“The violence against me started when I was a child. My dad had rage issues and, whilst he hurt my mum and my sis, I was his preferred target.” 1/ #STFUSaturday
“After he died, I had an argument with my mum where she said 'yeah, but you used to wind him up...'.
I. Was. A. Child.
Also a grade A student, and sunny and kind (not that these things are prerequisites for not getting abuse).” 2/ #STFUSaturday
“It was never my behaviour that was the issue, it was always his uncontrolled temper. I used to have dreams he killed me.
Sexual harassment started from, I dunno, 13 years old probably - getting leered at and catcalled by blokes in vans or building sites.” 3/ #STFUSaturday
On public transport, I've been flashed, groped, and masturbated over. I also stepped in to assist a French student being groped by an older man.
Within work situations, I've been aggressively pursued to the point of feeling highly unsafe on many occasions.” 4/ #STFUSaturday
My team members (men and women) left me to fend for myself because they didn't want to get involved. Obviously, I've also been talked over, talked down to, dismissed, and relegated to minute-taker in meetings because I'm female in a mainly male environment. 5/ #STFUSaturday
“But then two years ago, at a work event, a bloke got me into his hotel room, wouldn't let me leave, and raped me. He injured me quite badly - I was still bleeding between the legs 16 hours later, ffs. That is simply not consensual.” 6/ #STFUSaturday
“I sought medical help soon after and reached out to the police at the first opportunity. The investigators were nice to me at the time. But the process is awful and skewed in the defence's favour.” 7/ #STFUSaturday
“He had legal help from Nov '19. The CPS barrister (who does not represent me, just the Crown) was assigned 2 weeks before the case. They tell you nothing - you walk in blind. The CPS barrister asked me nothing. The Defence grilled me for two hours.” 8/ #STFUSaturday
“At the end I said ‘may I say something?’ and the judge stepped in and said ‘no, you can't it doesn't work like that’. You're only allowed to reply to the questions asked of you. You're basically set up to fail from the get-go...” 9/ #STFUSaturday
“Unsurprisingly he was found Not Guilty last week, so now he's free to act like this to other women with impunity...
I'm so sorry, everyone. I really tried my best. <3” 10/10 #STFUSaturday
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“The first time I can remember seeing a penis was when I went home for lunch from school with a school friend. I had just started high school so I must have been 11 or 12.” 1/ #STFUSaturday
"His older brother and friends were all there watching porn (animal porn) I don’t remember to this day how I ended up alone with one of the friends penis out trying to kiss me and make me touch it while they all laughed outside the door." 2/ #STFUSaturday
"Around 13 I went on a trip to France with school. Three different men exposed themselves to us, our teacher told us to ignore them. Aged around 14 I had my first proper boyfriend, I was besotted with him, we held hands a lot and kissed, that was it." 3/ #STFUSaturday
"4 years ago, I worked at a tech company in Manchester. The all-male sales team were aggressively misogynistic. They rated female employees out of 10, openly shared naked pics of their gfs in the office." 1/5 #STFUSaturday
"One of them once told me: 'Look at [reducted name's] leather pants, I'm worried I'm going to get arrested.' A new, very young female employee started. The sales team took her out, everyone got drunk, and she slept with one of the sales guys." 2/5 #STFUSaturday
"On the Monday, the owner and sales manager organised a prank. They told the sales guy that the girl had gone to the police and was pressing rape charges. At my desk close to the board room, I heard the whole prank unfold and the subsequent hysterical laughter." 3/5 #STFUSaturday
"Prefer to remain anonymous, I’m in therapy from years of abuse. Brought up in a household of domestic violence, my mum left my dad eventually and we went to grandparents for a while." 1/ #STFUSaturday
"Age 8 Grandad exposed himself, got me to expose myself, escalated to touching (until my Nan clocked it so it stopped). Aged 10 my friends and I were flashed at by an open air swimming pool. We thought it was funny at first but then he started to follow us." 2/ #STFUSaturday
"Aged 12 a man grabbed my (hardly developed) breast as he walked past me, I was so shocked I just froze. He kept walking but when I turned he was looking back and smiling." 3/ #STFUSaturday
"I would please like to remain anonymous. I haven't ever told anyone this.....first....thank you. Reading all these must take a toll yet you are doing it. I am grateful and already in tears!" 1/ #STFUSaturday
"I got a [car - app name redacted] home because I thought it was safer. The driver asked for my number and said to call him directly instead of using the app. He laughed when I refused over safety. Showed me he had my number anyway." 2/ #STFUSaturday
"Made me feel utterly unsafe, something that continued with texts/calls and the horror that thanks to my drop off, he knew where I lived. Then despite asking [app name redacted] not to allow him to pick me up, he came to get me after work in a different car." 3/ #STFUSaturday
"I was first flashed at when jogging in broad daylight in a field when I was 17. The man was standing in the bushes, his trousers down, his genitals on display and grinning. I ran past, went home and cried." 1/4 #STFUSaturday
"People said 'it's just a flasher, tell him next time to put it away'. Then more recently, a year ago, I was flashed at again. This time I was in my 40s. He was a sixth form boy in SCHOOL UNIFORM. He was waiting down an alleyway, sitting on a tree stump." 2/4 #STFUSaturday
"He saw me coming, undid his trousers and got it out. This time, enraged and in my 40s and no longer afraid like the 17 year old I was, I confronted him. I yelled at him. I asked him what he was doing. He put it away and murmured something. I told the police." 3/4 #STFUSaturday
"My father severely beat and tortured me (physically and psychologically) and made sexual overtures for the first 19 years of my life. And he got away with it." 1/ #STFUSaturday
"I was 15 when I finally told a therapist who worked in the guidance department of my high school just a fraction of what went on. She said the school staff suspected abuse but couldn't pursue it unless I said something (this was in the US in 1990)." 2/ #STFUSaturday
"The guidance department feared my father would retaliate violently for reporting him, but instead of removing me from my home, they suggested I plan an escape route on bicycle. I asked what I should do when he tried to plow me down with the car. No response." 3/ #STFUSaturday