the problem with guillotining people – even if you put aside that pesky ethical question of murder – is that you’re subsequently left with a bunch of people who have taken a lot of pleasure in using guillotines. The monster may have been beheaded, but the monster in you remains
there are two kinds of people who are flippant about violence: idiots, and the malevolent. and the malevolent seize power every time. once you summon this demon you cannot unsummon it
if you speak lightly about advocating for this it’s likely because you’ve never come face to face with a murderer who delights in it
and if you get too good at memeing the murders into existence, you will find that their next delight is you
And one morning all was burning
and one morning bonfires
sprang out of the earth
devouring humans,
and from then on fire,
gunpowder,
blood,
Come and see the blood in the streets,
come and see
the blood in the streets,
come and see the blood
in the streets!
cruelty leaks. dehumanization leaks. it stains the hand that wields it. all of human history has been trying to teach us this lesson. we must be better
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kinda feel like doing an AMA because I crossed 34k followers but I’m also sleepy and lazy and can’t be arsed to do the voice - you know the talkshow host sort of voice? anyway. I’m just some guy lounging in a bunk bed, feel free to ask me questions if u like
maybe, tho I don’t watch much anime these days and I have several others in my backlog (eizouken, evangelion). but maybe
people often expect someone who understands something to be able to explain it, but the understanding of something sometimes eludes explanation
this is an issue with the bandwidth of communication, and consciousness, but it does not necessarily imply a lack of understanding
of course, this is not of much consolation to the person who understands a thing, but is unable to communicate their understanding to others, and is consequently assumed not to understand the thing
but you CAN *demonstrate* your understanding. (Assuming you do understand it.)
but demonstrations can take a long time, and they can be ignored by people who don’t know what they’re looking at, so there are layers and layers to this
what I wanted to talk about though actually is how it feels to understand something you can’t quite yet convey in words
some stuff i’m hoping to do after my current book ships:
- start commissioning essays & content about scenes
- cybergaruda substack, about southeast asia (@GRIFTGURU)
- research review of past 30-40 years of current affairs
- essay about smartphones
- read Jung
- play guitar
- start turning some of my old nerdy threads into youtube video essays
- 100 tiktoks
- flesh out and publicly share drafts for next few ebooks (optics, constructive adhd, unlearning coercion, high voltage living, after gifted…)
- my own research project on historical scenes
- tidy up my archives somewhat, do an essay spelunking thru the archaeology of all my junk
- organize irl meetups
- essay about memory palace notetaking and information architecture
- get a gaming pc and start streaming on twitch
- finish @1000wordvomits
- restart my 🇸🇬 blog
this is kind of a vague post but generally speaking if you think i have done anything wrong or made any mistakes, i would love to hear about it so i can do something about it. my DMs have always been open
sometimes people talk about me like i’m some abstract depersonalized entity rather than some guy you can just talk to
like if you think i’m arrogant or full of myself or whatever i would actually be really happy to have a conversation about it! if you’ve thought your position through i’d love to hear it and there’s a good chance you’d adjust my position as well
i also think a big part of why “kids learn faster than adults” is that kids are *expected* to be learning all the time, and adults (who might not even know each other!) will actually *coordinate* to create supportive learning environments and experiences for kids
One way adults can approximate the child’s experience is to be an immigrant, broadly speaking, or “the new guy” in some context – if you can signal clearly that you’re clueless and earnestly trying to learn, people similarly tend to chip in to help
another way to do it is to create a small cluster or scene where a group of people all agree that they all want to learn, and so challenge and support each other’s learning as much as possible. these environments produce massive increases in learning beyond what is “normal”