Thread by @lookinmyeyesboy

If someone had told me an hour ago that I would be doing this, I would have laughed.

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I am straight... I was straight. I was dominant, a ladies' man, the kind of man who can get any woman and most of the time does get them. I was the kind of man women cheat on their husbands with, two hours after meeting me.

I was.

I was the kind of man that always comes on top, no matter what. I was the kind of man that always has to come on top. I was the kind of man that will do anything to win and put others below me, simply because I could.

I was.

I was all that, an hour ago.

And then i met this guy and he turned my world upside down. I was doing my usual routine, small putdowns that I could brush off as jokes but piled on top of someone, getting more overt each time, more cocky, more dismissive.

It was all a joke, why do you have to be so uptight, man? We were all joking, man, even if I was calling him trash in a thousand subtle ways, putting myself on top and trying to make everyone laugh at him and see him as less, I could always say I was just joking.

I was.

It was part of the putdown, actually. Making him seem like he couldn't handle me.

Until he showed me that I couldn't handle him.

He took it all with a smile and just replied with short, calm sentences while looking at me in the eye and there was something just unnerving on the way he did it. Like his eyes could read my soul. Like his eyes could write my soul.

And then he got me alone for five minutes and he took me down a notch or two or a hundred. I can't tell why or how, but he told me that he was on top of me, he told me that I was below him in any way and I was just a piece of trash compared to him.

I was.

And now we're here, he took me to his hotel room and ordered me to strip and I'm doing it, and I don't even dare looking at him because I can feel his power over me, making me do all the things I've never wanted to do, but he tells me I have to do it and I know I will.

I know he will fuck me, he will use me and then discard me and I will never be the same, because now I know true superiority and true coming on top, and that's not me. He told me how low I am, trying to put others down to feel on top, and he's right.

He told me that for tonight, compared to him, I'm nothing. He told me that for tonight I'm a walking sex toy that he will use however he wants without caring for my needs. He told me that for tonight I am his slave.

I am.