Thread by @arinnaval

#yoonminau a/b/o
Set Me Free

Where alpha Yg is just about to enlist in the army with his other alpha and beta members when...
"Hyung," Jm cries while hugging the alpha goodbye. "Hyung, I'm pregnant..."

💛 BT5 are a famous idol group and they were about to enlist - only the beta and alpha members;
💙 alpha Yg/omega Jm
💛 Mpreg
💙 Hidden relationship
💛 Angst/Hurt and Comfort/ Some fluff
💙 Mild smut
💛 Happy ending

I honestly don't know what this is lol. Just a wip for now.

okay lovelies... how about we start it now?

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It was raining... of course! Yoongi looked up the sky from the window of the car that was about to leave him in front of his base. His home for the next almost two years. The alpha sighed and closed his eyes for a moment.

It was an obligatory service. He and his fellow alpha and beta members had to do their service. It was something that was not possible to escape. His service was yet to be discussed though, because of his shoulder injury.

Yoongi rested his head backwards when the car slowed down and stopped in front of the gates. Then he turned around and stared at the back window, only to see another of their company cars following his one. He knew who was there.

The remaining three members outside. The last three of their idol group... and one of them was an alpha. Yet, he was still busy with his schedule, but JK was going to join the army the next month. Now, he was here along with Jimin and Tae to send him off.

The car moved once more, and passed the security sector. The second car did the same. Yoongi sighed with relief when he noticed that there were no cameras and fans around the base. He didn't know how he'd react. He could only admire Seokjin's behavior on the day of his entering.

Yoongi took a deep breath then and pushed the door open as soon as the car managed to slow down and stop fully. He didn't want to prolong the torture... it was about to happen and he was going to do it as fast as he could.

Then he noticed how the second car slowed down as well and stopped right next to his one. The alpha took a shaky breath and reached out for his bag.

"Don't worry, Yoongi-ssi," his manager stopped him with a smile. "I'll take care of this. You can say your goodbyes now."

Yoongi only managed to nod curtly and then he simply stood back, shoving his hands into his pockets. It had stopped raining but the weather was still unusually cool for this time of the year. The alpha's eyes narrowed towards the other car.

JK was the first to get out of it. He was followed by Taehyung and... Jimin. The omega's face looked pale and his eyes were sore red. Yoongi clenched his jaw tight. He knew that Jimin had been crying the whole night before. Yoongi knew, because he was holding him in his arms.

Jimin was unconcealable. It was strange really, because the omega was always looking like the stronger between them two. He would be the one, who would smile bravely even if he was sad for some reason. But now... now Jimin looked broken.

There was something strange in his scent... Yoongi was sure it had changed somehow, but he couldn't exactly tell how, because the amount of the distress that the omega was emitting in the air was disturbing. His fist clenched in the pockets of his pants when the trio-

-moved towards him. He noticed how Taehyung had to basically support his best friend, while Jimin was walking between him and JK. The younger's alpha eyes were clouded with confusion though. Yoongi couldn't read anything there.

Yoongi couldn't say what Taehyung was whispering to Jimin, because the younger omega was apparently careful with his words. His eyes were constantly looking around for possible cameras, obviously. JK hurried in front of the best friends.

"Well... hyungie... wait for me, yeah?" JK tried to smile, although he looked far from a person who was in good mood. Yoongi couldn't tell what was in his dongsaeng's mind, but accepted his hug.

To him, JK was always going to remain the lost puppy with doe eyes, who was forced to grow far too quickly. He could only be proud of the man, the alpha that JK had grown up to be. When he pulled back, he patted the alpha's shoulder few times.

"And you make sure that you... take care of everything while you were outside, yeah?" Yoongi's eyes darted briefly towards the two omegas, who were now standing behind JK's back.

The younger nodded curtly. "I will," he said and then he took a step away to make a room for Taehyung. Yoongi tried to smile.

Taehyung was the late bloomer in their small group. He had presented just when he had turned 21. Until then, everyone thought that he was a beta.

Yoongi was still holding soft spot for the gentle soul that was Taehyung. He still remembered the moments when the younger had spent in his studio only talking and Yoongi was there to listen to his worries.

He wasn't like Namjoon - the one with the good advices, or JK - the other alpha in their group. He wasn't like Hoseok or Seokjin with their kind hearts and the ability to lighten the mood in every situation. Yoongi was there to listen. Sometimes, a person needed only that.

And he was there... because when Taehyung was in a crossroad in his life, he would always go to Yoongi. He knew that the alpha would always give him his shoulder to cry on if he needed, or only listen to his worries. Yoongi was happy when he was able to do this,-

-no matter how small it was for all of them. Now, Taehyung was standing there, trying to give him one of his brave smiles. Yoongi could tell how fake it was though, but at least the omega was trying.

"Hyung will be only in call away Taehyung-ah," Yoongi opened his arms and the omega was fast to snuggle in the alpha. "Everything will be okay," Yoongi rubbed his back calmly. "Everything will be good..."

When Taehyung pulled away from him and turned around into JK's open arms, it was finally the time for the hardest goodbye of them all. Yoongi tried really hard to contain the tears in his eyes. He had to be strong, for the both of them.

"Come here," he spread his arms open again and his voice lowered. He had noticed that Jimin had started to cry again. His shoulders were shaking and one of his hands was covering his mouth. The omega was fast to hide in his arms.

Yoongi closed his eyes tight. His arms wrapped tightly around the omega's delicate frame, who was now shaking uncontrollably. He tried to used his alpha pheromones to soothe his inner turmoil, but there was nothing that seemed to work these days when it came to Jimin.

BT5's sweetheart... the most gentle soul in the world... South Korea's angel... their sweet Mochi... and his secret lover. Yoongi took a deep breath, trying to find that inner strength to pull Jimin away from him. It was hard.

It was especially hard, when he had to see Jimin's teary face in front of himself. The alpha took a deep breath and cupped the small frame, his thumbs trying to brush off the tears that kept on coming over the omega's face.

"Jimin-ah... please baby, calm down, yeah?" The alpha tried to use his calming low voice over him, but the omega simply kept crying. His hiccups kept on coming and he got really worried. "I'll call as soon as I can, okay?"

"No... no..." the omega sniffed, trying to take a deep breath. "No... hyung... hyung..."

"It's going to be okay baby, you'll see... once I call you--"

Jimin suddenly threw himself at him. His head rested on top of the alpha's shoulder. "Hyung," the omega cried while hugging the alpha goodbye. "Hyung, I'm pregnant..."

Then it was over. He was pulled forcefully away from Jimin by his manager. He had to enter the base, because the people were only waiting for him. Yoongi only had time for a brief look over his shoulder. He was only able to see how Jimin fell back into Taehyung's arms before the-

-closing gate was able to hide the view from his eyes. The pang in his chest appeared all of a sudden and he gasped in the moment somebody decided to grab his shoulder and drag him further into the base.

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Taehyung and Jungkook decided to join Jimin at his home. The omega was feeling utterly distraught and weak right after Yoongi had pushed inside into the base. He had fallen back into Taehyung's arms and the younger didn't know what else to do but to try and console him,-

-knowing full well that he wasn't the one that Jimin needed the most right now. But Jimin was also his soulmate and also his family. Taehyung had to be there for him no matter what. He looked up to meet Jungkook's eyes.

The alpha wasn't looking good as well. They both knew what was wrong with Jimin. The omega having confessed to him while their car was following Yoongi's one to the base. Yet, Jimin refused to tell his alpha the news, afraid of what might happen.

But when he finally did, both Taehyung and Jungkook saw the moment when Jimin had basically fallen apart in front of them. His feelings overwhelmed him completely and his emotions taking over his small frame.

The omega had retired to his and Yoongi's room in their apartment. The both living together ever since the group had decided that they should finally have their own apartments. Of course, that was something that the world shouldn't have to know.

Both Taehyung and Jungkook shared the same problem. They were also living in the same place. They also shared a home of their own, but still unknown to the world. It was better in this way. It was their private life and they owed nobody any explanation.

"Maybe we should spend the night here," Taehyung suggested quietly. "I'm afraid to leave him alone now."

