I will never forget reading the IndyStar article about my own story and seeing USAG respond that Larry had been reported over a year ago. The confusion, anger, betrayal, especially from law enforcement, was so heavy...
The three women whose abuse had been reported never should have been left alone, treated as if they did not matter. Had the FBI done their job I never would have been put in the position of having to relinquish every shred of privacy to stop the abuse and coverup.
The dozens of little girls abused after the FBI knew who Larry was and exactly what he was doing, could have and should have been saved. They deserve answers.
That law enforcement can more readily be relied upon to not investigate well, than to treat survivors with dignity and pursue justice, is a harsh reality that most survivors face. It destroys the survivors who report, and the ones who come after who could have been protected.
For six years we have waited for answers. Six years.
We might get them today. But I also know that sovereign immunity doctrines will almost certainly ensure that answers do not come with justice or accountability.
And our pleas for the IN AG to investigate the coverup in the IMPD, and how Steve Penny knew he could rely on the head of the child sex abuse division to help try to kill the IndyStar story, remains unanswered. As if it does not matter.
Six years later, we're still here.
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Processing this DOJ report that finally tells what we all already knew. What I strongly suspected was taking place before I even came forward. The dynamics that *prompted me* to come forward so publicly and openly.
So many emotions...
The depth of betrayal - survivors get asked "why didn't you report?" and those who did hear "if it was true they would have done something."
Let it be said clearly today - this is why survivors don't report. Because the very people tasked with protection so often don't.
I will never forget wrapping myself up in a blanket to read the IndyStar story that had my name and face and details videod and catalogued for the world, and for the first time seeing USAG allege that they had reported Larry more than a year and a half earlier. . .
Ask any advocate. ANY advocate. If a pastor comes to court, he comes to support the perpetrator. This is universal and nearly unequivocal. The pastors come to support the perpetrators. I have heard four of these types of stories just this week.
Best-case scenario the pastors believe the victim but "don't want to get involved in the legalities" and instruct their staff, counselors, pastors, to stay uninvolved. Even in cases where they are the only witnesses to disclosures and their testimony is vital.
So much for "do justice".
I know some incredible pastors who have gone to court with survivors, and I'm deeply grateful. They would also tell you how rare it is to see that happen.
"Do justice" is a command. Not a suggestion. And we aren't getting it right.
There have got to be a hundred memes on attempted or alleged efforts to "help" on abuse related issues, or institutions facing scandal, that could come from this one picture.
Give it your best shot and post for all our benefit, please.
Just going to remind those who are asking or saying otherwise, that I personally went with Hannah Kate to report her abuse, and I've met with 2 out of the 3 siblings who ALSO corroborate the abuse of everyone and reported to the police. 4 siblings total.
I also talked to multiple pastor who corroborate extrinsic details, including the family repeatedly living out of a van, having no food, the kids receiving no schooling, Jimmy being completely resistant to constructive input, and additional details.
And remember that out of every 300 rapes reported to the police, only six will be charged. I can count on one hand the number of survivors I know who had positive experiences with detectives and prosecutors.
Today, SBC messengers voted to conduct a convention-wide audit of abuse and mishandling, and also to investigate the actions of convention leaders related to sexual abuse. It's a critical step, but what what I want you to really see, is what it took to get here:
Well over a decade ago, @ChristaBrown777 began pioneering the movement to shine a light in the SBC. At great personal cost, she told the truth over, and over, and over. Leaders called her demonic, satanic, as bad as an abuser, but still she fought for the truth and survivors.
She wrote a book and began a website tracking SBC abusers and coverup. When other survivors like @ThigpenTiffany came forward, Christa was the safe place, and the one to guide survivors through the storm that was coming when they dared to speak up.