OMG another thread! I want to dedicate this thread to @mikepesko, @JonathanFoulds, @jgitchell, and @ThaumaturgeRN. The scientists, consultant and RN. Also others who have participated in making me OK with the vaccine - both the health / science part and the fear of needles part.
While I am composing this thread 3 of my co-workers who weren't going to get vaxxed are at the pharmacy I was at yesterday, using their walk in program to get their vaccine. This is 2 anti-vaxxers and 1 fear of needles.
They are there because all of you got me there.
I had concerns about who I could trust. Michael was one of the people who questioned why some in my circles would be hesitant. He mentioned trust.
I honed in on that one and agreed it was an issue. I shared my families situation. (we're the high risk older folks). Michael acknowledged why I'd be concerned and expressed confidence in the need to vax.
Michael also mentioned maybe vape shops could help. I wasn't so agreeable about that idea, because of accusations made by TC people about THR people helping when the pandemic first hit.
This brings me to the 2 anti-vaxxers. The first one uses THC carts that are bought on the street. Many of us in the THR industry figured out the culprit long before the CDC / FDA said much. Some in the scientific community also got vocal first about what was happening with EVALI.
Through my vape shop, I have helped both anti-vaxxers stop smoking. When EVALI hit, I told every customer I don't care what they do in their private lives, but IF they use THC carts to please STOP. Smoke weed if they want to get high, don't vape it. My co-worker stopped.
She had a family member who didn't and ended up in the hospital. That gives me credibility with these 2 ladies. So, I sat down with them this morning and showed them tweets and PM's from some of you guys. They weren't so sure.
So, I went to google scholar and showed them some of your work. 1 of them pointed out rather quickly that it didn't seem that one of you was pro-vape. Well, I did the hand in the face thing right then and there. I asked her why she feels it's safer to vape than smoke?
She said because I told her it was safer and she knows I research all the time. I told her, these are some of the people who's research is in my notes. I don't want research from somebody that's pro-vape any more than I want research from someone who's anti-vape.
When I make a decision about my body, I want research from someone who's neutral, who is seeking the facts. I don't want someone's agenda, I want the truth. I don't want to tell people that this is a better option for them unless I believe with my heart and soul that's the truth.
I then explained that because I trust these people, I trust what they tell me about the vax and why it's safer to get it than to risk getting Covid. And then I talked about Bruce, who's been in the trenches for years, dealing with the things people do to their bodies.
I trust him. I trust his education, his experience, and how much he cares about people.
And then I directed my attention to the fear of needles lady. She's in tears just talking about it. I didn't know until yesterday she shares my fear.
I talked about my fear thread, and other fear threads since then.
She recognizes Jonathan's name from my convo with the anti-vaxxers. Then I shared my conversations with Joe, the consultant. Isn't it a consultants job to know the ins and outs of things and to know how to help people make decisions at it? Let me tell you, Joe is dang good at it!
I shared what helped me to finally be brave enough to look past the needle and look towards all the people I want to be here for. She went through about 1/2 my box of kleenix, dealing with the anxiety of talking about this. The anti-vaxxers wrapped their arms around her.
It was the one with the fear that decided first to go get vaxxed. She asked the other 2 to go with her for support. They agreed and off they went. When they got to Thrifty one of them text me to tell me they were all 3 going to get vaxxed and would be back in a bit with coffee.
Thanks to people who know and care, 4 more people have the first dose of the vax. I realize we have millions to go, but as @Biebert always says, we plant seeds 1 at a time. They will grow and spread seeds across the land. I'm proud of all of you for helping to make a difference!
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The Road to Happy Memories
Today is a very special day!
Warning: I have lots of music stories to share, these are but a few. This will be a long thread!
(Threading is the new Blogging)
I've always been drawn to music. Almost all kinds of music. The first instrument I played was the antique organ we had in our basement. It was a beautiful, ornate, Victorian looking thing. It had cutouts with red velvet behind them.
2 pedals by the floor you pumped to make it work, 2 pedals under the keyboard your worked with your knees and a row of knobs above the keyboard to pull out to change the sound. I was too little to reach the pedals, so Mom would put me on her lap and pump the pedals while she...
12:47am. I need to be awake by 2:30am for work. I've been awake since 10:30. Wide awake. Going to be a long ass day (again). But my mood is good, I didn't wake up because of nightmares.
We've all heard the debunked myth that vaping causes Popcorn Lung or Bronchiolitis obliterans. That name came from when people in a popcorn factory developed the illness. What I didn't know is people who get lung transplants also get this.
An ingredient in very few flavorings used in e-liquids is what was accused of having the potential to cause Popcorn lung. (But it's never actually caused it that I'm aware of). What I find interesting in my sleep depraved ramblings is that another ingredient in e-liquids...
Today's Thread:
FEAR
I'm going to try to be brave enough to share some icky stuff, so if you're sensitive to the ugly things humans do to each other, don't read this thread.
(Threading is the new blogging)
It just struck me that in the past year, I've faced a lot of fears. I know it's important to be humble, so please excuse me basking in a moment of pride. It's not comfortable being prideful, but I think we all need to learn to give ourselves credit when we've earned it.
And baby, I earned this!
I've always been angry with myself for being what I call a "chicken shit". The smallest things set me into a whirlwind of fear, doubt, and shame.
That was a nice 3 hour nap. Hubs rattling about woke me. I'm a bit uncomfortable, feels like a bit if arthritis flare up. A couple ibuprofen should do the trick. Then back to my couch.
Another 3 hour nap. Anyone see a pattern here? Watching for side effect symptoms. Nothing major. Injection site a little sore. Sick to the stomach has returned, but not bad.
I woke up with the night sweets and a headache, both normal for me. Dreams are all about advocacy.
The ibuprofen I took earlier seems to have addresses the joint pain (which is a normal thing for me to have.)
I'm super thirsty, but that's pretty normal, too.
So far, I really don't see much going on from the vaccine!
Many years ago, when my son was a little guy, we were watching a show on TV that was playing some older clips. My son laughed with glee at Tiny Tim singing "Tip Toe Thru The Tulips".
The next morning, I woke and heard my son singing that son. I crawled out of bed and my before coffee brain had a hard time comprehending the sight in my living room.
There was Tom with a box of Fruit Loops sprinkling them on the carpet singing his little heart out.
Grrrr, all I could think of was having to clean up all the crushed fruit loops out of the carpet. So, in my growly Mom voice
Thomas Lee Murray - what the heck are you doing???
I don't think we realize that the smallest things can add up to make huge differences in the world. We can't see what's going on in other's brains or the pain in someone's heart. When we make the effort to be kind to others, we can soften pain and lesson worry.
Even on social media, we are offered many opportunities to be hurtful or kind. May we all make an effort to choose kind!!! So many of us are cut off and isolated and have had to replace much of our face to face socialization with online socialization.