Now, this man is an unmitigated jackass who smirked when I asked if my narcolepsy could be linked to my MCAS and laughed when I described symptoms of exercise-induced anaphylaxis (despite having authored one of the most-cited papers on EIA)
His reasoning was: "Benadryl will make you fall asleep but it won't give you good quality sleep and studies have found that long-term use leads to cognitive decline"
Both of those things are true. Benadryl won't afford you normal sleep architecture - if you're a person whose sleep architecture isn't already fucked up by dysregulated histamine signalling in the hypothalamus.
And there are concerns about the anticholinergic action of Benadryl, which was indeed found to contribute to cognitive decline - in a couple studies of older patients, who tend to have constitutively decreased cholinergic tone, using Benadryl during the day, in hospital settings.
But funny thing. Decreasing cholinergic signalling during sleep is actually essential for memory consolidation.
And elevated cholinergic tone is associated with a few things. One of those is increased REM activity during sleep.
You know, the diagnostic hallmark of narcolepsy.
A few other things associated with cholinergic tone are:
Muscle fatiguability, spasticity and fasciculations.
Increased gastric motility.
Disordered mood.
Cataplexy (another hallmark of narcolepsy, albeit a connection studied only in dogs).
Myofascial trigger points have been found to contain elevated levels of acetylcholine.
Which makes logical sense, because acetylcholine release at the neuromuscular junctions mediates muscle contraction.
But there's incredibly little clinical research on what happens if you've got too much cholinergic signalling going on.
The vast majority is focused on decreased cholinergic signalling, which is implicated in conditions like myasthenia gravis and Alzheimer's.
What little info there is about excessive cholinergic signalling is focused on organophosphate poisoning, the classic symptoms of which are...familiar
Which is not to say I think every chronically ill person with these symptoms has OP poisoning.
I think it's more likely that a lot more folks than we realize have some version of the extremely understudied congenital acetylcholinesterase deficiency (or related neuromyotonias).
(Fun fact, congenital endplate acetylcholinesterase deficiency is classically treated with ephedrine which is...another highly stigmatized medication we can obtain from plants)
So anyway I was taking Benadryl and it was working in ways that were nothing short of miraculous for me, and this fucking jackass told me to discontinue it because he had no knowledge or curiosity about the actual molecular underpinnings of the condition in which he's an "expert"
All he was invested in was "I know more than you, the patient, and your self-treatments are fundamentally dangerous"
Anyway, further fun fact, I've been taking maral root for two years which is the sketchiest plant medicine I've tried because I had no real idea how it worked, only that it's used traditionally to treat muscle fatigue in Eastern Europe and Russia and I had a hunch.
And it was another freaking miracle. Since I was a kid, I haven't been able to walk (or wheel) more than a block without experiencing intense muscle fasciculations. I couldn't wheel up a hill without my shoulders locking up painfully.
And then suddenly...I could.
And anyway, I got to reading more about acetylcholine a couple weeks ago when I was lying in bed unable to move because my neck was seized up because I had to discontinue my mast cell meds because of my latest jackass doctor.
And I found out about the whole "trigger points contain Ach" thing.
So eventually I searched "induces acetylcholinesterase" on Google Scholar.
(Acetylcholinesterase is the enzyme that breaks down and thus deactivates acetylcholine.)
The top result was a study showing that ecdysterone, the primary active ingredient in maral root, induces acetylcholinesterase.
There are a ton of issues with this concept but the majority of the criticisms it's receiving iseen to be ignoring those in favour of a #PeeledOrangePhenomenon framing 🤨
[Video shows what is essentially an automated Murphy bed in operation - a bed descends from the ceiling along a motorized track, merging with the sofa and covering the coffee table in a studio apartment living space]
A primary issue is that, like so many accessible "innovations" this device and its maintenance will be financially inaccessible to those who would most benefit from having it.
Was kind of surprised this morning by how relatable people seemed to find this and literally just realized most of them probably aren't interpreting it as doubting yourself *because* your colleagues are congratulating you 😬
Quote tweet image: a meme showing Ed Milliband and Greta Thunberg standing side-by-side. Milliband is clapping while looking solemnly and directly at Thunberg who is wearing a look of Autistic uncertainty/discomfort. Text over Milliband says "My colleagues congratulating me...
...on my research" while text over Thunberg says "Me, doubting every single thing I've ever done" /description
It comes back to the issue of medical (in)visibility.
Clinical medicine was founded upon the logic of pathology; it became concerned with mapping illness to visible (and eventually measurable) sites of pathology…
At roughly the same time as “the birth of the clinic” the period following the French Revolution saw the abolition of social institutions associated with the Ancien Régime, including the previous system of “bedside medicine”…
…so that the medical system in the French Republic became reoriented with the hospital at its center. The hospital brought together large populations of destitute sick people, and a new “collegiate” community of professional medical practitioners.
Do y’all want a really vivid example of what I mean when I say medical invisibility does not mean the same thing as regular invisibility?
You would think that when a wound like this bleeds like this, doctors wouldn’t ignore that right?
But when they can’t correlate that excessive bleeding to your platelet count or to a vitamin K or clotting factor deficiency, that is EXACTLY what they will do.
They will turn their heads from the photos and very literally refuse to see it.
When you finally figure out the cause on your own (heparin release from overactive mast cells), they will refuse to acknowledge it as a valid sign of a flare, and an indication that they need to adjust your meds.
1. I wondered about it a fair growing up and funnily, I was routinely pegged as queer by the other kids. But I didn’t have the language to describe my queer identities and thus to realize I actually “counted” til my mid to late twenties. #30DaysOfDisabledPride
2. Similarly, I always knew my bodymind was “different” growing up. I was a sickly, neurodivergent kid the latter of which was especially problematized by my teachers though no one ever bothered to label it with anything others than slurs or euphemisms. #30DaysOfDisabledPride
2 [cont’d]. I claimed disability when applying to university for the purpose of having access to accommodations (not that they made any) but I felt like I was cheating by claiming something I had no right to. #30DaysOfDisabledPride