I wrote about feeling like I've failed some crucial test of Being A Woman, how it is to live despite that, & the summertime life of the Blob Girl businessinsider.com/get-ready-for-…
"Having survived through a plague I want to live every inch of my survival, the world my oyster and I its irritant little pearl, the gem at the lip of the mantle. Instead I'm the oyster, all slime in the throat, eating grit." businessinsider.com/get-ready-for-…
im out? at a bar? drinking with a friend? what Is this Feeling (tipsiness)
someday ill do a thread of ultra specific russian verbs and adjectives for drinking like пропить (to sell something in order to buy alcohol) and недопить (to drink but not enough to satisfy one's thirst)
it turns out if you drunkenly slip the bartender $20 because you feel bad she has to deal with nonsense from people she just gives you? free drinks?