"Yeah," JK nodded his head. He pulled the omega in his arms and Taehyung nuzzled his neck. "We'll stay here for Jimin-hyung."

Taehyung simply nodded and planted a kiss over his lover's neck. Then he got up and went to check on his best friend.

He found Jimin lying in his bed with his arms wrapped around one of Yoongi's pillows. The alpha's scent was probably still strong there, because Jimin's nose-

-was deeply shoved into the fabric. Jimin's shoulders were still shaking, which was a clear indication that the omega was still crying. Taehyung carefully sat by the edge of the bed, but closer to his soulmate. He sighed and reached out to rub his shoulder.

"He... is gone," Jimin sniffled in the pillow.

"He'll call you as soon as he can, Chim," Taehyung rested on his elbow and reached out to stroke his best friend's hair. "Try to calm down, yeah? It's not good for you to be in such distress."

"I know... I know..." the elder sniffled. "I just... I feel so empty Tae-yah... I feel so empty... how-how I'm gonna do this all alone, hm? W-what if t-the company m-makes me t-to let go of the puppy?"

Taehyung halted his ministrations over Jimin's hair just for a moment. His heart clenched for the poor omega, but only for a second.

"I don't think they are that stupid, Chim-ah... and I'll be here... with you. Don't worry! We'll make sure that--"

"I-I need him," the omega sniffled though and in this moment Taehyung wanted to have the power to do everything that Jimin wished possible.

He was the most delicate, kindest soul in the world. He deserved to be happy! Stupid laws! Fvcking government! He tried to contain-

-his anger and gather his thoughts. Then he used another moment in silence before he was able to open his mouth.

"Maybe... maybe we'll think of something, yeah?" He said, hoping that his voice was normal. "You know, there is a special laws for alphas, whose mates-"

-are expecting, yeah?"

"W-we are not mated," Jimin's voice came out small. "I-it hurts Tae-yah... I m-miss him already..." the omega sniffled again and Taehyung really, really hoped that there was something more that he could do...

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A/N Ok guys, I hope you like it so far... Give me your feedback or put your like under the update if you want more. Hehe. <3

💛 discussion about abortion (NOT happening)
💙 mating cycles in heat/rut
💛 depression; mentions of depression
💙 side: Taekook

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Jimin never thought that he would end up in such situation. Everything was good. His life seemed to be perfect. His relationship seemed to be perfect, even if he had to hide it from the world. But then everything started to happen one thing after another.

He still remembered vividly the day of his last heat. It happened just a month ago. He remembered how he had taken his birth control pills. Both he and Yoongi were really careful when it comes to having pups at this stage of their life.

They were always too busy, too many obstacles that were standing on their way for that happiness. The pups were their dream in their future that seemed to be too far away. It wasn't like they didn't want to have pups, it was just... their life.

It would often sadden the omega and he would try to hide that from Yoongi as best as he could. His biology clock was ticking and he was able to hear it loud and clear. It wasn't like he could do anything about that though. He had to wait. Both of them had to wait.

Their dream of having a pup was just as distant as their dream to finally mating to each other. But there was a contract they had signed. It was a contract that they had to keep in mind every time a mating talk was approached.

Jimin curled up in his bed, his arms still wrapped around the alpha's pillow just as tight as the night before. But the scent was going away and it was soon going to vanish completely. His eyes teared up again, but he refused to close them. If he did, he was going to go back to-

-the nightmares that were chasing him ever since the night he had found out that he was pregnant. He hadn't told Yoongi back then of course. He thought that he could manage everything on his own. Jimin was strong, everybody around him kept telling him this. He was a strong-

-and independent omega. There was nothing that could stand in his way of achieving his dreams... but! What dreams? His ones, the ones of their small group, or their fans? Or maybe the dreams of his family, or the ones of their company? But never Jimin's dreams. No.

Ever since he was younger, Jimin dreamed to dance. He had put all of his strength and efforts in it until he had succeeded. When he got accepted in BT5, Jimin dreamed to be able to sing... and he had put all of his will to do it.

The moment when he wanted to give up, because he thought that wasn't good enough, was also the one when he had fallen in love with Yoongi - completely, irrevocably and forever.

Jimin still remembered the night when he thought that nobody could hear his crying because of Namjoon's loud snoring. But somehow, Yoongi heard him. The alpha jumped down from his bed, crouched in front of him and told him with a soft smile on his face how good Jimin is.

He told him that he really wanted him to be in BT5 because the group needed a talent like his one. The alpha's voice was soft and soothing, so far away from his cold looking persona. These words had touched Jimin's heart. This, and the comforting scent of sandalwood, which-

-somehow weirdly reminded him of his home town. He had told this to Yoongi so many times, told him how much the alpha resembled his home. He told him how much Yoongi felt like a home to him.But now... now his home was gone and Jimin wasn't sure when he was going to see him again.

He squeezed his eyes shut when he heard the door of the bedroom was pushed open and only opened his eyes when the door got back closed again. The omega let out a heavy breath. It was so difficult when he had to hide. So difficult, when nobody seemed to understand what he felt.

He just wanted to be left alone, because that feeling of pain was slowly taking over his powers... Sleep, maybe dreams would be better this time. Maybe this time, he would sleep calmly with nothing to bother his dreams... and maybe... he would be left alone.

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Yoongi was pacing back and forth in his small accommodated room. Jimin's words still echoing loudly in his head. He was pregnant... His omega was pregnant! Outside! And Yoongi, Yoongi was here... in a place where he couldn't even see him, help him, be with him!

The alpha growled in frustration and smashed his fist on the wall in the same moment when the door of his room was pushed open.

"Whoa!" Seokjin halted on his steps. "I come with peace, Yoongi-yah!"

"I want to go out," the alpha was sure that his eyes were slowly going amber. He was so close to his animalistic side, but he was too pissed off to try and control it. "Jimin needs me!"

"You can't go out," the beta stared at his former roommate.

"He is pregnant, Jin-hyung! Pregnant!" Yoongi smashed the wall once more. He didn't even fell the pain from his bruised knuckles.

"I'm sorry, Yoongi-yah, but there is nothing that I can do," Seokjin frowned. "You can't call him also. There're certain rules here."

"Fvck this!" Yoongi's hands clenched in fists. "I can't stay here, when my omega is--"

"He is not your mate, Yoongi-yah!" The beta snapped and Yoongi was on his way to forget who that man was. "You should try and calm down now. I'm sure that Jimin is going to be just fine."

"Fine?" Yoongi stared at him with disbelief. "Fine! Like you fvcking betas know anything about this!"

"Yoongi!" Seokjin's voice became sharp, but honestly the alpha was far too gone to care about ranks and anything concerning military right now.

"Just got out of here, ok?" Yoongi's vision was slowly tunneling and coloring in red. His alpha was about to explode. "If you can't help me and keep talking bullshit... with all due respect... hyung! Just get the fvck off!"

It almost looked like Seokjin had something else to say, but the beta apparently changed his mind and turned around, leaving Yoongi's room in a hurry.

When the morning came, Yoongi was called to fulfill his duty in the training grounds. But his mind was simply not there.

His thoughts were with Jimin and what his omega was doing at this moment. Maybe he was still upset, or maybe he was all alone in their apartment with no one to take care of him... Yoongi wanted to howl in pain, but he couldn't do a thing. He knew that, even if he had-

-used his harsh words with Seokjin the night before. Even if he was well-aware that he had to serve his time before he was able to see Jimin again... but that thought was killing him. It was slowly eating up all of his powers until the moment Yoongi failed to hear an order given-

-to him by his officer and ended up wounded on the cold and muddy ground. He didn't even try to get up when the other new recruits gathered around him. He simply closed his eyes shut and let the medics do their job. When he went to train again on the next day,-

-the situation repeated itself. The alpha wasn't even pretending that he was paying some kind of attention to what was going around him. When he ended up back in the infirmary, this time he got himself a new visitor.

"Yoongi-hyung?" When Namjoon walked inside, the nurse who was attending his wounds rushed out in a hurry. Yoongi barely suppressed the urge to roll his eyes.

