Having caught up w/ @bbcstrictly. The incredible dance by @RoseAylingEllis & @pernicegiovann1 just brought goosebumps & a few thoughts to my mind.
The dance felt like a metaphor for my life now.
Having gone through my training with luckily minimal impact caused by my Deafness...
The silence suddenly came unexpectedly when I walked into my 1st shift when Gov made facemaske mandatory. From being a confident all dancing Paeds Trainee I was suddenly plunged into the loneliest silence struggling to "hear"& understand. anyone. I could "hear" same, but the
Puzzle pieces of lipreading/music to my life had suddenly disappeared.
Rose managed to carry on dancing beautifully in the silence but w/ the support of a wonderful ally.
For me... I had to find my allys to help me through this new world of masked "silence"...
I've been incredibly to find allys @EvelinaLondon to help me keep going thro @RCPCHtweets PEM training but its not been easy.
It really is "a joy being deaf" &has made me the person who I am today. But it's society that creates barriers when so many of us are perfectly capable.
I'm waiting for the "music" to return when clearmasks are widely used or masks disappears.
But I hope the impact of @RoseAylingEllis performance means ppl can see that w/ reasonable adjustments,kindness &patiences...you can help Deaf/disabled soar & achieve true potential.❤️
Today I cried at work but4 once they were happy tears coz we finally got clinically approved clear masks!
It was incredible seeing my wonderful colleagues swap over to the new masks as soon as the box arrived in Paeds A&E and being able to understand them instantly.
Its been a year of battling2 understand ppl thro masks, trying my hardest to be a good Dr, worrying abt burden I put on colleagues trying2 communicate w/me, trying to get thro training on par w/ my colleagues & loneliness.
Within a couple of hrs of my team wearing clear masks
I realised just how much I've missed out, how a simple thing cld make such a difference! 😍
I got tearful coz I've been dreaming of clear masks 4 so long& they are finally a reality!
Today was a happy day&I'm so hopeful now for many more days like this.🌈 Thank you @GSTTnhs