Thread by @twittydoodle

On a very sad day when I reached a Nadi Jotishyar for remedy to my webbed up problems, I was asked to do a remedy which was much genuine as per my existing shastra knowledge. I was so helpless without a penny to spend. The minimum needed for any jaap or puja was quoted and I know

That the minimum needs to be given to the karta. My condition then was such that I really cant even afford for a single rupee. I came back home sad and with little hope on life. I had a disturbed sleep. At around early morning I sat infront of bhagwan and asked

If my prarabdha is disturbing me then isn't there any way which I can pray do seva and lessen it. I can't afford a penny but I need a solution. Money isn't just a way. What about people who have intention and no money to perform pariharas

I prayed show me a way which can just take me to a path which will burn my karma through seva. After just having light hearted interaction with bhagwan I slept and woke up lil late that morning. My situation was very challenging

My father got saved by eeshwar from very severe health issue. I had no job after my break., somehow challenging. All good companies I used clear until last round and no call. It was evident that kaal is not in my favour. After the bath that day I made a small meal offered neivedy

And while having lunch or so I explored some pravachan of Shri Chaganti Koteswar Rao. I randomly played 1 of his video talking about how kamakshi tests her bhaktas and the journey... how peoples life takes turning point after her eyes fall on our face etc.

I thought lemme explore entire episodes. This is from Kamakshi Vaibhavam 8 episodes of the goddess and temple. After listening to it , I visited to kamakshi temple just unplanned. It was my birthday (Hindu calendar). On a poornima I visited her first time after going to chennai

There is a saying unless bhagwan calls ir wills we would never even get that thought of visiting the temple. I stay exactly 2.5 hrs away from kanchipuram. Staying in city this travel is nothing for me. I have been to places during my 2 plus years in chennai but I didnt+

Get a thought of visiting her. It was like she wanted me to come at tight time. While I was young and in graduation I have been with my family to her abode but recently this call of god things happened and I couldnt go to her temple. After I visited on my birthday to her temple

My life changed forever. I literally Turned into a warrior. I didn't succumb to challenges in life. The moment I saw her eyes her eyebrows her Tilak her tatankas oh my god.. she was an absolute heavenly mother. I did 5 darshanas on that day. Couldnt stop myself.

This was first time my drushti connected with the divine and the power. From the day I visited her abode I started going to kanchi kovil and matham for every 3 days. Unplanned. Once I went amidst a cyclonic rain too. This was the kind of emotion and bond I formed with maa.

I can read telugu but not clearly. But everytime I want to read some shaastra text I could only read in telugu without any hindrance. I really dont know what's the reason. Lalitha sahasra and Trishati were out of my understanding and I have never ever read or pronounced it ever

Until then. The moment I saw her I happened to open the book and start reading the sahasranamam without even a mistake break or hindrance. Trishati went so smooth that I dont even know the importance of it. My inner soul said read this. I was like as if my body and mind was being

Controlled by someone. The moment I read this I felt many energies in body. This was absolute shock for me. I'm thankful to bhagwan telugu language has become an important part if my life. She blessed me in many ways. Every visit I made to the temple I used to know secrets within

Sometime when I couldn't go to kamakshi I used to visit marundeeshwar temple nearby. It is 2.5kms away from my home. 60 plus day I read sahasranama at temple during milk abhishekam. The roop of maata there is Tripurasundari none other than kamakshi. I used to sing songs in seva

I used to walk 5 kms daily to visit her. Never gave up. Each day I learnt her tatva. Now comes the journey since the day I prayed my life was not cake walk. My life really was challenging. She gave me so many ways options choices to mistrust her lose Hopes on her

She didnt give decisions in my favour. Each day I used to say I will not succumb to these. I have trust in her way. These are ways to teach me life lessons. I was literally in a state what's happening with me day by day. For almost 6.5 months I didnt have any kind of results

I learnt alot from kanchi matam. After around 7 months I started seeing drastic changes in me. I got introduced to Shree vidya. I couldn't afford even a penny there. Well for my temple visits I had a great person with kind heart who used to sponsor for my temple visits.

Without him which this journey would have been impossible. It was all gods will which made this journey possible. An intense sadhna travel meditation chants kumkum pujas annadaana I received a lot of wisdom. I helped innumerable people for their problems. I shared what she wanted

Me to do. She showed me each next step in life. Saw her in visions dreams real life in form of old woman a small girl what not. Everywhere I went after that was wher will. She is ultimate maa the jagdamba. She took away all material benefits gains from my life nd tested my belief

Every puja sankalp I have today is planned by her. I.e her will. The idea of sharing some part of my experience is to make people understand on a spiritual path we shouldn't succumb to the challenges, never decide and conclude even before we finish this struggle. I

I observed many people give up even before the seva path takes little pace. On this path there are no 2 minds. It's only one direction the one with utmost trust and belief that Bhagwans ways are safe for us. It may not be in our favour but will be best for us and we heal.

I got results only after 6 plus months. Some may get in 40 days some get on 3rd day some after years.. this kind of path is for a guiding pathway forever in life. For kaamyas to get answered we have instant pujas to attain, but to know our purpose of life have a guiding light

With us be it our ishta or any other bhagwan we need to stay calm composed and learn through this journey of seva and sadhna. Sadhna is not just mantra jaap it is that journey which shapes a human towards exploring the spiritual realms.

A good sadhna helps a human learn and attain

Vaak shudhi
Deha Shudhi
Chitta shudhi

These three develop in thus journey.

I suggest people to NEVER GIVE UP on spiritual path; Thry listen; They answer., when we have utmost trust in them.

I didn't choose the instant way because I have seen much and wanted a mother to guide me through my life. My path was difficult but I wanted it than every Temporary solution and there came my exams accordingly 😊