"What? Did they call you here to scold me now, Joon-ah?" The elder alpha mocked him.

The younger pressed his lips in a thin line. "Hyung, I only came here to hear you and maybe try to solve the problem you have... You know how--"

"Jimin is pregnant," Yoongi interrupted his friend and jumped down from the medical table he was seating before.

His movement jostled the stitches he had received in his left shoulder and the alpha frowned from the momentary pain there. It was his injured shoulder... again. But he suppressed his painful moan and reached out for his uniform to put it back on.

"You are not mates," it was the only thing that Namjoon said as an answer to Yoongi's words and the alpha laughed bitterly.

"Yeah... that helps a lot, thanks," he simply rolled his eyes and turned his back to his long time friend.

"You know that there is nothing the company could do now hyung," the younger words angered him even more if that was possible. They were supposed to be a team. Namjoon was supposed to be on his side. He knew Yoongi maybe the most out of all the other five guys.

"Look," he managed to say and turned around to face the younger alpha when he was ready with buttoning up his uniform. "You came and saw me, then scolded me just as they asked you to... now can you please leave me alone?"

"You have to start fulfilling your duties, hyung!" Namjoon's words pierced through his mind.

"My duties... sure, I will," Yoongi tilted his head to the side. "How about my duties as a father, hm? Do you know what the chances of survival of that pup are if I'm not around them?"

"Hyung--"

"Come on, use your big brain genius," Yoongi was realizing that his words could hurt his friend, but now he felt too hurt to care. "Use that 148 IQ of yours, hm? What are the chances of survival of that pup if their alpha parent is not around?"

"You are not mates!" Namjoon only snapped.

"Tell me!" The elder snarled then. "Tell me, Namjoon-ah! What are the chances?"

"Not that big," his friend finally said. "Only 39 to 40% of the unborn pups survive without their alpha parent present around their omega."

"And... can you tell me why?" Yoongi knew the answer, of course he knew. But he wanted to make sure that Namjoon was also aware of the danger that Jimin was now in too.

"Depression," Namjoon said through gritted teeth. "The lack of alpha parent pheromones around the-

-omega parent could cause depression and... distress... which could lead to common complications and even miscarriage."

"Good boy," Yoongi clicked his tongue. "Now, what were you saying about /my/ duty, hm?"

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Taehyung refused to go back home, while Jimin was suffering like that. The pregnant omega was refusing to leave his bedroom second day in a row. It wasn't only that, but Jimin was also refusing to take any food. He would always say that he wasn't hungry, but Taehyung couldn't-

-stop the thought of how much he actually needed some food in his system now. If it was not for him, for the pup that he was carrying. But Jimin looked so closed inside his own world that his best friend had almost given up hope.

He had tried everything to convince him to go out and put something in his mouth. It wasn't only that, but he could also hear Jimin's morning sickness as well. The bathroom was positioned right next to the bedroom and Taehyung could hear his friend leaving his nest only-

-to rush there and empty his stomach. But he wondered, what even had left in there in the moment. When Taehyung tried to knock on the door, or even enter the room, Jimin would always pretend that he was asleep.

"Chim please," he decided to beg his friend as a last resort. "Please, try to get up and eat something, yeah? Just say whatever it is, either me or Kookie would rush to get it for you!"

"I'm not feeling hungry," was the only answer that was coming from the bed. The omega there was staring blankly to the wall, hugging his lover's pillow right next to his chest. "Please, just leave me alone."

"Yoongi-hyung would never forgive me if I even think about it, Chim..." the younger let out a painful sigh. "How about we get you some warm chicken soup, hm? I'm sure that--"

"Just go, Tae... just go..." Jimin didn't even let him finish.

It wasn't like Taehyung had any other choice, but to leave Jimin's room once again. Jungkook was still waiting for him in the living room when he entered back there. The alpha stared at him with hope, but Tae simply shook his head.

"Well, I think... we should call his doctor at this stage," Jungkook said slowly. "I'm not sure how long Jimin-hyung could be in this condition... and maybe... we should call the company as well."

"The company?" Taehyung frowned. "Why? It's not like they could do a thing to help in this situation."

"They should still know, right?" The alpha gritted his teeth. "I'd never forgive myself if something happens with my brother and I've done nothing to help him!"

"Kook-ah..."

"He needs Yoongi-hyung, Tae... him and nobody else around him right now," Jungkook pulled his phone out of his pocket. "Let's at least try and help them, hm?"

Taehyung barely nodded.

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A/N - I hope you guys liked the update today. :)

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Yoongi got pulled out for the actual training on the next day. The alpha wasn't in good shape anyhow. He knew damn well that he couldn't do anything regarding Jimin at the moment, but even though they weren't mates, it was strange how he could feel how the omega missed him.

It was raining... in August and the rain was warm maybe. There wasn't a storm, not even a shower, just a simple rain. Yoongi was sitting on the window cell of his room and his index finger was tracing the raindrops from the inside of the glass. His eyes were barely open.

Strange fatigue had caught all of his body. It wasn't something unusual for him to fall into such abyss, but now the alpha could feel that it wasn't only him there. He didn't know how that was possible even. A tired sigh escaped his lips and he rested his head over the window.

The need to be there with his omega was so strong that it felt almost painful to his bones. He was doing everything in him not to lose his clear thoughts and not to fall under that sad spell. He had to be strong and try to do something... anything possible for Jimin.

The omega was constantly in his mind. There wasn't any moment that Yoongi would think of something else than him. Jimin looked broken the few days prior his enlistment. Yoongi should've noticed sooner that there was something wrong with him, with his scent. He was trying really-

-hard not to get angry with himself. But then... what could he possibly do? Even if he was a part of probably the most influential group of people in the world maybe, he was still nobody when it came to the law. The alpha gritted his teeth in silent anger. Oh how he-

-wished that he could do something to change that! If only that was possible...

"Hyung?" Hoseok's voice pulled him out of his thought and Yoongi only looked at the door without moving his body. He felt to tired for that.

"What is it, Hoba?" He sighed.

"I came to see how are you doing," the beta looked around in the corridor and then walked in, closing the door behind his back. "Unofficially of course."

Yoongi rolled his eyes. "Of course," his eyes gazed the raindrops again. "You can tell them I'm good."

"Jungkookie called me," Hoseok walked closer to him. "He contacted the company and... he wanted me to tell you that they took Jimin to the hospital."

"What?" The alpha suddenly snapped. His lethargy was over. "Jimin is... where?"

"Nothing happened," Hoseok put his hands up. "He and Taehyungie decided to take that measure, because Jimin-ah refused to eat two days in the row. They got worried and... this is why they took him there."

"This doesn't make me feel any better," the alpha hissed.

"I know hyung, I know... just," Hoseok let out a heavy breath. "You have to know that our company is doing everything possible to make sure to fix that problem."

"Jimin being pregnant is not the real problem here, Hoba..." Yoongi trailed off. "You know what the real problem is."

"I know," the beta paused. "I've talked to Joonie and Seokjin-hyung. They looked... confused to say the least," he sighed. "They also told me about your conversation with each one of them and... I think they feel sorry."

"I didn't want to snap at them," Yoongi-

-rubbed the back of his neck. "I think they also didn't know what to say or do in this situation, but... their words hurt, Hoba. They should know me better than anybody, you know? They should know what my relationship with Jimin is and how much we struggled at the beginning."

Hoseok frowned a little. "I know hyung, I was there also, remember?"

Yoongi remembered, of course he did. He remembered the time when Yoongi and Jimin were afraid to confess their feelings to each other. He was also there to tease them when they shared the news that-

-they finally confessed to each other that faithful day. After all, Hoseok was Jimin's roommate for so many years. Jimin had confessed to him how much he cared about Hoseok and how much the beta had helped him to improve himself, in every aspect of his life.

Even if Taehyung was his best friend, Hoseok was also holding a special place in the omega's heart. Yoongi knew that well enough. There was even a time when he felt jealous of how close to the two friends were. He was so immature then, so insecure in his feelings towards Jimin.

