Thread: Black and White Empathy
#Autism #AutismAcceptance #autistic

People argue over the fact whether I have empathy or not.

Some people say I'm the most they've ever seen

Some people say I haven't got a drop

The fact is they're both right
Yep I have some for you You're going to get it all, you're going to see the brightest white light

If I don't have any for you, you will find yourself in the darkest coldest night
When people get empathy for me they tell me I'm the sweetest and they wouldn't believe that I could be the coldest as well

When people don't get everything from me they can't believe that I even have any

How could this be?
It's part of my great logical mind that's black and white It's true or false I like you or I don't

I try to see the gray but I've never actually seen it I just have to believe it's there try not to be so polarized

Again I just have to believe cuz I've never seen the grey
Try to be polite and not be so harsh but people feel it anyway

I try not to be too woman and come on too strong but people feel it anyway

And they wouldn't accept my white lies even though I'm trying to be nice

they're expecting from other people

why don't they accept mine

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Aug 21
Thread: Stubbornness and Stagnancy in #Autism and #ADHD

As is everything else like empathy, sensory, and executive function. Stubbornness and stagnancy is a spectrum in autism and ADHD.

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Although most of us are mixed between autism and ADHD I'm going to start with clearly defined from both ends and I'll get into mixed once my basic explanations are established.

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In clearly defined autism stubbornness is a trait

In clearly defined ADHD stagnancy is a trait

I will define stubbornness in autism as inabilityto change an opiniom

I will define stagnancy in ADHD as the inability to form an opinion
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Aug 20
Thread #autism in the '70s and '80s
#earlyDX

In the '70s and 80's You didn't get a DX at all Unless you went to the hospital

DSM was still just a book hadn't been made into laws yet.

A lot of hospitals and doctors had their own diagnosis codes

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For example I was in disability services in first and second grade but I didn't get a diagnosis till I was in a developmental ward for 8 months in third grade Even then I was there 6 months before they actually gave me the DX
You didn't have enough medical problems You didn't get DX because you didn't go the hospital. I had seizures.

A lot of kids back then were considered behavioral disorder went to behavioral boot camps or reformatory schools. I was so fortunate to go to the hospital.

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Aug 20
Having a mental health record is like beyond permanent parole but they don't have to prove anything to drag your ass in.

Anybody gets pissed off at you They can call you in for a wellness check Say you are suicidal and then the cops come

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And doesn't matter If you just got a check for $1,000 out of the blue in the mail and everything's great

It's better for the cops to cover their ass and we're just going take you out to the hospital you can talk to the doctor everything's good You can come home

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When you get to the hospital the doctor's probably going to say the same thing cuz he wants to cover his ass We're just going to send you for a couple days and you won't be there long time If everything is okay

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Dec 17, 2021
Thread:

HOW IT FEELS TO BE AN AUTISTIC SAVANT

A diagnosis I got in the 1970's before the DSM was used for laws and governments. Back when most hospitals still had their own diagnostic codes.
I knew from a very young age that I was different. As young as 4 or 5. Besides the fact that I had to go to the doctor all the time, I was clumsy. All the other kids’ parents talked about me. They usually used the r-word.
In first grade, I started going to developmental disability services. I was in with all the rest of the kids that had intellectual disabilities. Again, those were not the words used at the time. I went to disability services
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