I have RSD attached to my ADHD. It is the reason why so many people with ADHD commit suicide, and I just wanted to explain how it manifests. I am not a doctor but if this sounds familiar, you may have undiagnosed ADHD, and you may want to see a professional.
That last interaction is what has lead me to believe that no one actually likes me and that if I had the ability to see their private chats they would all be talking about how awful I was. So I try to just leave people alone so Iโm not a burden.
I donโt want to push myself on to people. I assume if they really like me they will put forth all of the effort to be near me because if I do itโฆ theyโre just being polite if they respond, but they secretly hate me.
My brain berates me over every interaction.
The internet helps with that because people are more likely to tell you they hate you, and block you, than in reality. It really takes away the guess work.
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I love men, I honestly do. My empathy overflows for almost everyone I meet. Iโm defeated by rape culture in America. I hope you can understand that. Iโm mad, and I have reason to be, and Iโm going to get into why. Iโm this thread. So strap in. โค๏ธ
We tell rape victims that they have to come forward, because if they donโt they are responsible for any more rapes that the rapist does, because they could have been preventedโฆ but that isnโt true. Over 80% of rape cases that lead to an arrest end with the rapist serving no time
The rape tests are invasive, hours spent with your recently violated body, exposed and examined, while youโre forced to relive the trauma over and over again. After all of that degrading and painful work they donโt get tested. Itโs just theatrical for no purpose.
Humans can be insecure creatures that hop around looking for a shoe to lace up, and when the shoe doesnโt fit they scream about how itโs not for them.
Not all men rape, not all white people are racist, not all cops kill, we knowโฆ why is it so hard to just stfu?
When I hear people speaking about white women being Karens I donโt yell โNOT ALL WHITE WOMEN!โ I just think about all the Karens I know, and nod in agreement. I know Iโm not a Karen so I donโt have to tell people that itโs not all white women.
Itโs all about insecurity. You feel as though because of your sex that people assume you are a rapist. Thatโs just not the case, generalized statements do not mean all. Itโs literally just because 95% of the people who are rapists are menโฆ
Please DO NOT come after this person but Iโd like to delve into how religion is used to control the poor and uneducated. See if we all understood that justice and equality were only options in our mortal bodies, the poor would eat the rich.
Just a friendly reminder that at one point, EVERY SINGLE RELIGION was just a small cult, lead by a creepy asshat that told everyone they spoke to god. Every member of the cult had family members going โcan you believe Jebediah is dumb enough to fall for this guy?!โ
Iโm anti-theist, because I believe religion holds us back as a society.
The subjugation of women, and gays occurs in almost every religious text.
It makes a group of people feel as though they are superior over another.
It fuels mental illness, by making people believe in
Demons, angels, ghosts, and the supernatural.
It gives leeway to ideals of slavery, rape, incest, torture, and child marriage.
(Thread) I have a lot of sad stuff happening over the next little bit. Fatherโs Day was the first hurdle, next is the anniversary of the last time I saw my sister, on Matthewโs birthday. He turns 9 this Saturday. Then my sisterโs birthday, 6/30, then the anniversary 1/
Of the day of her brain aneurysm 7/11, the day she was pronounced brain dead 7/13. Then my fatherโs birthday on 8/7. The anniversary of his death is in 9/28. I think this is just a grief block Iโm trying to get through right now.
Sorry, I was in the middle of writing and had to cook dinner, planning isnโt really my thing.
So, Iโve decided Iโm just going to allow myself to feel stuff, for once. See how that goes. Wish me luck, usually I have a massive breakdown around now and end up in the ER with
Scientists knew how bad everything was and warned us. Then billionaires worked up a campaign to put ALL of the blame for global warming and pollution onto citizens. We were taught in school that it was all our fault. If only we turned off the water while brushing our teeth, 1/
And recycled our plastic, everything would be fine. The problem wasnโt them, it was us.
They turned us against one another, so that we would feel self righteous when we told people to recycle.
Meanwhile, they knew most of the recycled plastic ended up in the landfill. 2/
They paid politicians to say that climate change wasnโt real so we could keep cars on the streets, destroying us all.
There wasnโt money in supporting mass transit, and alternate energy.
They taught us in school that it was all our fault, AS CHILDREN, and I believed it. 3/