There was that moment when he even doubted that they were ever going to be together... or if Jimin liked him at all. But eventually, everything had settled into the rightful place... only to be pulled apart again now. Yoongi's hands slowly clenched in fists and he-

-returned his look to the window. It was still raining outside, just like inside his soul and he wasn't sure when the sun would rise again.

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If he wasn't pregnant with his pup, Jimin felt completely sure that he would want to disappear. There was so quiet around him that he could even hear the dropping of the liquid inside his IV. Or maybe it was the rain outside. It was raining second day in a row.

Maybe even a third one, but he had simply lost the count of the days he had spent inside this hospital room. His only focus was the white wall opposite his bed. That, or the window with the raindrops outside the glass. Jimin wanted to touch them, but he felt too-

-dethatched and disinterested with the world around him to do so. He was well aware of what was going around him. He knew that his friends got so worried about him that they simply decided to get him to the hospital. Jimin couldn't blame them. He knew that both-

-Tae and Kook wished his best. He knew how much they loved him and cared about him and maybe this is why, the omega had let them to get him into that car and drove him to the hospital. He let the doctors to attach an IV to his arm, only because of them... and the pup.

He wasn't a fool after all. Jimin was one of the best students both in the middle and high school. He knew everything about the omegas biology and how their body worked in case of pregnancy. When he had grown up enough, he had learned about the possible complications-

-if he happened to decide if he'd want to be a single parent. He knew the chances of his pup's survival.

Jimin had tried to fight it. He tried to fight that weakness inside him and the emptiness he felt when he saw Yoongi's face slowly disappearing behind his base's wall.

It was useless... and he couldn't get it at first. How he could feel so attached to his alpha when they weren't even mated? How could they share such bond to each other, even if they were so far away from each other? He didn't know.

"You know," Seokjin had once jokingly told him, "you and Tae both claim to be soulmates, but I really think that your actual soulmate is our Yoongi-yah."

"Yeah, sure..." Jimin had rolled his eyes with a smile. "We're so different, hyung."

"Hmm... you'd be surprise how far away that is from the truth Jimin-ah," his hyung had winked at him back then.

It was weird how Jimin remembered this conversation now. But maybe his hyung was right...

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Taehyung's leg was bouncing nervously while he was sitting on the bench outside Jimin's hospital room. The omega felt close to start biting his nails even. Their company had called Jungkook, as the only remaining alpha from their group outside the military service.

Usually, there should be something serious for them to call him in particular. It wasn't like Jungkook wasn't actively participating along with the others with their group activities, but he was usually the more laid back one. The maknae... and as such, he was usually left alone.

But... that maknae was about to enlist soon as well. Less than a month even and Taehyung was trying not to think of the moment when that was about to happen. He hoped that he would be stronger than Jimin. Well... that and the fact that he wasn't pregnant.

It wasn't like he could blame his best friend of getting pregnant right before Yoongi's enlistment. In fact, Taehyung knew how careful the both of them were when it comes to this. Both of them were very responsible and the omega wasn't sure how that pregnancy even happened.

But it did... and now Jimin was suffering alone inside his hospital bedroom. He would talk if Taehyung asked him something, but he was really careful with his words. Jimin didn't feel like he could hold a whole conversation. It tired him easily.

And it wasn't only because of his lack of appetite, Taehyung knew that. It was also because of his pregnancy depression, caused by the absence of the alpha in his life right now.

After Jungkook's call to their company, the alpha looked hopeful though. And now, a week after-

-that call, they called Jungkook. Taehyung could only pray that could mean good news for them and Jimin. Especially for Jimin. The younger omega couldn't stand to simply watch how his best friend was suffering like that. That wasn't his Jimin. That wasn't their Jimin.

He looked more and more like a shell to his previous self. His eyes were sunken deep into their orbits. His skin was paler than before. His whole body looked more fragile ever since the moment Yoongi walked inside his training base. It almost felt like the alpha had taken-

-Jimin's soul with him that day. Taehyung had really began to worry. What if things would keep going like this in the future? His friend couldn't live like this for the next 18 months while Yoongi was inside the military. He simply wouldn't survive even by the end of the month.

Not to mention the pup that he was carrying.

Taehyung sighed tiredly and rested his head back on the cold wall. His eyes closed for a moment and he hoped that Jungkook would return soon with some good news. He needed some good news for a change!

"Taehyungie? Hey," Jungkook's scent reached him before the alpha's voice and the omega snapped his eyes open. He watched how the alpha was walking towards him in big steps and halted when he stopped in front of him.

"Well?" The omega stared at him expectantly. "What is the news? Please tell me that we have some home, Kookie..."

The alpha's lips stretched into a small smile. "We have," he crouched in front of Taehyung and took his hands. "They are going to try and pull Yoongi-hyung out..."

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What Yoongi didn't expect on that day was for Hoseok to rush into his room with his phone to his ear. Yoongi was sitting by the window and staring outside once again. It kept raining for a second day already. As soon as his door was pushed open with no knocking though-

-the alpha turned his head around, ready to snap at his intruder, but as soon as he noticed who it actually was, the words died on his lips. Hoseok was talking to somebody on his phone and put his index finger up at Yoongi's questioning gaze.

"Do you think you can make it happen, Taehyung-ah?" The beta asked and waited for the response from the other side of the line. Then he hummed. "Ok, I'll hang up now and then you can try video call, yeah? Ok."

"What is going on?" Yoongi managed to ask as soon as Hoseok had-

-finished talking.

"The company's lawyers are trying something right now, but nobody knows if they will have some result, but meanwhile--" The beta got interrupted by an incoming call. He picked up right away and Yoongi managed to hear Tae's voice.

"Chim-ah? Are you with me buba?" Yoongi barely managed to take grab Hoseok's phone with his shaking hand. He turned it around, only to see how Jimin was lying in a hospital bed. His heart clenched. "Look, who's on the line, Chim... come on, open your eyes for me. I know you're-

-not sleeping, bub, " Taehyung kept talking while the camera was facing Jimin's face.

"Jimin-ah," Yoongi spoke next. His voice was trembling. He heard how Hoseok left his room to give him some privacy. "Can you open your eyes for me, baby?"

The reaction was instant. Jimin's eyes flew open and Yoongi squeezed the phone painfully. The omega looked like he was crying.

"H-hyung," he sniffled and reached out to take the phone from Taehyung's hands. "Is that you?"

"It's me baby," the alpha's voice softened. "How are you doing?"

"I... not good," Jimin didn't get up though. He kept lying on his bed, turned on his left side. "I-it hurts to-to stay awake."

"Baby please, don't do this," Yoongi was fighting really hard with his own tears now. "You are strong. I know you are. You can--"

"I'm tired, hyungie..." Jimin interrupted him with a sigh. "I feel so tired and-and you don't know how empty I feel."

"You're not alone, Jimin-ah," the alpha managed to smile, although he wasn't sure that he was going to convince Jimin in his honesty. The omega could see right through him. "Taehyungie is with you, right? And-and the pup..."

Jimin squeezed his eyes shut. "I don't know," he finally said. "They don't have that much chance of survival anyhow, hyung... not without you."

"I know, I... I know damn it!" The alpha finally cursed, letting go of his calm façade. "I wish there's something that I can do!"

"No one can do anything right now, hyungie..." Jimin's voice wavered. The tears gathered again in his eyes. "It's better I get used to that feeling of emptiness, don't you think?"

"Jimin-ah..."

"I feel tired hyung," he smiled faintly. "I should go now... Love you..."

"Jimin--" the line went dead even before Yoongi's response and the alpha cried out in pain.

He dropped Hoseok's phone onto his bed and stormed to the wall. He started punching the hard concrete without feeling the pain. He could see only the blood that started-

-drippling through his fingers. When he got tired of his anger, he slid down onto his knees. His bloody palms left traces over the white wall, but the alpha didn't care. His shoulders shook when he started crying... not able to feel anything else in the world, only pain.

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Finding his best friend, sitting on the floor with his back pressed to a bloody wall was the last thing that Hoseok expected to see in his life. He thought the call would lessen the alpha's pain, but now... now he wasn't so sure.

