I wanted the best way to tell my neighbor that he tried it with his late night party. So I wrote him a letter and baked him a cake.
The update is, thankfully, there is no update. I knocked on his door but he didn’t answer so I had to leave it in a bag on his door. When I left out, it wasn’t on his door anymore. So I’m taking that to mean he got and read it.
Folks are calling what I did extra. It was extra AF. Throwing a house party at 3am is extra AF, too.
“Why didn’t you just go over there?” I live alone. I didn’t know who/what I could’ve met going by myself. And it was 3AM!!! I’m not getting dressed to leave my apartment at 3am because niggas wanna be inconsiderate. Plus, I couldn’t find my bra. It was 3am. 🤷🏽♀️
“Why didn’t you call 911?” I ONLY call police for emergencies. They are killing us every other day and getting away with it. Had anything resulted in an unfortunate outcome, not only would my safety be at risk, I’d feel horrible. I don’t call the police on us if I can help it.
Ultimately, as a single woman, I gotta be mindful of how I navigate tense situations. I have to live here, too. I knew I needed to say something. I was looking for a way that didn’t make it confrontational. Plus I really love to bake! 🤣
I know folks are saying they wouldn’t eat the cake but I hope he takes into consideration that I put my real name on the letter, wouldn’t incriminate myself and just wouldn’t be that mean! LOL!
So I hope he eats the cake but more than that, I hope he doesn’t do that shit again!!
UPDATE: I JUST MET MY NEIGHBOR TOMMY!!!! He’s so freaking cool! He apologized for the noise, promised to invite me to the next party and most importantly...HE SAID MY POUND CAKE WAS AMAZING!!!!
My neighbor is a music video producer. EVERYTHING makes sense now. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
While talking to Tommy, I learned that he's new to the area as well *and* this is his first Christmas without his daughter, who passed away earlier this year in a car accident.
Yall know how rough grieving was for me in the months following Mama's death. I can only imagine what it would have felt like for someone to confront me with anger when I'm trying my best to get through my first holiday season.
It was a sweet and gentle reminder that we never know what folks are going through and it is always best to lead with kindness. When we can extend grace, we really should.
We did Inside Edition today and a news crew will be here later! So dope to see what kindness can do! So proud of Tommy for finding a way to thrive this year! (SN: I met a neighbor after the interview who said, “I saw this on Twitter and had no idea that it was here!” 🤣🤣)
“Just because God ain’t talking to you about the problem doesn’t mean God ain’t working on an answer.”
That negro Dharius Daniels know he’s somebody’s (Baptist) preacher!
Sheesh! 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
That dude said the children of Israel would’ve gotten there sooner if God didn’t have to talk Moses into his adequacy.
…the way I bout just cussed!!!!
Dharius just said, “don’t confuse the path with the place. You don’t go *to* the valley of the shadow of death—you go *through* it!” This morning, Pastor Parker said, “keep moving in the direction of your deliverance.”
You know how folks will start grilling any and everything when they’ve finished cooking their food but the grill is still real hot and they don’t want to waste a fire?! That’s how I am with a hot oven. LOLOL
Chile….you know I’m hot as fish grease my sweet potato pie split.
Tried the “pour over” method for my apple pie this time. Was nervous but it didn’t spill out.
I agree. I’ve been reading the comments and messages I’ve received since I posted this.
Parents working through the emotions of setting such a boundary. Adult children working through the emotions of such a boundary needing to be set and the other parent not stepping up.
Honestly, I don’t think much of the conversation about unhealthy parents is helpful or productive these days. Too much of it is finger pointing and trying to determine which unhealthy parent is worse. How does that actually help?!
And I also think too many of us who had absent parents want to act like their absence didn’t affect us when it really did.
You can be a healthy, fully functioning adult and still have areas of your life impacted by an absent parent.
…made my smoothie this morning and bout cried. LOL
It’s been three weeks since Charlie came home and I still haven’t gotten back to my “normal” routine.
From trying to figure my new workout time (5am workouts are a wrap…thanks Charlie) to puppy-proofing my house to ensuring I spend enough time with him so he knows he’s safe (and can’t poop inside), I am EXHAUSTED!
…add to that, my office is currently in disarray because shelving and storage are being built. I feel like everything is ALL OVER THE PLACE!
My dad was absent because, in the very beginning, he was inconsistent. I was a baby and in my toddler years and he was in and out. My mama set a boundary that she wasn’t going to allow him access to me if he wasn’t gon be consistent. Instead of stepping up, he disappeared.
I have no memories of him whatsoever. At one point, his aunt was my babysitter when I was a baby. I don’t even remember that, obviously.
When my mama set the boundary, he was out. He didn’t want the accountability of consistency. He also didn’t want her telling him what to do.
Of course his absence affected me. He was supposed to be in my life. We’re dishonest when we say a parent’s absence doesn’t have an impact. It does.
At the same time, my mother believed his absence in my life was better than his inconsistency. I respect that.
I set a goal to lose 40 pounds before my 40th birthday. In addition to this dating detox, I’m also on a sugar fast. I’m down 16 pounds.
As a result, my third eye is open. And all it wants this morning is a pecan waffle. 🥴 🤣
In all seriousness, if you’re single and/or noticing a slight unhealthy relationship with sugar, I would really recommend doing the detox or the fast, or both.
I’m learning a lot about myself as a result of both of them.
I’m still using Wendy Speake’s 40-day sugar fast devotional and incorporated some other readings to make it culturally relevant and applicable for me.