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His heart leapt into his throat and he moved backwards on the bed so he could put some distance between them.
What the fuck happened last night?
Then it hit him.
He wasn’t even in his apartment.
He was still facing Yoongi and he couldn’t help but notice how attractive he was. Ashy blond hair, a lip piercing,
Based on looks, he wasn’t really Yoongi’s type.
Then again, if he had enough to drink he’d be totally willing to let this guy take him back to his place.
He didn’t know quite what happened. For a split second when he was upright, it was like he was taller. Then his legs got all wobbly and now…
Now the man in bed beside him was awake.
When he spoke, Yoongi expected his voice to help him recall his night’s activities, but it didn’t help at all.
“I guess so,” said Yoongi, then immediately frowned.
“Hello?” he said aloud, eyes widening when the word came out higher than his usual voice. “Hellooo.”
The man laughed, propping himself up with a hand. “Are you still drunk, Jungkook?”
“Uh, yeah, that’s your name…?”
“Well at least I’m not the only one forgetting shit from last night.” Yoongi cleared his throat, hoping that would help with whatever was going with his voice.
Yoongi really had no idea what Overwatch was or what this man was talking about, so he just nodded. “Right, well, I should probably be getting home soon so thanks for last night-”
“My name is Yoongi,” he said. “And what the hell are you talking about?”
When the man only flashed him a concerned look, Yoongi grew a little panicked. Either his memory was severely compromised or this guy
He stood up quickly, his vision blurring once he was on his feet. Why did it feel like he was taller? Why were his legs shaking so badly?
He looked down at himself and gasped. Not only was he wearing pajamas that he definitely did not own, but
The skin on his arms was a shade darker, his legs longer, waist smaller.
Yoongi brought his hands up to his face to get a good look at them.
“W-what the fuck?” he said aloud, his voice still odd.
“Stop calling me that!” he shouted.
His eyes scanned the room until he noticed a full body mirror on the back of the bedroom door.
On shaky legs, he moved quickly over to it and nearly fell to his knees with how shocked he was.
The man in the mirror’s lips moved when he spoke, but once again it was not his voice.
This person in front of him was taller with a little more muscle. Bigger arms and legs than Yoongi’s. His hair was a vibrant shade of magenta, doe eyes widened.
But it was him.
His heart lurched a little, knowing now that he was just confused as he was. Yoongi took a deep breath, trying to clear his mind, then walked over to the bed
“Hey,” he said gently, sitting on the edge of the bed. “I’m sorry. You know, for snapping at you.”
“Y-your anxiety attacks.”
Damp eyes blinked at him. “Huh?”
Looking down at his hands that weren’t his hands, Yoongi shook his head. “I think I’m dreaming.”
“Taehyung.”
“And this person,” Yoongi touched his chest, “is Jungkook?”
Taehyung frowned. “You’re saying you’re not Jungkook?”
Yoongi looked up, excitement gripping him. “Really? Do you think you can remember?”
Suddenly, an idea hit Yoongi.
“Hey, let me make a phone call,” he said, reaching out an impatient hand.
Yoongi waved his hand at him in dismissal as he dialed his phone number into Taehyung’s phone. He put it up
It rang and rang.
Rang some more.
Just when he was about to give up, someone answered.
“Hello?” Yoongi asked hesitantly.
There was a brief pause.
It was his voice that came through the speaker of the phone.
And it sounded like he’d been crying.
"Yoongi?"
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Jungkook was startled awake, drenched in sweat, his nightmare still tugging at the edges of his mind.
He didn't remember much of it; just that there had been an explosion. People screaming, a splatter of blood on white tile, his vision going black before he awoke.
But instead of cuddling up against his roommate, he bumped something soft with his elbow, causing a loud yowl to pierce through the silence of the room.
The cat tilted its head at him before meowing in such a way that made it sound somewhat angry.
Jungkook was surprised to say the least, wondering why there was a cat in his bedroom,
As soon as he made contact with its fur, the cat hissed at him and leaped off the bed to run away.
Maybe he was still dreaming.
A jolt of panic immediately struck him right in the chest.
This...this was not his bedroom.
He hadn't done anything like that since he was a kid though, so probably not?
He'd been kidnapped, someone had abducted him in the middle of the night, everything was wrong wrong wrong-
He needed to focus, to figure out what was going on, where he was located. There had to be a reasonable explanation for what was happening to him.