Yoongi's head was hanging between his slouched shoulders. His arms were resting over his folded legs and his whole body was shaking. Then Hoseok realized that his best friend was crying... silently. The blood was still drippling over the floor, but the alpha seemed not to notice.

"Hyung?" Hoseok knelt on the floor close to him. He didn't reach out to touch the alpha though. He knew that Yoongi didn't like to be touched when he was in such vulnerable condition, unless he was the one to initiate the contact. "Hyung, what happened?"

"He gave up, Hoba," the alpha sniffed. "He-he already gave up!"

"What?" Hoseok was actually shocked to hear that. "What are you talking about? Jimin would never--"

"He did it now, ok?" The alpha glared at him angrily, still with tears in his eyes.

"Yoongi-hyung you... you should... stay strong, yeah?" Hoseok said the words, but they sounded so fake even in his own ears. The alpha laughed at them emptily and rested his head back on the wall.

"Strong, yeah... ok," he sighed tiredly. "Ok... if you're saying."

Hoseok clenched his teeth. He hadn't seen his hyung in such a bad shape ever since... ever since 2015 to be honest. It was the toughest year for Yoongi since Hoseok knew him... since everybody from their group knew him. But they managed to pull him out back then.

Jimin was the main reason for it to happen though. Now... Jimin wasn't here and if he believed the alpha's word, the omega was even in worse condition than him. The beta sighed then.

"Come on," he tried to use his soothing voice. "Let's get you to the infirmary."

"Why?" Yoongi stared at him with surprise, as if he couldn't feel the pain in his hands.

"Hyung your... your hands," the beta nodded at Yoongi's bloody fingers and just then the alpha took a look at them. "Come on," Hoseok touched his best friend then.

Yoongi didn't flinch. "Fine, whatever..." the alpha trailed off and let himself be pulled up by his best friend. Then Hoseok gathered his phone into his pocket and made sure that Yoongi was safely walked to the infirmary.

The alpha's hands were bandaged, but-

-it didn't look that he was present at the whole situation. He was only physically there and acting more like a robot, rather than a living person.

"Is he doing ok?" The doctor, who was there asked Hoseok when he was done with the bandages.

"No," the smile that Hoseok gave the male was sad and he helped Yoongi to get down from the medical table, "he is in pain doctor, but I'm afraid nobody can help him."

Hoseok made sure that Yoongi would reach his room safely after that. He watched how the alpha went back to the-

-window, staring at the rain outside. The beta clenched his fists, wanting nothing more but to be able to help him somehow. He knew he couldn't though, so... he closed the door leaving his best fried alone... once again.

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The Government was a heavy rock to try and shatter it down. The law was a law and it had to be fulfilled for every male alpha or beta out there. The officials insisted that there was no exception that could be made. The couple had to be mated. There was nothing that could be-

-done if the parents were unmated pair.

Jungkook felt incredibly frustrated that day when he received the news. The news that he knew that he had to tell Taehyung. The omega was still with his best friend at the hospital, refusing to leave his side.

When the alpha finally got there, he received another news. Jimin was rushed to the ER, because he felt pains in his abdomen. He was now back to his room and resting after this frightening episode. Taehyung was in tears, because they had barely managed to-

-save the pup's life this time. The omega was currently crying in Jungkook's arms and the alpha couldn't do anything else but to hold him tight. He kept rubbing Taehyung's back and his scent was trying to soothe the distressed omega.

When Taehyung was finally back to himself, the both sat down outside Jimin's room. Their eyes were focused over the closed door, but Taehyung was still in his alpha's arms. Jungkook was scenting him softly.

"Fvcking pricks!" The omega sniffled. "This is a human's life they are dealing with! How can then not see that?"

"I know baby bear, I know..." the alpha sighed tiredly. "I wish there's something else we can do."

"Maybe not we," the omega sat up in his lap and looked at him, "maybe our fans can?"

"Taehyung-ah..."

"No, listen! We've tried every legal way, right? What if... what if our fans do some pushing for us?"

"We don't know how our fans would react if they find out that Yoongi and Jimin were together all this time," the alpha tried to reason with his omega. "We don't even know if Yoongi or Jimin want this to be known."

Taehyung's shoulders slouched then. "Then... I don't know what else we can do."

"We have to figure it out and fast though," the alpha threw another look at the closed hospital door. "Two lives are dependent on this."

"Three," Taehyung sighed. "Yoongi-hyung also."

"Yes," Jungkook frowned, "Yoongi-hyung also..."

The alpha wasn't sure what the future held for them but he was sure in one thing. BT5 had been through a lot together and they had never backed out from a fight. They weren't going to do it now also.

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A/N This is for today's update! I hope you liked it and now... go back to stream #D_DAY until "Mangata", starting in two hours from now. <3

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Jimin could hear people whispering around him, as if he couldn't hear him or simply wasn't in the room. He could hear them talking and trying to figure out who was the mystery missing alpha from his life, who would cause a pain like this.

After his trip to the ER, the omega had simply decided to detach himself from the world around him. He wasn't read to face the reality and most of all, the one where he was going to live his life like this.

He was aware that without Yoongi, his chances weren't big. He was also aware that the Government would never allow an unmated alpha to skip his military enlistment, just because their partner was with a pup. So, what was the point of being strong then?

The omega just wanted to go back home and get over with. Whatever was going to happen with him was irrelevant at this point. It was useless to keep staying in the hospital and for people here to try and keep that pup in him. His heart was heavy, but he knew there was no point.

When he had seen Yoongi through his phone, it only made his pain grow stronger. He only realized how much he missed the alpha, how much he needed him. This was the reason for him to cut the conversation short. There was no point. No reason to prolong this suffering.

His eyes closed when another person entered his room. It was probably the nurse to check on his IV. When her task was done, Jimin heard the door open and close again. Then his eyes flew open. Oh, how much he wished to be left alone...

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Yoongi got called in the base center once more. They wanted to check if he was ready to go back to training. His mind wasn't there, but he still managed to answer the questions of his superior with only one word. Then he was released and went back to his place. He wasn't sure if-

-he was going to be called once more, or not. Frankly, he didn't care that much. It wasn't like he had imagined his service for the country. But this was the real life after all and sadly, there was nothing that could be changed.

He got wounded once more and sent to the medical center at the base. His look was far off and his answers to the medical staff were again based on only one word.

Yoongi got asked to wait there and soon another doctor arrived at the place. A psychiatrist. The alpha would laugh.

Oh, that was great... now they wanted to know what was wrong with him, given the fact that they all knew. But he indulged the beta sent there to evaluate his problem. Of course, he was going to tell the man the truth, even if he probably didn't want to hear it.

So when the doctor asked him about his problem, Yoongi chuckled, sounding almost maniacally even to his own ears.

"You really wanna know? Ok then," he looked straight at the man. "Me being here is the problem... Are you confused, doctor?" The alpha tilted his head-

-"Why don't you ask your superiors? But you won't do that, will you?" Yoongi smirked. "Here's the real problem then - my omega is pregnant with my pup but I'm stuck here."

Yoongi noticed how the beta's look jumped to his neck. "You're not mated."

"I'm also not sterile," the alpha answered mockingly. "What? Is this the first time you hear of conception outside of mating? Tsk, tsk... and I thought you are the doctor here, not me."

"This is not funny Private Min," the beta frowned.

"I agree doctor," the alpha nodded, "it's not, but you know what? I don't know how to react anymore. See, this... the law says that I have to stay here and basically let my pup d!e, while putting my omega's life in danger too. At the same time, the country tells me that I am-

-obliged to fulfill my duty here, but what about my pup then? Hm?" Yoongi sighed. "What about the duty I have towards my omega and the fact that he is carrying my child?"

"I..." the doctor trailed off, obviously lost for words.

"See, you don't know it either," Yoongi smirked-

-sadly. "Tell me then, how should I know what to do?" He sighed and jumped down from his place, frowning from the short pain in his legs. "Now, if you excuse me, I want to go back to my room." Then he simply nodded and walked away.

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The news about Jungkook's postponed enlistment came like a shock for everybody, the alpha included. His company issued a statement in their official page, noting that the date for Jungkook's entering ceremony was postponed indefinitely.

