there’s this powerful anecdote about how a firefighter once saved his crew when they stepped into a burning house, and something felt off to him, and he said “we need to get out NOW!”, and the whole house collapsed… turned out the fire was way bigger in the basement
usually this story is told in the context of, the power of intuition. the man sensed that the fire was “off”. later he figured out that it’s because it was abnormally hot, abnormally quiet given the heat, and the fire just wasn’t responding to the water as it normally would
but today I’m thinking about it from the fire’s perspective
from the outside, all burning houses kinda look the same, at least to casual observers
but on the inside, a basement fire is much more powerful, much more dangerous
and I’m transposing this into the domain of the subconscious. This is almost cheesy in how on-the-nose it is but it works. The subconscious is often described as subterranean
by “basement fire” I’m talking about deep motivation. Camus’s invincible summer
thing is, when you look around, it’s not immediately obvious from people’s utterances who has “basement fire drive” and who doesn’t. I’ll tell you that I’m passionate, but so can some random guy who’s lying about it. You can’t tell from utterances alone
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Rewatching Iron Man (2007). I remember watching it for the first time at a friend’s place around 2010 or so. Opens with AC/DC
“I don’t want to see this on your MySpace page”, soldier fiddling with digital camera, extremely sharp. All of this first 3 minutes, super snappy editing
the montage of Tony’s life at the apogee awards is excellent exposition
the cut from “he’s always working” to him gambling is also excellent, giving the award to Caesar… seducing the journalist, introducing Jarvis, the house… Potts… 9 minutes!!
I gotta do a thread of things that are marketed/ wrongly, which is almost all things
1. math is the study of relationships between things. you can use known quantities to figure out unknown quantities. so math is about learning to know the unknown. it’s literal sorcery, to the uninitiated
2. honesty – genuine, spirited honesty– is a source of tremendous power. people will tell kids that honesty is good but they ironically won’t admit that they don’t really know why, apart from some vague handwavey “well lying is bad and bad things happen”aka “we live in a society”
not everyone has experienced a scene growing in prominence/significance so I think it might be worth taking a moment to talk out loud about it so that people can consider it and think about what they want
it’s very difficult if not impossible to have some kind of scene in a public space that does some kind of interesting/important work without getting the attention of the wider world around it. reflect on this, really consider about it, because it will inform your choices
maximising both interestingness and privacy is very difficult to do. interestingness tends to require interfacing with as much of reality as possible. there *are* certainly pockets of deep interestingness that are cloistered-hidden, but by definition, you won’t find them randomly
Ok I’m getting tattooed in a few minutes. I have a request: I’m choosing to get all dramatic about this experience and treat it as a kind of shamanic initiation ceremony. Leave me a message that you would want me to carry past the threshold? What should I remember
I have earned the respect of every tattoo artist in this studio and multiple dudes with full sleeves etc. officially a bad mf ❤️🔥. always been etc etc