So we did Matrix Reloaded this weekend and I have THOUGHTS.
1) The movie opens with Neo having a nightmare about Trinity dying. Neo has achieved a tentative unity with their inner self, but that unity is fragile.
To me this is clearly about how healing is fraught and fragile.
2) Neo knows who he is now, but he doesn't know what to do with that information. "Ok, now what?"
Well, now-what is he has to work through a series of gatekeepers to reach The Truth, which is that everything he was told is a lie.
3) Very strong Kafka "Before the Law" vibe here. He is made to perform various identities -- for Seraph, for Persephone, for Morpheus, for The Architect.
Each time he makes a choice to submit, provisionally, until the end when he chooses not to.
4) Every part of The One was a mechanism of control. The Oracle helped create the Matrix, and facilitates the journey of The One in a way that's ultimately designed to force a choice between genocide and oblivion.
The only way to win is not to play, as Neo learns too late.
5) Smith is the complicating factor. If Neo and Trinity are two aspects of the same person, Smith is infinite aspects of the same person.
But whereas Neo and Trinity's unity is tenuous, fragile and porous Smith's is violent and "inevitable".
He's white allocisheternormativity.
6) And what's interesting to me is that he comes to represent a third faction. The Machines, in this case, are not the enemy per se - they're just a system in which humanity finds itself.
But Smith, he's the enemy within the system and without.
7) What I still don't understand is how Neo stops the sentinels at the end. I'm really looking forward to watching Revolutions tonight.
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BTW, if you are autistic and white I want you to think really hard about America’s prison population and how many of them are there for behavior or needs that are no different than yours.
Gotten stuck in a feeling and been unable to respond reasonably under stress?
We are white, we get all the second chances. People *just like us* with dark skin don’t.
Be angry about that.
If your problem is that you think it’s not fair to punish an autistic person for harmful antisocial behavior on the grounds that he’s autistic, congratulations, you are into prison reform if not abolition.
Lean into that and see where it goes when it’s not just a white boy.
Autistic people are vulnerable to manipulation. Not because they’re autistic, but because they spend their lives being told that their way of thinking is incorrect and they have to listen to others.
As we keep trying to tell you, this is a recipe for disaster.
Here’s a case where disaster struck - this autistic asshole was radicalized into a violent hate group.
That sucks for everyone involved, but that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t face consequences.
Now, if you want to talk about criminal justice reform, yes, let’s. But.
Approaching 1k RT's and I haven't received a single serious complaint about the content in this piece. Every autistic person who has read it has cosigned it, with minor caveats that I've tried to adjust for.
I'm more confident than ever that journalists (and editors!) must read.
But something else that keeps happening -- people keep RTing this and saying "But not just journalist, I'm sharing this for my fellow {educators | doctors | academics | etc}" and I'm so fucking moved.
NOBODY knows what Autism is; it's important to talk about it carefully.
If your knowledge of Autism is based on something you learned in school more than a year ago? Your knowledge is out of date, and probably harmful.
If your knowledge comes from experience working with Autistic kids? Your knowledge is heavily limited, and corrupted by power.
I think I am not going to get through this holiday week and omicron crush without lapsing on my marijuana break.
I already lapsed once, and I don't regret it, but I feel a strong desire to be stoned through a lot of the ups and downs that are coming.
I'm really struggling to know how to reason about it. On the one hand I've made a commitment to quit for two months, and that's mostly going well.
On the other hand there's no need to endure a rough patch if I know it's coming and can get some weed in advance. Right?
We canceled our holiday plans due to Omicron and won't get to see loved ones after all. So like, it'll just be more of the same, sitting in the apartment, watching things on the television, working, dwelling, passing the time.