Jungkook got called to the company, leaving Taehyung alone once again. The omega was sitting outside Jimin's hospital room with a strange sense of deja-vu. He never felt how the time passed by and how close his alpha's enlistment actually was.

When they read the message from their company this morning the both of them were stunned. Their boss hadn't called two weeks in a row, but the both members knew that he was really busy with the company's lawyers, working over Yoongi's case.

The omega didn't know what to think when Jungkook left him and told him that he was going to come back as soon as he could. The alpha still had some errands to do also. He was about to visit his parents in Busan for the last time before the army.

Now, Taehyung didn't know what to think. Everything got so confused so fast that it almost overwhelming. Jimin had closed in himself and refused to have more contacts with the outside world more than necessary. All the attempts from Tae and Kook to cheer him up failed miserable.

But the omega hadn't given up from his friend yet. He would never do such stupid thing. Jimin was right next to him, supporting him through thick and thin and now, Taehyung was willing to do the same. Even if he had to fight Jimin himself in that matter.

He watched how a nurse walked in to change his friend's IV and then walked out just few minutes later. She gave him a small smile and walked down the corridor.

Few hours later, Jungkook came back and sat down, right next to him. Taehyung looked up at him with hope.

"Yoongi-hyung failed again and they called a specialist to evaluate his mental condition," Jungkook shared the news with him. "He... apparently shared the news about his pregnant omega, without mentioning names of course, but the doctor recommended his immediate-

-retirement from the army."

"What?" Taehyung looked confused. "But... he's been there only few weeks. How..?"

Jungkook shrugged. "I don't know, but as far as I'm aware of, our company wants to use that doctor's words to pull Yoongi-hyung out of there."

"And what about you?" Taehyung stared at him intently. "Why your enlistment was postponed?"

"Well... there was this article in the law apparently," the alpha's eyes were still filled with confusion. "We weren't suppose to enlist at all."

"What?" Taehyung gasped, but his voice was apparently too loud, because few nurses turned their heads towards him, while passing by. The omega blushed and lowered his voice. "What are you saying?"

"We have diplomatic passports and apparently should be allowed to-

-take our own free will if we want to go there, or not. Well, we were never given that chance... and our company lawyers were thinking of suing the country now."

"I... don't know what to say," the omega rested his back onto the bench. His eyes were huge.

"If our lawyers manage to win the case somehow... everything is going to change," he heard Jungkook saying right beside of him. "This would be a huge scandal!"

"All this time... why?" The omega looked up at the alpha again. "Why nobody told us?"

Jungkook shrugged. "I don't know, Tae... I don't know..."

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When Hoseok knocked on his door few days later, the last thing Yoongi expected was for the beta to hold the letter for his retirement.

"Hyung, hyung!" It looked like his friend was barely waiting for him to open the door. "Hyung, I have some news."

"What's wrong, Hoba?" Yoongi asked tiredly, staring at the excited beta. "What happened now?"

"Here," the beta handed him the letter with a huge grin over his face. "Take this, hyung! You are free to go!"

"Huh?" The alpha blinked with confusion.

Hoseok nodded furiously. "Our lawyers finally convinced the Government to let you go, hyung. You are free as of this morning!"

"What?" Yoongi gasped, opening the letter in a hurry. His eyes scanned through the paper and then looked up once more. "Is this true?"

"Yes, hyung!" Hoseok smiled once more. "Hurry up! The car is already waiting for you outside."

"I... okay," Yoongi looked around himself in panic.

"Here," the beta grinned, "let me help you!"

Thanks to the beta, Yoongi managed to gather his small belongings for about 15 minutes. Ten more minutes later, he was already saying his goodbyes with his best friend and getting in the company's car.

"The Seoul Central," he said right after he got in.

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A/N - This was the update for today guys. I hope you liked it! <3

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When Yoongi reached to the hospital it was already noon. He barely managed to put his mask on and made sure that his baseball cap was covering his eyes. There were vans of the media outside the hospital though, which was something he preferred not to think as of this moment.

He could only hope that he wouldn't be recognized and that the message of his retirement from the army wasn't yet published. Or... if it was, the media wouldn't be smart enough to look for him at the hospital where Jimin was.

He got lucky this time, because nobody paid attention to him when he arrived. No media even tried to stop him on his way to the hospital entrance. Yoongi used that opportunity to rush to the reception desk and ask for Park Jimin.

"Are you a relative?" The person there squinted-

-their eyes at him and Yoongi sighed, pushing his cap up and pulling his mask down. His face was completely different. The person apparently recognized him and was fast to inform him for the omega's room number.

Yoongi didn't waste another second. Every moment was precious and he rushed to the elevators, impatiently pushing the button with the correct floor number. His eyes were focused over the changing floor numbers and his heart beat fast.

The quite ding when the doors finally opened was like a signal for him to start running down the corridor. He only stopped when he noticed the two figures sitting on the bench opposite Jimin's room.

Jungkook was the first to get up. He wasn't looking surprised.

"Hyung!" The maknae wrapped his arms around him tightly and Yoongi felt how emotional Jungkook was. He returned the gesture and pulled back, only to be met with another hug, this time from Taehyung. "We've just received the call."

"How's he?" Yoongi asked quietly and his eyes looked between the two youngest people from their group.

"He's... the situation is serious," Taehyung spoke. "They are doing everything that they can to save him and the pup, but... he closed in himself."

"He's barely here hyungie," Jungkook sighed. "We've been trying to get him back, to-to talk to him, but... we doubt that even a word we're saying would reach to his mind."

"Is he awake now?" The alpha looked nervously at the door.

"Yes," Taehyung nodded. "You can enter."

"Okay," Yoongi didn't waste another second and turned around. He tried to gather his strength and pushed the door open.

Jimin's distressed scent was all over the room. The omega was lying on his left side, curled up in two and staring to the window.

Yoongi saw the moment when his nose twitched, but the omega didn't even make a move to turn around and register his presence in the room. The alpha sighed and walked to the bed, as careful as he could. He didn't want to startle his omega, more than he already was.

"Jimin-ah?" He tried calling him carefully. "Jimin-ah.., Hyung's here, baby. Why don't you turn around and look at me, hm?"

"I'm dreaming," the omega sighed, not moving. "Maybe I'm finally where I want to be..."

If that were the old times and Yoongi was a shifter, he was sure that he would start to hallow in the air. The omega was barely there. His friends were right. It was going to take some time before Jimin was going to be able to return fully to them. Yoongi tried to calm himself.

"I'm not a dream baby," he rounded the bed and dragged the only chair in the room, closer to his omega. "Can you please look at me now? I'm here, for you."

Jimin's eyes closed instead. His breath halted for a moment. "Is this the final torture I have to endure? It's not fair..."

Yoongi wasn't sure how he was able to feel the omega's pain, because they weren't mated and therefore never shared a bond, but he was able to feel it fully now. He reached out to touch Jimin's hand.

"I'm real baby, I swear!" His lips pressed to the omega's hand. "Look at me!"

Jimin's breath halted for a short moment, but he didn't even try to pull his hand away. Then his eyes opened and he looked at the alpha sitting close to his bed. He was fast to tear up.

"I miss you," he barely mumbled, "so much! I want to be strong, I swear... but I can't!"

"It's ok baby," Yoongi mumbled close to the omega's fingers. "Alpha is here now... Hyung is here and you don't have to be strong all the time, yeah? Just... just come back to me, please!"

Jimin barely nodded and his eyes closed again, but this time, he fell asleep.

Yoongi waited few more minutes to make sure that his omega was finally asleep, then he placed his hand back on the bed and walked out of the room. If he wanted to help Jimin as best as he could, he had to know more of his condition and how far it had progressed.

Both Jungkook and Taehyung got up from their places when Yoongi walked out. Their faces were filled with worry and Yoongi was able to understand them fully. He walked back to them.

"Ok," he sighed, "what I have to know? What did I miss?"

Taehyung and Jungkook filled him in then. They told him everything for how long Jimin was still in that hospital room and what was happening around their enlistment. Yoongi tried to contain his anger, but he was honestly not surprised.

