sitting here on the couch trying to figure out what this unwarranted panic attack is all about and there are too many options, lolsob.
It started after sidechannel work gossip revealed some of my favorite and strongest coworkers have left/are leaving my hospital, and segued into generalized publishing malaise because I am tired of pushing Year of the Nurse, and oh, then, *points at covid map of US*
*kaboom*
*kaboom*
It's really the fact that so many of my coworkers have left that's scaring me. (Now that I'm sidechanneling w/a work friend who knows what's up with me.) Going back to work after all this was going to be stressful enough. I don't wanna be going back like the new kid in class. :/
I can't blame any of them for leaving tho, and I totally get why they're moving to different facilities (one in particular = $$$) it just makes me sad.
my new boss is "committed to rebuilding this team!" but like what team is there if 5 of my favorite dayshift ppl are gone or headed out the door?
(tho I have only myself to blame for one of them leaving, I wrote her her rec for CRNA school, lolsob ;P ;))
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