Today's thread...
McD's
Time to start packing breakfast and lunch...
My group home shifts usually start at 3am. I'm not one to leap out of bed and stuff some food in my face. I need wake up time first. I'm also not about to get up an hour early to allow for that wake up time.
I don't eat at work. I can, my boss feeds the staff. But everyone is sleeping and if I rummage around, I have a gal here that will wake up, will have behaviors, and will be loud enough to wake the others. So, I sit quietly...
I get off of work by 9. On my way to the shop, I stop and grab something for breakfast and lunch. Usually my big iced coffee and a couple of biscuits or McGriddles. I'm looking at making changes in what I do to myself.
Besides the weight issues I mentioned yesterday, there are other things going on. I'm waiting for the lab results. One of the things that are a challenge is the swelling that keeps happening in my legs. With all the loss of activity and mostly just sitting around during Covid...
the swelling is much worse and sometimes painful. I'm looking at a normal order from McD's...
Large Iced Caramel Macchiato 370 Calories, 490 mg Sodium
Sausage, Egg & Cheese McGriddles 550 Calories, 1290 mg Sodium (take this X2 - one for breakfast and one for lunch)
For not a lot of nutritional value, that's a ton of calories and over the daily recommended amount of sodium (hello swelling....), plus my blood pressure is a little high. If I don't lose some weight and get my pressure down, I'm going to have to go on meds for it.
I've already eliminated the large iced coffee and replaced it with water. Grabbing food in a drive thru doesn't appear to offer much as far as healthier options. I think I'm going to try to see what I can pack in my lunch box for breakfast and lunch and see if I can do better.
There's an old saying about Rome wasn't built in a day. I think that's an important lesson. Patience is important. If we want to bring about change, sometimes we need to take baby steps and make 1 small change at a time.
I can do this, be patient and make changes. Being a THR advocate has taught me more about patient than even parenting did.
What kind of little change could you make today to bring about something positive?
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Today, my daily goals of listening to music and to a TED talk collided. After a day reflecting on people from opposing sides, it fit my mood in a poetic way.
War, I don't know why it's a 3 letter word, because it's worse than any 4 letter word I know. War isn't just machine guns and tanks. War is about power struggles. The political scene is a war. How to deal with Covid is a war. We've had a drug war for years a war against smoking.
As a society, we've perverted what it means to win. The win has become more important than the mission. People suffer and die because of our wars. In the end, as a society, war is destroying us. We're getting out of touch with how to love our neighbors because we're too busy...
Today, my husband will be leaving our property for the first time since the fall of 2019. Once flu season hits, he stays home every year (all winter). In 2020, Covid hit towards the end of flu season.
He'll be at the pharmacy at 8am, to get his first dose of the Covid Vaccine!
Mark has COPD and other health issues. At the height of the pandemic panic last year, he became very depressed. He admitted he was literally sitting on the couch, waiting to die. I demanded he stop watching the news so much. He didn't touch me or come close to me for weeks.
It took a lot of work to get him out of that slump and to get him released from being paralyzed by fear.
Then the vaccine came out and he started watching too much news again.............. GAH!
So many of my views about drugs, drug use, and drug regulations have changed the past few months. This is what can happen when there's respectful dialog, sharing of ideas, and factual information.
I know several people in recovery. I've seen them struggle. I've seen them have to wait to get into treatment. I've seen them have to go to a short term program instead of a long term one because of finances / insurance approval.
I've watched some relapse, I've known some to die, and I know some who live amazing lives working their recovery programs.
I've seen too many go to jail when they needed to go to treatment....
Remember when she fell asleep on the toilet? This time she's stretched out on couch hugging that computer. She really does eat sleep and breath nicotine. Jokes on her again. Mark 2 skip 0. Where will she fall to sleep next?
Bwahahaha "sleep nicotine". Funny
Ya'all know he's going to pay for this...
I slept with my computer for about 3 hours. Don't know how I managed that and it didn't hit the floor. He was afraid to take it from me and wake me up. He sure laughed hard when I did wake up. I just didn't know why the stinker was laughing.
Today's thread
It weighs heavy on my mind.
It's all about weight.
It's on my bucket list.
When I was 3, I was a tiny thing. I had white hair and people used to ask my Mom if I was an albino! It would later turn to a golden blond, then dishwater blond, then ash brown, and now it's very grey. I weighed 25 pounds and was put on a medication to make me eat more.
Once puberty hit, I started turning into a chunky monkey. Everyone joked that the pills I took as a little kid must have gotten stuck. Once the active play of childhood was replaced by a love of books, I was no longer burning many calories. I didn't participate in any sports.
Today, I'm going to work on that constant uncomfortable super icky feeling from always starting things and not finishing them. My goal is to pick one thing, try not to see rabbit holes (pray for me!), and get one thing wrapped up. I'm off to complete the Tweetable Safer Project!
Oh sure, I fall in a rabbit hole, stroll over to twitter and my own dang tweet shows up in the feed.
SKIP! Get the H. E. Double Hockey Sticks off of here and go finish your project! <Yes, I'm yelling at myself. Ya'all are too nice to do it for me>
GRRRRRRRRRR
DONE!!! I finished a project! Whoo-Hoo! I get to play on the internets, read books, and strum my guitar the rest of the day. Maybe have a bite (tiny) of chocolate. Well, at least for a couple of hours until I go to bed.