been talking about drawing with @QiaochuYuan who said this the other day: "drawing as a meditative method for concentrating attention on an object for multiple hours has a lot going for it" which i completely agree with
i've done many many hours of meditation and i can concentrate pretty decently but i am genuinely astonished at how easy it is to get into concentration states while drawing
I've gotten into more flow state type areas from drawing recently than meditation ever, along a certain axis anyway
i'm not sure what the axes are yet, but there are axes. something like, i'm not still, and there's not necessarily the bliss of (lighter) jhana, but i am very present for an extended period of time, and interested and engaged.
i think awareness actually tends to contract for me a bit when i draw, i'm just seeing my screen and i get pulled in. will experiment with this
anyways, all the meditation helped i'm sure, to make it so that i can get this absorbed while doing something like drawing, but i'm just astonished at how consistent, and how good drawing / making art is for entering this sort of state of mind
i'd heard people talk about it quite a bit (with art and other things) but this is the most consistently i've been able to go there myself with something that is not a "formal meditation technique" in the traditional sense
i was really into Frederick Franck ~a decade ago, who was basically on about this - IIRC he said something to the effect of (and I'm paraphrasing quite liberally here) "i can't meditate for shit, I hate it - but when I draw, man, damn that's the good stuff"
big relate, Frederick
when I drawing, i often have genuinely no idea how l've been drawing for. an hour? four? idk, man, it's definitely been a while
i guess part of me is especially excited about this because, as i have said elsewhere, i've never really liked sitting meditation very much. i've done plenty of it, i can do it, but tbh, i don't love it a lot of the time.
always feels vulnerable to admit that, but hey, i don't like sitting meditation that much. i like other things better a lot of the time. when i meditate these days, i prefer lying down, standing, moving (esp. Tai Chi or dance) if it's more than 30m or so
but this art stuff - when i'm drawing, i feel like i could do it forever
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alright, one more rep, one more 1,000 word essay, and then i'll let myself draw some solarpunk art
i promised myself i'd write for most of the afternoon/evening to prepare for my salon, and then i'd let myself draw, as a treat
i don't usually write to prepare for things that involve speaking. read a book by Dale Carnegie on public speaking a few years ago that emphasized preparing by speaking informally rather than writing (especially not writing your talk out word for word)
i am understandably very intimidated by this upcoming solarpunk challenge i've signed myself up for, and have been procrastinating working on it, so i took a feasible step with this image
i didn't spend very long on it but i sorta proved to myself i could make a thing that was relevant
earlier this year, I went through a breakup. my first where a partner broke up with me. the heartbreak hurt so much, even though I had so many skills to work with it like metta and IFS and IPF and journaling and exercise and calling friends.
talking to friends helped the most, I think. one friend said something particularly helpful: in his experience, it takes about half the time you were in a relationship to heal from that relationship after a breakup.
his words gave me hope that the hurt would pass, and proved true in my experience
one unexpected benefit of having your own podcast is the ability to go back and listen to your own episodes
it's incredible: someone made a podcast featuring a guest i'm interested in, talking about topics i'm interested in, asking exactly the questions i'd ask
let me listen really carefully to what they said, remember what they said, consider how it relates to my life, and how I might apply what they're sharing to my current situation and problems and goals