I don't know if anyone else has this particular anxiety, but the early years of Twitter where social activism/justice basically boiled down to "Have you seen this fucked up thing? If you haven't, you are now and if you're not talking about it, you don't care and are a bad person"
Like, it still affects me
Or "EVERYONE SHOULD BE OUT THERE PROTESTING"
Some person I've never seen before online: UMM WHY AREN'T MORE PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THIS SOCIAL INJUSTICE, WHY ARE YOU PROTESTING, AND WRITNG AND CALLING YOUR SENATORS
Me, brain pulsating with anxiety, barely existing while at work: for sure dude yeah
Stranger I've never heard of: IF YOU'RE A GOOD PERSON, YOU'LL WATCH THIS VIDEO OF A MARGINALIZED PERSON BEING HURLED INTO A WOOD CHIPPER TO SEE THE INJUSTICE IN THIS WORLD
Me, staring into the middle distance: hey that's great but remember the sitcom Soul Man starring Dan Akroyd
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Also, he describes Walker as "Wants to create but is generally incurious about what other people think or feel" and I feel like could describe a certain type of person online no matter what kind of media they create
Like, the kind of people whose whole personality is making fun of or not liking things and that's their whole youtube channel or whatever.
One of the worst parts about nerd culture over the last 15-ish years is people caring or arguing or obsessing over the financial side of their favorite things
Not, like, "oh I hope this thing makes money so they can make more of this thing that I like"
I'm talking about like when weirdos start talking about whether Marvel or Avatar deserve the top spot of #1 movie
or whether the PS5 or Xbox Series X|S is selling better
or if Epic losing $300 million matters at all because it's a multibillion dollar company
The situational support stemming from police killing a black person lasts for about a week and isn't substantial in any sense and, I know in my case, makes me feel like shit on multiple levels