Although, it does still bother me when people blame "capitalism", in particular.
I guess because it is particularly infuriating when one of the very few the incredible, amazing, generators of enormous historical good is blamed for bad things.
Capitalism is on the top seven of "best things, EVER."
(Which for reference, includes "consciousness experience at all".)
I want to compile all of my twitter threads that touch on what I care about in a romantic partnership / spiritual collaboration.
This is largely for my own reference.
However, it occurs to me that a bunch of disparate threads, each of which was alive when I wrote it, and each dealing with a different facet, might in aggregate, be a good way of conveying the ephemeral thing-ness of my experience.
I'm increasingly resistant to try and describe what I want in this domain in any kind of top-down way, because when I try, my descriptions often feel "flat" to me, and more-often-than-not I feel missed or projected on.
In particular his analogy of a calculator (for a computational view of the self) is great.
"The point is to realize that both The Physics Explanation and The Math Explanation are true, and in _fact the entire purpose of the calculator is to make them coincide_."
This points directly at the source of the horror that I've expressed in the other thread.
Being physically implemented, all change has to be physically implemented.
But some change is the result of the system taking inputs, responding to them, reflecting on itself, and changing the way that it operates, often it quite radical ways.
Does anyone else find being an embedded / naturalistic agent disturbing?
Like, I could be injected with a chemical that would cause my cells to make new proteins, which could alter my brain.
It could change the algorithm that this body is running.
Which, from a computational theory of identity, is to say that you could inject me with a chemical that would delete ME, and replace me with someone else.
That's horrifying. It feels like one of the things that "shouldn't be allowed".