When he stood, a wave of dizziness washed over him. Something felt off, something he couldn't place...
Right. Focus.
At the top of a wrinkled piece of sheet music, half hidden underneath a textbook, was a name.
Min Yoongi.
A thump behind him made him jump and whirl around to see what the noise had come from.
Sneaking a glance into the bathroom, Jungkook gasped and backed up until his legs hit the bed.
He was too afraid to say anything aloud, his words caught in his throat, but he tiptoed over to the bathroom anyway.
His brain was shouting at him to turn around and run away, but he still found himself pushing the door open.
He flicked the light on and looked around. There wasn’t much to see; a candle on the counter beside the sink, hair products
That was when he turned to look into the mirror.
The first emotion he felt was numbness. He felt absolutely nothing as he looked at his reflection. He took it all in; blond hair all unruly from sleep, skinny arms,
There was a split second where Jungkook thought this man was cute.
But directly after that, there was nothing but panic.
Jungkook’s back hit the wall, his eyes
He registered that he was crying and hyperventilating at the same time,
Oh god, he was going to die.
Jungkook picked up the cat and held it close to his chest, burying his face into soft fur. There was some relief,
He didn’t know how long he was standing there, holding the cat. But he found that he was able to breathe easier, the frantic thoughts dying down.
It was at this time he heard music coming from the bedroom.
Jungkook sat down on the bed, wiping the tears out of his eyes so he could see who was calling.
He didn’t say anything, waited for the person on the other line to say something.
Then. “Hello?”
“Hi,” he said. The word came out watery and cracked, but he recognized that it wasn’t his own voice that came out of his mouth.
There was a deep inhale.
“Jungkook?”
All he felt was relief when he said, "Yoongi?"
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He wasn’t able to say anything to Jungkook before he was asking to speak with Taehyung.
This was going to take a lot of getting used to.
Yoongi hesitated. “He’s...you know…?”
“In your body?” Taehyung nodded. “Seems like it.”
An open laptop was sitting on the bed. Taehyung sat down and said, “Hey, Kookie. I got Yoongi here with me.”
“O-okay,” came Yoongi’s voice from the speakers.
It was weird, viewing his own body from an outside perspective. Watching himself blink, noticing the little
There was a long silence before Taehyung quickly broke it with a nervous laugh. “I’m still not sure if you two are screwing with me.”
Jungkook blushed and looked down at something in his lap.
“Right, so let’s figure out where Jungkook is before we do anything else.” Taehyung gave Yoongi an expectant look.
“Oh!” said Taehyung. “We live in Seoul. What, that’s only about two hours away by train?”
“Two hours?” Jeongguk seemed to curl in on himself, drawing a knee up to his chest.
He didn’t like seeing him so lost and lonely now, and especially didn’t like how scared he sounded on the phone
“I’m gonna have to call into work.” Taehyung began rising from the bed, but Jungkook let out a noise of protest.
“Jungkook.”
“We’re going to figure this out, okay? Just wait a few more hours and we’ll be there. There’s gotta be a reason
Jungkook let out a breath. “Yeah, you’re right. We’ll figure it out.”
Taehyung stood up with a little smile on his face. “I’ll be right back. You two...bond or something.”
“I like your cat,” Jungkook blurted suddenly.
Yoongi felt himself smile at the mention of his precious kitten.
Jungkook burst out laughing, only to immediately stop with widening eyes.
“What is it?”
“Your laugh surprised me,” said Jungkook. “It’s...cute.”
“Yeah, she’s sleeping on my lap right now. I’m happy I have something to keep from being alone, even if it is just a cat."
Jungkook opened his mouth to say something, but Taehyung suddenly burst into the room with a triumphant smile on his face.
“Park Jimin!” he announced.
“He’s his boyfriend,” Jungkook answered. “They haven’t met in person yet.”
Yoongi felt slightly offended. He considered Jimin to be one of his closest friends even though they only became friends a few months ago.
Taehyung put his hands to his cheeks. “Oh my god, I have to wear something cute. I’ll probably meet him, right? I should text him first to let him know we’re coming, right?”
Taehyung began mumbling to himself before he left the room, leaving Jungkook and Yoongi alone to talk to each other again.
