not for the first time, I have Some Notes about cervical spine design
I try not to think about my cervical spine at all*, but whenever I do think about it I imagine an extremely spiky and unstable tunnel in which my spine worm is fighting to thrive.
*because if I think about it in any kind of detail I trigger a vasovagal episode. haunted, etc.
*because if I think about it in any kind of detail I trigger a vasovagal episode. haunted, etc.
also at this point I assume the vasovagal response to *thinking about spinal anatomy* is a feature, not a bug.
you know, like of course the perilous tunnel that all life depends on has an unsettling security system to prevent me even *thinking* about it. of course it does.
you know, like of course the perilous tunnel that all life depends on has an unsettling security system to prevent me even *thinking* about it. of course it does.
anyway, I was kind of raised to believe that I was disappointing people if I made concessions to the perilous tunnel. mind over matter, etc. early x-rays showed no Real Problems.
and now I realize that my #1 job is to like... protect that spine worm at all times? p inconvenient.
and now I realize that my #1 job is to like... protect that spine worm at all times? p inconvenient.
[vaccine talk]
anyway I am forced resting today because my neck is grumpy after all that post-vax immune activity and like what the fuck, neck. why are you like this.
(it's like this because hypermobility & stenosis)
anyway I am forced resting today because my neck is grumpy after all that post-vax immune activity and like what the fuck, neck. why are you like this.
(it's like this because hypermobility & stenosis)
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