Ever since their group early days they were meant to be looked down. They were still looked as a threat for the society. They were put against obstacles that other groups wouldn't even have on their way to the top. But BT5 managed to overcome every obstacle, no matter what.

What he hadn't expected was for their country to try and betray them like this. It wasn't like they weren't going to want to serve, but it was good if they were given at least an option. And the situation now with Yoongi and Jimin was probably another example-

-that their country wanted to give to the world, that there would be no exception to anyone. The alpha wasn't sure how their lawyers managed to deal with this situation, but he was happy that he was going to be standing right beside Jimin now and support him the best he could.

"We're still waiting to see what they're going to decide," Jungkook was just saying, "but for now, I'm staying outside."

"This is bulshit!" Yoongi cursed. "Why they keep doing this to us?"

"You don't sound surprised though," Taehyung stared at him.

"No," Yoongi shook his-

-head. "I just thought that this time we'd be dealt like normal people, not sacrificed like lambs."

"I know what you mean," Jungkook frowned as well. "Let's hope that our lawyers would find a good compromise for the both sides."

"Yeah," Yoongi sighed. "You can go back home."

"Are you sure?" Taehyung asked anxiously. "Maybe you should go home and take a shower or something? We can wait here until you come back."

"No," Yoongi shook his head. "I'll stay here and you can go and get some rest. I want to talk to Jimin's doctor as well."

"He'll be here for the afternoon rounds around four," Jungkook said. "You can ask him then. Will you tell him that you are the father?"

"Yes," Yoongi didn't even hesitate. "I will. There is no point to hide anymore, don't you think?"

The question was more rhetorical and soon after that Yoongi bid his goodbyes with the two youngest members of his group. He watched them walking down the corridor and then entering the elevator.

After that, the alpha went back inside Jimin's room and sat right next to him.

He took his small hand between his bigger ones and stared at his face with love in his eyes. "You can rest now, Jimin-ah," he mumbled quietly with tears in his eyes. "Hyung is here now and I promise you that I'll do everything to make sure that you'll get better."

Yoongi could only hope that he wasn't too late and his omega was going to restore his powers fast enough to get better. He needed it, Yoongi needed it... and their pup needed that also.

His eyes stared at the omega's still flat stomach and then a small smile appeaed on-

-his face. He was going to become a father! A father!

Yoongi remembered that time when they filmed their second trip to the woods. Jimin was driving the car and shared his dream about Yoongi having a pup of his own. Later on, the omega admitted that his dream-

-was actually about their own pup, although he couldn't say it in front of the cameras. Now, Jimin's dream was about to come true. Yoongi's smile died down. Only if he wasn't too late.

"Fight with us puppy," the alpha whispered in the quiet room. "Fight with us, ok? We want you here and I know that you probably felt how your amma suffered the last few weeks, but I promise you that everything will be better now, yeah. Appa is here to make sure of that!"

Strange how his words to his unborn pups made him feel a tad bit better. Yoongi placed another kiss over the back of Jimin's fingers. The omega didn't even stir in his sleep and Yoongi smiled. The scent in the room wasn't as sour as before. There was still hope.

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A/N - Short update today guys, but I hope you still liked it! <3

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They tried to take him out of the room, but Yoongi wasn't having it. When Jimin's doctor finally came for the visitation, he tried to get the alpha out of the room.

Yoongi only gave the man a brief look and took a step away, but didn't leave.

"I'm afraid that I have to ask you to leave the room, please," the beta started calmly. "Your friends--"

"No," the alpha simply interrupted the man. If they tried to get him out of there even for a second, they've had another thing coming.

The doctor frowned. "Mr. Min! I know that your group is basically like a family, but the hospital policy--"

"Is allowing only the father to be in the same room?" Yoongi wiggled his eyebrows. He had spent hours reading about it in his room back at the base.

"Yes, but you are... not... the..." the beta's eyes went big with realization. "Oh!"

"If this information leaves this room, I'll hold you responsible, Doctor..." he narrowed his eyes to check the name. "Ah, Doctor Choi. So... you can proceed now. I can wait."

"S-sure," the man cleared his throat awkwardly. Yoongi noticed how his hands trembled, but he kept watching him.

The alpha was standing tall in the small room with his arms crossed in front of his chest. His eyes never leaving his omega's figure over the bed.

When the doctor was done with the check up, Yoongi barely waited for him to turn around. "So?" He asked sternly. "What I have to know about him... and the pup?"

The beta swallowed hard. "T-there is no change since yesterday," he shoved his hands into his overall's pockets.

Yoongi barely resisted the urge to roll his eyes. "How was he yesterday? And what can I do to help him improve?"

"Um," it was obvious that the good doctor was still shocked by the news of Jimin's pup father. "He is still weak and still refusing to eat real food."

"And the pup?" Yoongi tilted his head. "How are they?"

"The heartbeats were slower than normal yesterday," the doctor finally found his voice. "But this is only because his amma's current state. If Jimin-ssi approves, then the pup will as well."

"I'll stay with him," Yoongi's voice was firm. His decision was out of any possible negotiation.

"Of course," the beta nodded. "It's even highly recommended for the alpha parent to be around."

"I think we have some understanding then," Yoongi nodded briefly.

He watched how the doctor left soon after that and his eyes focused over Jimin's small figure once again. The alpha sighed tiredly and walked back to his previous place. His omega had to wake up soon though. He was sleeping for few hours already.

At least his scent was back to normal and Yoongi could let out a sigh of relief. The alpha sat back down. He reached out for his omega's small hand and took it in his own.

"Everything will be alright, Jimin-ah," he whispered into the quiet room. "Hyung'll make sure of that."

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"What the fvck is this sh!t?" Namjoon stormed into Seokjin's room back in their base. He was holding his phone. "Did you know about this, hyung?"

"Know about what?" Seokjin put the book he was reading down on his lap.

"They basically guilt tripped us into enlisting!"

"What?" Seokjin frowned and grabbed the phone from Namjoon. He started reading the page that was currently open. "I can't believe... what?"

"Our lawyers just called me!" Namjoon scoffed and sat down on the only other chair in the sparse room.

"But... but why?" Seokjin looked up. "I thought it's our duty to--"

"It is indeed!" Namjoon was furious and maybe this was the reason why he interrupted his hyung. "It is our duty to serve... if we choose to do so. Because guess what, hyung? We have diplomatic passports. And-

-instead of serving here, we could've chosen to work something else in the name of the country. But no! They simply decided to use us once more! Fvck this sh!t! And come to think of... I talked about duty to Yoongi-hyung, while his omega was suffering in the hospital-

-because of what? The country who doesn't even care for us!" Namjoon jumped up from his place and started pacing around the room. "How can I look him in the eyes now, huh?"

"Me too," Seokjin added although a bit more quietly. "Me too, Namjoon-ah..."

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Sandalwood...

Jimin sighed in his sleep.

The scent was slowly wrapping around him like a nice and warm cocoon, making him relax. Making him feel like home. The omega slowly opened his eyes then and he thought that he was still dreaming.

"Hey... jagi," Yoongi smiled softly with that beautiful crooked smile of his. "Did you sleep well?"

"Hm... am I dreaming?" The omega blinked furiously to stop the tears. "Because if I am... I want to stay here."

"No," the alpha shook his head. He reached out for him and slid-

-the back of his fingers over Jimin's side. "I am here Jimin-ah," he sighed and smiled once again, "hyung is here and will stay as long as you let me."

"I'd never let you go," Jimin hiccupped. "You-you know that."

"Yes baby I know," Yoongi pulled back then and Jimin missed his touch immediately. "Hyung knows you well and this is why I will stay with you, ok? Do you think you can try and eat tonight, or maybe for breakfast?"

"I-I don't know," the omega felt undecisive.

"How about we start from tomorrow then, hm?" Yoongi took his hand and Jimin was thankful to feel that touch once more. "You can rest more tonight and try to eat something tomorrow."

"Will you stay the night?" Jimin asked with trembling voice.

He was afraid to close his eyes again actually, because he was sure that once he does that, Yoongi would disappear again. But the alpha was real, felt real for him. The touch to his hand was real and Jimin tried to relax his senses.