Oh. Yoongi hadn’t thought of that. He never really had time to think about being stuck in this body to the point where
Yoongi cleared his throat awkwardly. "I'll change really quick."
"Don't peek," said Jungkook.
"I won't."
They exchanged quick smiles, then ended the call after saying goodbye to one another.
He pulled his hand away guiltily when Taehyung entered the room.
Yoongi nodded to him and finished pulling on a hoodie.
"Ready," Yoongi answered.
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He’d spent the last hour too afraid to leave the bedroom before deciding that he was being dumb.
Although he was bored and hungry, he didn’t really want to intrude on Yoongi’s personal space. So here he was, sitting on the couch, bored out of his mind
Then there was a knock on the door.
Jungkook jerked to his feet, heart pounding as the knocking continued.
“Hyung! Get your lazy ass up!” a voice shouted.
“Everything okay, Kook?” Taehyung asked as soon as he picked up.
“T-there’s someone at the door,” he whispered.
“It’s probably just Hoseok,” said Yoongi. “He’s annoyingly nice, you can let him in.”
Jungkook slowly walked towards the door, the knocking continuing. “Should I tell him?”
“Yeah. Keep me on the phone.”
“Hey there sleepyhead!” said the happier looking one, who Jungkook assumed was Hoseok.
“Put Hoseok on the phone,” instructed Yoongi and Jungkook thrust the phone out for Hoseok to take.
Hoseok looked at him in confusion before taking the phone, answering with a hesitant, “Hello?”
He smiled wide at first, which was immediately replaced by a frown.
Finally, Hoseok handed the phone back to Jungkook with a look of surprise.
“He knows everything now. We’re on the train now so we’ll be there soon, okay?”
He met the eyes of the two men in front of him, smiling sheepishly.
“Nice to meet you,” Jungkook said.
“What the hell is going on?” the pink haired man asked.
“Yoongi-hyung switched bodies with Jungkook,” Hoseok said. “Jungkook, this is my boyfriend, Seokjin.”
“I’m...still confused about what’s going on.”
Jungkook’s heart was beating fast in his chest.
Yoongi was going to be here any second.
Jungkook shook his head. “I’m...just nervous to meet him. Excited too.”
“You think he’s cute, don’t you?” Seokjin asked without looking up from his phone.
A knock.
Jungkook felt his heart leap straight up into his throat, lodging itself there and refusing to move. Hoseok immediately jumped up from the couch and bonded over to the door.
“Sinking down into the couch like that won’t make you disappear,” said Seokjin, tugging at Jungkook’s arm. “Come on.”
He saw Taehyung first, who smiled wide when he spotted Jungkook trying to hide behind Seokjin. “Kookie!”
“You’re so little,” said Taehyung happily, booping Jungkook on the nose.
Jungkook pulled away from Taehyung to look directly at Yoongi.
“Hi,” said Jungkook.
Then there was silence. It was the two of them looking at one another, the three other men watching them with bated breath.
Seokjin broke the silence.
Hoseok snorted.
Jungkook froze up as Yoongi walked over to him. When he was right in front of Jungkook, he held out his hand for Jungkook to take.
He let his eyes flutter closed and behind his eyelids,
This felt good, it felt familiar.
When he opened his eyes, he was still looking at himself.
Yoongi opened his eyes too, gripping Jungkook’s fingers tightly.
“No.”
Yoongi dropped Jungkook’s hand, but slowly, letting his fingers graze the skin of Jungkook’s wrist and palm.
Jungkook missed his touch as soon as it was gone.
Nobody knew how to respond to that.
Except for Seokjin, apparently, who said, “Google?”
They spent the next couple hours going through various sketchy websites to find some idea on why and how this was going on.
His thigh was warm against his, and it sent pleasurable tingles up and down Jungkook’s spine.
Whatever.
Hoseok and Seokjin left around eight, claiming that they had some homework to do. It wasn't long after they left that Jungkook noticed his best friend fidgeting and staring down anxiously at his phone.
Taehyung looked up. “No...it’s fine. I want to help you guys.”
Despite his words, Jungkook could see the internal struggle on his face. “It’s okay, really. We’ll be just fine looking all this up ourselves.”
“A-are you sure?” asked Taehyung, even though he was already getting up and grabbing his jacket.
