I am truly disabled. And, at this time, I'm not being paid to be a teacher or a professor. When you're an activist, there is no grade. No number, no medal, no letter grade. You measure suces by legislation that is passed, people who are helped, helpful environmental changes. 1/
Sometimes you don't get the changes or progress you wanted. But you keep trying, remembering to take breaks and time for yourself. You may die before seeing the change that you wanted. But you will have put down bricks in the foundation of justice and equality. 2/
I am always grateful to the activists who came before me, in past generations, and my elders who are still alive. They helped lay the foundation for civil rights, gender equity, sustainable agricultute, clean water, clean energy. 3/
Many activists in this country and around the world have been killed because they fought for workers' rights, fought for civil rights, fought for environmental justice and clean energy. I honor the memory of those who died. I am lucky to be an educated white woman in the U.S. 4/
The last three years have not been easy. But I am alive. Philando Castille was shot in the summer of 2016. He is dead and I am alive, and that says so much about my country. I love the United States, but we are still marching on that journey toward justice. 5/
1/? As I am beginning to pack my motel room to move to Madison, the grief and struggle of the last 8 yrs overwhelms me.
2/? I think about the doctor that I trusted who precscibed Ability, the worst possible drug given what I had told him about my concerns about Fatigue and the price of Provigil.
3/? I think about the doctors I saw in 2014 ( two gynecologists - one of whom was at the U of Minn Women's Health Center). I think about how I told them I couldn't work, and how they ignored me.
In September of 2001, I was 38 and fortunate enough to be living in Madison, WI. I am not an expert, and certainly know less than those who actually fought in Afganistán and Iraq. But there were those of us who protested both wars from the beginning.
In late September I was in Washington, DC for a meeting about global debt relief, and some people there were from New York. They were visibly shaken and had lost family members. When I protested the war in Afghanistan, I did so knowing that the attack on 9/11 was horrific.
But putting Bush-Cheney-Rumsfeld in charge of ongoing wars against "terrorism" seemed like a very bad idea. The authoritarianism appeared almost immediately - the idea that you could not criticize the government, the surveillance, NSA, and "Homeland" "Security".
I remember the flight from Kampala, Uganda to JFK in New York City in August of 1969. My father wasn't on the flight with us because he had already gone back to the U.S., but my sister couldn't travel yet because she was a baby.
It was fairly uneventful - I still remember that I left some coloring pens on the plane. My father and uncle met us st the airport and as they tell it, there was no traffic at all in New York City at 3:00 a.m. 2/
Later, my grandmother would tell me that I had helped shepherd the smaller children through the airport - but I think that was creating the myth that I was so well suited towards the parenting I would do when my mother died. 3/
As the U.S evacuate its staff from Afghanistan, and as the usual gibberish is being spewed by Faux News and it's warmonger allies, let's remember that it was the Cheney-Bush administration that invaded Afghanistan. #Afghanistan#BushCheney#bushgang
Let's also remember that it was Cheney-Bush and their administration that made up the claim of weapons of mass destruction so that they could invade Iraq. If there were any really dangerous weapons in Iraq, they would have been weapons the U.S sold Iraq to fight Iran. #bush#oil
Let's also remember that it was President Obama who captured Osama Bin Laden, in Pakistan, a country that we had given a great deal of aid, in weapons and access for imports to the U.S. #oilwars#BushCheney#imperialism
Some of you may have access to my notes on the Farm Bill which I created for my upper division class on Farming and Agriculture. I have them backed up on flash drives in my apartment, on my old laptop (really old, needs to be recycled), and my newish laptop (bought 2014).
I might have uploaded the Farm Bill notes to a course website, and by then, Google was backing up all our computer interactions.
If you have somehow gained access to any and all of my class notes, powerpoints, and teaching materials, especially my Statistics courses, I ask that you credit me for the powerpoints and course materials. Creating them took a lot of work. Not citing me is like wage theft.
Finally, and I am going to say this as tactfully as possible, I get tired of urban people moving farmers and rural life. I did not grow up on a farm, but I studied agricultural trade for my dissertation. Farming is difficult, uncertain work. But farmers provide our food.
The last film I saw in a movie theater was Interstellar. I had a really hard time with the movie, because crop failure is *not* inevitable. But it is really depressing that we can send people to the moon and maybe Mars, but we can't organize against Monsanto.
I went to see the movie with my brothers and my family, and we went to the Cheesecake Factory (which some of you may know - you're quite good, I had no idea until 2016 that I was being spyed on). Anyway, my brothers and I discussed the movie.