Realizing I haven't gotten out into the woods for a while, which is probably why I feel this pent-up stress. Life builds up and crashes on like a wave rolling up the beach. If you try to take it on, it will just knock you down. If you flow with it, it's easier. Nature is my flow
I've come to love hiking because it allows me to center on the minimums: food, water, footing. In a world where I'm constantly surrounded by people, to be responsible only for myself is a rare blessing.
Army command time and staff life are battles of give & take, protect & defend. They shouldn't be, but some leaders only know micromanaging. So, you fight for your people. But fighting saps the kindness. Makes you, well, an angry staff officer

The trail helps restore my kindness
Twice in the past year now, I've had to say "I can't do that. I'm burnt out." It's an incredibly hard thing to say, since we're all competitive af. How your boss reacts when you say that will tell you so much about them. And it will tell you a lot about yourself
If you're met with nonchalance & dismissiveness, oof. It's hard to find that trust in that person again. If you're met with understanding & basic human decency...those are the people you'll walk thru the fire for

Do not overlook kindness & understanding as a military leader
And take care of yourselves. Please.

Burnout is real and it's horrible.

Practice self care. Take time for yourself. Don't beat yourself up for taking time for yourself.

Go climb a mountain or walk by a river or pet a dog or let a cat sleep on your lap. Be kind to yourself.

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There's a large segment of men on Twitter who should have their Twitter rights revoked until they can learn what not being an asshole to women means

My experience on Twitter as a man is so dramatically different than that of military women - so much harassment directed at them
There's a reason that @16thSMA is calling out harmful shit he sees on social media - because he understands that even the surface of our culture is infected with this toxic BS that demeans, harasses, & attempts to intimidate our sisters in arms. We should ALL care about this
If you're tired of hearing about it, how the fuck do you think women in uniform feel, having to endure this CONSTANTLY? After Marines United, after SPC Vanessa Guillen, after the Fort Hood Report and STILL harassment continues as a routine matter

These are attacks on US troops
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One reason I love being an engineer is because of the great examples we have of foreign officers - especially French - shaping our corps in the American Revolution

There's a reason that we've got a French motto and that no one can pronounce the name of our medal
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French influence on the US Army was strong as hell
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#HATM
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The battlecry of a generation
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Welp, it's Valentine's Day

Guess it's time to watch Gettysburg again

I don't make the rules
Randy Edelman's score for this film SLAPS

and I will not brook dissent on this
The opening will always remind me of dad. He'd comment on how he loved Adams County, PA.

I can hear most of his commentary in my head as I watch this. And how he would whistle the score

We used to watch it about once a month or so

My mother is obviously a very patient person
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