“Yeah.” Jungkook grinned. “Tell him I said hi.”
Yoongi and Jungkook were left alone.
Jungkook shoved his face in his hands with a groan. “Oh, my god you’re gonna see my dick. This is so embarrassing.”
“I’m still trying to get used to being this tall,” Yoongi commented, kicking his legs. “I’ve hit my head on so many things today.”
“What happens if we can’t figure it out?” Jungkook asked quietly.
“Neither can I.”
“So we help each other with living different lives.”
Jungkook nodded. “Yeah, okay.”
“Let’s get some rest?” Yoongi asked.
"Goodnight, Jungkook," Yoongi mumbled, voice already heavy with sleep.
"G'night, Yoongi."
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Jungkook shivered and pulled his coat tighter around his body, wondering whether or not Yoongi had wanted to meet him inside or outside the coffee shop. He texted him and asked, but he hadn’t gotten a response yet.
When he walked up to the counter he briefly wondered if he should order them both coffees but before he could decide on what to get Yoongi, the barista was already
He stuttered out a “small mocha please” and when she handed him back his change, his hands were shaking so bad that he dropped half of them on the floor.
“Hey, baby.”
When his eyes opened, it was still Yoongi, but in Jungkook’s body.
“O-okay,” was all Jungkook managed to say before he was rushing to a table in the very back of the coffee shop.
Sometimes he really hated this about himself, how panicked he got in new situations.
Jungkook looked up to see Yoongi taking a seat, placing his mocha on the table in front of Jungkook. He was holding a mug of his own, steam swirling up and out of the dark liquid.
“Why are you apologizing?” Yoongi laughed.
“For being weird, I guess.”
“You’re not weird for having anxiety, Jungkook.”
“I slept for most of it. How’re you?”
“I’m good.” Jungkook smiled. “Happy that you’re here.”
Jungkook looked down at their intertwined hands and felt his heart kick.
“Tomorrow,” he said. “We’ll deal with it tomorrow. For now I just wanna enjoy our date. Without worrying about anything.”
He was even more happy about the fact that Yoongi never let go of his hand throughout the entire date.
They ate some ramen and watched television before finally climbing into bed together, Allie curled up by their feet.
Yoongi chuckled at him and pulled him close.
Jungkook loved this; being wrapped up in Yoongi’s arms. It was a little weird, resting his head on his own chest,
“It kinda feels like we’re one person,” Jungkook murmured.
Yoongi hummed in response, intertwining their legs under the covers.
“Yeah. And it feels like I’m still in your body but I’m back in mine at the same time.”
“This is going to sound stupid, but I’m really glad this happened to us,” said Yoongi.
Jungkook understood that completely. It had always felt like there was a piece of him missing, but now…
Now there was Yoongi.
But he still had Yoongi. There was always Yoongi, texting him and wishing him good luck before every class. Skyping him or calling him
“Hey, Jungkook?”
“Yeah?”
“Can you close your eyes for me?”
“Is it okay if I kiss you?”
He kissed Jungkook ever so softly, just a brush of lips against his. Gentle, but enough to make Jungkook ache for more.
And then Yoongi opened his mouth and Jungkook’s opened with his, like a flower blooming.
This feeling was indescribable.
Jungkook was sinking into the mattress, sinking into Yoongi, his whole body light as a feather and immensely heavy all at once.
And it was so natural that it was like they’d been together for years.
"You're really special to me, Jungkook."
“I like you too, baby.”
It wasn't long before they were both fast asleep, limbs tangled and faces inches apart.
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Yoongi’s friend, Namjoon, was extremely excited about the situation.
As soon as he entered the apartment, he looked back and forth between Jungkook and Yoongi, then let out a soft, “Oh wow.”
Yoongi sighed and Jungkook reached out to squeeze his hand reassuringly.
“Uh, not really,” Jungkook said. “We have pretty similar lives. Both of us have jobs, we go to school…”
“Yes,” said both Jungkook and Yoongi at the same time.
“How?”
Jungkook couldn’t hold back the smile that rose to his face, happy tingles spreading all throughout his body
“Um, well...I struggled, still struggle, with anxiety,” explained Jungkook. “Being somewhat forced to do all these things as Yoongi has helped with it a bit. Talking to him helps me a lot too.”
