Sample: I know that my tributes are not enough to pay for this apartment so he must have other men besides me, but that doesn't matter at all. He doesn't owe me exclusivity. He doesn't owe me anything at all, whatever I get from him is more than enough and I should be thankful.
I have a key.
He's waiting for me sitting on his living room wearing only a robe. His hair is damp and he has no shoes on,and he smiles when he watches me enter in my expensive suit.
He's shorter than me and has light brown skin but green eyes, and he's the most beautiful creature I've ever seen.
I wish I could just show him to people when they ask me why I divorced my wife, why I don't date anymore, why... he's why. Just a chance to have a moment with him is better and more important than what any other relationship could give me.
If only they could see him like I do they would leave their spouses too. But I know they wouldn't understand even then, because they're not me.
They will never understand the beauty of this moment with him smiling and looking at me like I'm a toy he's about to use for his personal pleasure. Which right now is exactly what I am.
Just being in his presence fills me with vertigo and turns my world upside down. When he looks at me I don't even know who I am, all I know is I'm in his presence and he's filling my mind with his eyes and... and I'm lost.
I can barely talk or think, and I bring out the cash in my pocket and show it to him in silence. I'm trying to find the words but I can't. I forgot language. I forgot myself. All I know is him and his eyes.
He takes the money from my hands and sets it aside without looking at it. When you want something you have to pay for it and I want him, but he's not the kind of thing you can buy with money. He demands more.
He demands everything of me, and he has it simply by looking at my eyes.
(This was my first time writing something even tangentially related to findom. I have to say, while findom all by itself doesn't appeal me, I can see the appeal in the context of a control relationship)
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(Thread) Finding a potential alternative to Patreon.
I don't know how well known this is, but there's many roadblocks for independent adult content creators who try to make an income from it. Unless you're a big studio or associated with one, it can be very difficult.
A cause of this is because payment processors (probably pushed by moral panics of one kind of another) tend to pressure platforms to stay away from that kind of content.
Patreon shies away from adult content, and even OnlyFans, that used to be the cornerstone of independent adult content creators, is trying to "diversify" and move away from being seen as an adult or adult-only site.
I am straight... I was straight. I was dominant, a ladies' man, the kind of man who can get any woman and most of the time does get them. I was the kind of man women cheat on their husbands with, two hours after meeting me.
I was.
I was the kind of man that always comes on top, no matter what. I was the kind of man that always has to come on top. I was the kind of man that will do anything to win and put others below me, simply because I could.
Pride should be a lifetime event. Every day of every month is Pride Day and Pride Month.
Because the shame and the fear that make Pride necessary don't take the rest of the year off.
Remember guys, top, bottom, dom, sub, master, slave, whatever you are, you can and should be proud of who you are, of your whole humanity.
Pride is the opposite of shame, and we have been shamed for who we are, for way too long and by too many people.
Pride is about not being ashamed of yourself, of recognizing that you're a human being worth being treated as such. We all have an intrinsic human dignity that should be respected.
And as long as there's people who think the opposite, we will need Pride and we will have Pride.
When I began hypnotizing him he would never have imagined he would be stripping in front of a mirror and sending a nude selfie to a gay dude who would jerk off to it... and that he would love doing it.
But here we are now. Now he waits eagerly for those times when he receives a message from my number, telling him to strip and report. He feels proud of his body, not because how it looks but because of how I look at it.
@bootylove8@kwlsktfsr Now I wish I had used my main and not my horny account for this because I'd already written about this there and I'd like to link it (but I want to keep these accounts completely separated)
The thing is: we have created a predatory system in which stars are completely disposable
@bootylove8@kwlsktfsr and they have value only for as long as they're beautiful. At least most of them. And there's always someone new, younger, prettier. A dozen. A hundred. Thousands, all ready to have a go at their places, and they feel that they have to keep going to stay at the top.
@bootylove8@kwlsktfsr (I'll take only about male celebrities in this tweets, but of course this applies just as well and probably even more to female celebrities. I'll use men as an example because that is underdiscussed and this is a great opportunity to illustrate it)
I knew Raul... kinda. He was a bit weird, very kept to himself but in a way that creeped people out. You could never really know what he was thinking. I was some kind of put off, but my bro told me he was alright and I trust my bro.
The trip was... odd. They two were picking the music and it was nothing I'd heard about, just a series of instrumental pieces, very complex and... off. Interesting, but strange. Even the smell of the car was a bit strange.