This happens all the time now, and never used to before Molly passed.
I love this thread! The lamp is on my bedside table. As I’ve shared, nighttime is often unbearable. I picture Molly walking through the door, still wet from her shower and in her pjs, saying, “Mom, will you please come in my room and say goodnight to me?” That’s when it happens.
My car has inexplicably failed to start twice since M’s passing. It’s 2019, never had an issue, had it checked out both times, battery is 💯. No reason for it to fail to start. First was right after M’s funeral. G-d, it absolutely crushes me to even type “funeral” about my girl.
The car would not start. When we went back a few hours later with assistance, it started normally. Second time was Eli’s preschool graduation- first graduating class of the Molly Steinsapir Early Childhood Center. I was getting my hair done across town. Car didn’t start.
I was so frustrated because I had to Uber to the preschool (was very late) and back to get the car, spending over an hour each way in the Uber. When I got back there, the car started. I stopped by the gas station near the hair salon. I’d been meaning to have my tire checked.
The low tire pressure light had been on but I was in such a grief fog, I had been ignoring it. I finally had it checked, and was told it was dangerously low, and there’s no way I could have made it safely back to my side of town. I would have been in an accident if I’d driven.
I can’t believe this video of my flickering lamp has been viewed almost 94k times since I posted it last night. This happens so often that I’ve grown used to it. It’s amazing to hear all your fascinating stories of Spirit communications. Thank you for sharing them.
The lamp is normal tonight. Checked the plug and the bulb. All fine. We built the house less than 2 years ago. It’s flashed like that many times over the past months. Once I was sobbing, saying I didn’t know how to go on without Molly, and the lamp went on and off like crazy 💡.

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Words are insufficient to describe our gratitude that this flag was flown over the U.S. Capitol in honor of Molly. @DrewNirenberg, the Nirenberg family and @SpeakerPelosi, we are humbled. As Justice Sotomayor said, Molly had the heart of a public servant. Thank you. #TEAMMOLLY
It’s been an emotional day. When this flag arrived, I broke down sobbing. @DrewNirenberg is the nephew of my friend who is actually family, @LeslieHelmer. @DrewNirenberg was invested in Molly’s story before he realized that his aunt is like a sister to me.
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Molly was scared about climate change. She worried about the future of our planet.

This #EarthDay2021 , I’m committing to a #MeatlessMayForMolly. #TEAMMOLLY, I’d love for you to join me!
#MollysMeatlessMondays are also awesome if you aren’t ready for a month of vegetarianism yet.

As Molly and Makena wrote in their song, “Change the world to what you wish it could be. If not for you, then do it for me.”
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