Reload

This broken woman
Pulled herself together
With twine made of vengeance
Pinned through feathers
Of her clipped wings
Dragged her heavy body
Picked up the pieces
When the twine broke and frayed
Carried on through gritted teeth
Muttered things you’d never say
Raised her expectations
To impossible heights
Applied them to herself
Kept the world in her sight
Took aim and didn’t miss once
Learned to glow up
Curated disguises to pass
To saunter through the corridors
Wearing her elaborate mask
But what if it slipped?
What if they saw?
What if they smelled blood?
‘They are sharks’, he told her
They would end her if they could
But she is more than they bargained for
Words like knives
Strategies like chess players
With minds that can’t decipher
Who she is under all those layers
Peel ‘em back, you’ll never find her
Further and further to fall
On a reluctant platform
Take aim and reload
Forced to transform
She used the hate to set the pace
This broken woman
Still bound together with pain
Taking shots from every angle
Back to dragging herself again
At a higher altitude

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19 Dec
If you want to improve safeguarding and social care training, stop letting people with zero knowledge or qualifications in neuroscience and neuropsychology teach anything about the brain to professionals. The stuff I see terrifies me - some of it is hilariously wrong.
I studied neuropsychology, but didn’t specialise in it (it was originally what I wanted to do instead of forensic). But even I don’t offer training about the brain or neuroscience, and I always call my best friend (neuroscientist, PhD) and check my thinking or theories with her.
This often results in us both literally laughing and/or shaking our heads at training courses, speeches and videos for everyone from CPS to local authorities about the brain, trauma and neuroscience.

Please check the trainer is an actual professional in neuroscience/psychology.
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22 Oct
This might actually be the sickest thing I’ve ever seen on the internet and I have seen some sick shit.

I won’t say what I’m thinking cos I’ll get banned off this platform

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Misogyny is still the most ignored form of hatred.

We are so behind in acknowledging, believing or tackling misogyny. We will never get to a place where we can change the world & make it safer for women and girls until we discuss misogyny like we do all other forms of hatred.
Misogyny is so belittled and ignored that, as a form of hatred and oppression, most people claim it doesn’t even exist.

That’s where we’re at with misogyny at the moment. The reason we can’t tackle it is because it’s not even acknowledged as real in some places
Read 9 tweets
21 Oct
From what I can gather from family court hearings, the advice is

‘Always believe children when they disclose abuse, except for when they are in family court when it’s obviously some sort of parental alienation plot by mum. The abuse never happened and the kid is lying.’

🤬🤬
I just don’t get it.

Professionals being told to ignore disclosures of abuse by family court judges and writing that any further disclosures of abuse must be treated as lies to defame the dad. Reports stating the the child should apologise to dad for ‘lying about abuse’.
This goes against every single bit of safeguarding legislation we have
Read 4 tweets
21 Oct
Just saw a Black woman post up that she is the first Black person to be employed by a psychology dept at a UK uni. She’s obviously thrilled with her appointment but I’m just horrified that in 2020 we are still hearing of these ‘firsts’ for Black academics. Shameful racism.
It’s hard to ‘like’ something like that too, because you just know she’s going into an all white department where it’s not going to be easy for her at all, which is clearly steeped in racism hence they have never employed anyone Black before now
I hope she isn’t alone for too long. I have seen depts like that and the racism is so blatantly obvious. I cannot imagine what that is like. The mixture of joy of being appointed, and fear of knowing you’re going into a department as the first and only Black person there.
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2 Oct
We need to stop using ‘mental illness’ as a reason for abusive & criminal behaviours.

People like that are not ‘mentally ill’ - they made an active choice to do something horrific, & cos you can’t understand why they did it or what they gain from it, you call them ‘mentally ill’
I see it all the time on social media

Trump does something horrendous and everyone claims he’s mentally ill

Someone commits a horrific crime and everyone diagnoses them with something

They aren’t ‘mentally ill’, they are just a fuckin horrible person who chooses to abuse.
Someone you don’t like tweets something you don’t agree with and you’re all in the comments claiming they have a personality disorder.

No they don’t, you just don’t like what they said and you’re using psychiatric terms to label and stigmatise
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29 Sep
I have been working for years to reform practice in child sexual abuse and exploitation - and now it is finally coming to the point where it is working.

I know I’ve made myself extremely unpopular - but it has been worth it to force the field to reflect and improve.
Sometimes, you’ll work hard and get no recognition and no thanks, sometimes you might even be hated for your work - but it will be worth it to see the change you have made to real lives and the real world.

I knew this would happen to me when I first set out to do it.
I remember saying to people that it didn’t matter how people viewed me personally, as long as I made the field uncomfortable with poor practice and showed them how to critically reflect and to stop blaming children for being abused and traumatised.
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