"Hyung will stay," Yoongi was fast to assure him. "I won't get out from here, as long as you want me."

"I do want you," Jimin squeezed his alpha's hand tight, well as long as his limited strength was allowing him to do it. "Hyung, I missed you so much!"

"Shh," Yoongi's soothing pheromones flew to him once more. "Just calm down baby. I'm here and I won't go away. They have to fight me for it."

A ghost of a smile appeared over Jimin's lips. "Yeah?"

"Yeah," Yoongi mirrored his smile. "And you know I can fight, right?"

Jimin nodded with a smile. "Yes," he remembered, of course he did.

He remembered how Yoongi had fought even with the company to even keep him in their group at first. Then how much he had fought with himself before he was able to finally confess his feelings to Jimin.

And Jimin was sure that now, Yoongi would fight with the world if he had to, only to stay beside Jimin. Yes, the omega was completely sure of how strong Yoongi actually was. And it was almost unbelievable that a man like him was in love with a man like Jimin.

It wasn't a secret that the omega didn't have the best possible opinion about himself. He kept fighting with his inner daemons even up until today. But Yoongi had stayed with him through thick and thin. He never left his side and always saying how proud he was of Jimin.

When the omega would say how much he wasn't deserved such words, the alpha was fast to prove it to him how wrong he actually was. And Jimin loved him so much because of it and not only.

Yoongi was the strongest person he knew... and he would be proud to call that man his mate.

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A/N - That was the update for today. I hope you liked it! <3

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It was 2015. Japan. The very last time Yoongi allowed his weakness to rule over him. He still remembered the smell in the bathrooms, outside their stage. The darkness that surrounded him, although the lights were shining all over around him.

He still remembered the voices in his head, telling him how he wasn't good enough to even get out on that stage. The faces of the people turned into ugly monsters in his head and everything he wanted to do was to shut them up.

Yoongi wasn't sure how he had ended up locked in that bathroom. He couldn't remember the moment when Jimin had suddenly appeared right in front of him, or when the omega had wrapped his arms around him. It felt strange how their roles suddenly reversed back then.

Because Jimin was strong, so strong that he had become Yoongi's rock when the alpha had needed him the most. The omega giving him his power, when Yoongi felt like he was slowly losing his own one. Now, when the alpha was looking at the sleeping omega-

-he could probably feel the same thing that Jimin had felt back then. The same urge to make him feel better and out of his nightmare.

Jimin had stayed all this time, even when Yoongi had tried to push him away. The omega stood his ground firmly refusing to leave him.

Yes, Jimin wasn't probably defined by his sub-gender. Maybe it was because of the life he was forced to live. The omega once told him how he craved to simply let go one day, to submit and be pampered just like his nature dictated. But he couldn't allow himself that.

His life, his career wouldn't allow something like that. It would be looked upon as a weakness, while looking as something so normal for the common people. But the omega wasn't complaining. He wouldn't do that. It wasn't in his nature. Maybe that was why he was now-

-lying helplessly in the hospital bed. Yoongi was yet to know what had happened and why Jimin wasn't brave enough to tell him about his pregnancy sooner than his enlistment day. But now it wasn't the right time for such conversation. The omega had to get better first.

He had to get out of danger and just then, Yoongi was going to try and talk to him. He wasn't going to blame him for anything, of course. But he still needed the answers.

When the morning came, the alpha was able to witness Jimin's struggling with his simple breakfast. The omega couldn't eat it all, but when his doctor came to check on him, he looked satisfied with the result.

"That's his first real meal since weeks," the beta said.

Yoongi allowed himself to let out a sigh of relief then. If that man thought that it was a good sign, then it was. The omega was still weak though, but the beta felt hopeful that Jimin could try and get up on his feet on the next day.

"Do you think it's a good idea?" Yoongi asked the man. He was afraid that they were pushing things too fast.

"Yes," the man nodded. "With you here, I think we can try and be more brave than before. The prognosis are also looking better."

Jimin stayed quiet the whole time while the two other men were talking. His eyes were only focused over Yoongi though, as if afraid that the alpha could disappear if he only blinked even. But Yoongi could feel his distress.

He just reached out and took the omega's hand. It still felt too fragile in his hand, but he hoped that the omega would get better soon enough to get back home. He missed the scent of their home. Their mixed scents there, although he wasn't sure how it would feel now.

Yoongi hadn't visited the place since a month. His scent was probably long gone, but the same could be said for the omega's one as well. It could easily be fixed though, he calmed himself. As soon as they would go back home, they would get back to normal.

But looking at Jimin now though, he suddenly wondered how normal that normal would be. Maybe they had to get ready for the arrival of their pup already. They could surely turn one of their guest rooms into a nursery.

"What are you thinking?" Jimin's quiet voice got him out of his thoughts and when Yoongi looked around, he noticed that they were alone in the room.

"Home," the alpha simply said. "And... our pup."

Jimin's smiled dimmed over his face. "Let's not get ahead of ourselves with the pup, yeah? I know the chances for their safe arrival are higher now, but... I'd like to stay realist."

Yoongi really hated to see Jimin, his Jimin so down. The brightest sunshine in his life. His only source of happiness looking like that. The alpha's heart clenched. He squeezed his omega's hand gently.

"Hyung will make sure that everything's alright," he mumbled. "Don't worry."

When Yoongi checked his phone later that day and when Jimin was taking his afternoon nap, he noticed missed calls from Namjoon and Seokjin. The alpha frowned, remembering the conversations he had with his just a month ago.

He wondered why are they even calling him now. But decided that it wasn't the right time to talk to them. His main goal was to see Jimin getting out of the hospital and in good spirits. The omega was still feeling down and Yoongi was sure it was because of the place he was in.

"He is talking already?" Taehyung asked him when he and Jungkook came to visit the omega a bit later. "This is something good, hyung!"

"He even ate something for breakfast and lunch," the elder alpha smiled carefully. "His doctor looks hopeful."

"Whoa!" Jungkook grinned. "You are a miracle worker, hyungie!"

Yoongi shook his head with a sad smile. "I wish, but no... it's simple biology, Kook-ah..."

"I know," the younger hummed with serious look in his eyes. "But it's still good to see Jimin hyung getting better."

Yoongi couldn't argue with that. He took few moments away from Jimin's room to take something to eat and when he was back there again, he could notice Jimin's smile. It touched his heart in a way that he never thought it would.

His brave omega was getting back slowly, but surely. Yoongi liked the view of that. He made sure to be there for his omega for the rest of the evening and the night as well.

When the morning came, Jimin was sent to the ultrasound. It made Yoongi feel strangely ecstatic.

The person, who was providing the cares for Jimin ever since his entrance to the hospital, was also there. The same doctor was going to be responsible for the ultrasound as well.

"It's not in the hospital's policy, but," he looked at Yoongi, "it's also not allowed for another-

-person aside from the pup's father to be present in here. And... that would mean that you had to reveal yourself for yet another person here. I wasn't sure how comfortable about it you'd be Yoongi-ssi."

"That's very thoughtful of you," the alpha smiled, taking Jimin's hand in his own as soon as the omega was ready for the exam.

"We've yet to discuss it with our company," Jimin said, although Yoongi knew that the omega himself wasn't ready to reveal it to the open world.

Their company was usually having their backs and even now, Yoongi was sure that they already knew his whereabouts and the reason why he was there. The alpha squeezed his omega's hand gently and they both looked at the monitor.

There, he was able to see his pup for the first time. "We're lucky today," the doctor sounded hopeful, "they seem to cooperate with us and we can see their clear image there, you see?" He pointed at the screen and Yoongi's world suddenly halted to a stop.

12 week pregnancy scan

He never felt when he started crying, but in the next moment he felt how his tears rolled over his face. The alpha didn't reach to brush them away. He only pressed soft kiss to the back of Jimin's fingers, wondering how his small heart would gather so much love now.

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A/N - I wrote this update with "Amygdala" kept on repeat in my head... and I urge you to keep listening to it either in YT or elsewhere... It so heartbreakingly beautiful! So, what did you think of the update? :)