaged in a conversation then how interesting do you think you’re going to be to other people?
Another example of something becoming a symptom because people find it creepy or rude.
Speaking extemporaneously is a huge life skill that is almost never taught directly. It’s also one I’m very good at now after decades of “self-dialoguing.”
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The Democrats need you to believe they’re feckless and incompetent because otherwise people would see they actually don’t want to do any of the shit they’re not doing for us. When they want to do something they do it.
When Democrat after Democrat wins and nothing changes they have to convince us that their ideals are just being hindered by other political forces so that we don’t hold them accountable for how they actually govern.
Like these are some of the most powerful people in the world. When they want something badly enough it usually happens.
If someone breaks into your house and tries to murder you, and then when you fight back has reason to fear for their life, they’re not then allowed to kill you in “self-defense”—their intention to kill you relinquishes their right to protect themselves at the cost of your life.
In other words, only one of two parties ever has the right to kill in self-defense, and that’s the first party to have legitimate reason to fear for their life if the other lives. The US military is a constant threat to the entire world.
You could go further and stipulate that the intention and justice behind the threat matter—you can’t kill and cannibalize the other person on the lifeboat just because their living denies you sustenance—but that doesn’t change US culpability because it’s an oppressive power.
Malcolm had FBI agents trailing him during his later trips abroad. He went over and confronted one of them and recounts the conversation in his autobiography. Hoover personally approved electronic surveillance of his home the year before his murder. He was a target.
His FBI file was over 10,000 pages long. You think he got shot and they were just like “oh wow that’s a shock”?
Like the CIA abroad, the FBI made use of prevailing tensions and forces in a given situation and used money, coercion, violence and fraud to move things in the direction they wished. I have no doubt that happened here, to what extent I don’t know.
The real history of the CIA will always sound like wild conspiracy theories to people who don’t understand that conspiracies are all the CIA does.
They tried to kill Lumumba with poison toothpaste, Fidel with an exploding cigar. These are not normal people.
For their operations against Sukarno they produced a pornographic film with an actor in a latex Sukarno mask in an attempt to discredit him that nobody bought. They released Lucky Luciano from prison to set up a heroin trafficking operation to generate funds for Gladio. Etc. etc.
We’re being given a one-time payment of $1,400, months after a one-time payment of $600, nine months after a one-time payment of $1,200 for a total of $3,200 to live on for over a year, and meanwhile billionaires made $4 trillion during the pandemic and that money came from us.
We need to be talking constantly about the spike in mental illness and suicides that’s accompanied the Covid pandemic not only so that people realize the value of limiting isolation as much as possible, but also so that desperate people realize this isn’t permanent.
A big factor in depression turning to suicide is the attendant feeling of hopelessness—depression makes us feel we will always feel this way. Having a concrete and (hopefully) temporary cause to point to can be huge in getting people to stop blaming themselves and despairing.
We had a patient yesterday who had stayed sober for years and was beating himself up for relapsing. I told him that a lot of people who had been fine for years are suddenly relapsing now. He honestly hadn’t even considered that the pandemic isolation might’ve been a factor.