Jungkook’s heart sank. He just wanted to touch and kiss Yoongi for real, not just when he had his eyes closed. He missed Taehyung and his apartment and the few acquaintances
“Well, I once read a book where two people switched bodies because of an upcoming traumatic event,” said Namjoon thoughtfully.
“And what happened?” Yoongi asked.
“So what you’re saying is that we may have to prevent a traumatic event from happening without even knowing
Namjoon simply nodded.
Yoongi groaned and collapsed back against the couch. “Awesome.”
“Let me know how it goes!” said Namjoon with a big smile.
Jungkook and Yoongi exchanged several stolen kisses before it was finally time for Yoongi to leave Monday morning.
He found it to be extremely difficult to tear himself away from Jungkook. In his lifetime he’d kissed many people, but nothing compared to this.
He wanted to do something special, like take him to a festival or something.
Yoongi wandered into a large shopping center.
It happened while he was in an expensive jewelry store,
Everything kind of happened all at once. Yoongi wasn't even sure why or how it occurred, but it started with shouting from behind him.
Yoongi's first thought was that things like this didn't actually happen. It was something that was supposed to only be in movies, not in a shopping center in Seoul.
But then there was another sound, once again like a gunshot, and
He registered a pleasant warmth in his chest that quickly turned to pain. It spread throughout his body and in the distance he heard screaming.
At some point, he felt hands on him, a voice talking to him. Someone rolled him over.
Beside him, a bright red liquid was making a pool on the white tiles.
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Yoongi woke up gasping, hands grabbing at his chest. The memory of pain made him groan, doubling over as his fingers clenched around his t-shirt.
He realized two things.
The second thing was that he was back in his own body.
Fear shot through him.
Jungkook.
Jungkook didn’t answer his phone.
Taehyung answered on the third ring with a mumbled, “Hello?”
“Is Jungkook with you?” Yoongi asked immediately.
“It’s Yoongi. Can I talk to him?”
“Sure.”
Yoongi didn’t have time to be confused by why Taehyung sounded so...off, before Jungkook was answering the phone with a small, “Hi?”
“W-who is this?”
Jungkook was silent.
Then, “I’m sorry, are you from one of my classes?”
Yoongi felt like was going to throw up. “Jungkook this really isn’t funny. You know me.”
Yoongi hung up the phone and rushed into the bathroom to promptly puke in the toilet.
Why couldn’t Jungkook remember him?
It wasn't long before Yoongi realized he was forgetting things too.
"Dammit,” Yoongi snapped, slapping the palm of his hand against his forehead.
What was Jungkook’s major? What was Jungkook’s favorite food? What color was Jungkook’s hair?
Yoongi scrambled to his feet as soon as he realized he had almost forgotten Jungkook’s name.
He rushed into his bedroom and tore the desk apart searching for a sharpie. As soon as he located one he ripped off the cap and wrote Jungkook’s name in large letters on his forearm.
But it was six o’clock in the evening.
Three hours before he’d been shot in that shopping center.
There was a chance Jungkook wouldn’t even be going to the shopping center. It was Yoongi’s choice to go and there was a slim possibility that Jungkook would make the same decision.
What if this was it? What if Yoongi had to save Jungkook?
He couldn't risk not going.
“Listen I don’t know what your problem is but-”
“What? Why?” Taehyung asked. “Who are you?”
“What the hell are you talking about? He already left-”
"Dammit!" Yoongi snapped, interrupting Taehyung.
“Call him,” Yoongi said.
“Fuck, okay, okay.”
“Godammit Jungkook. I always, always tell him to bring his phone with him!”
Yoongi’s heart sank. “What’s going on?”
“He left his phone here.”
“Yeah?” His voice came out wavering. Scared.
“I need you to go to that shopping center that’s a few blocks from your apartment. Let them know that there’s going to be a robbery later tonight.”
"Alright, but how-"
Taehyung was softly crying now. “O-okay.”
“Hey, Tae, it’s going to be fine. I’m on my way there right now."
"Yeah?"
"I don't remember you exactly, but I know your voice. It's familiar."
Taehyung let out a sigh. "Jungkook's my best friend. Please keep him safe."
It was going to snow.
"Yeah," said Yoongi. "I'll keep him safe."
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The train ride to Seoul felt impossibly long. It was like hours had passed when in reality, Yoongi had only gotten on the train fifteen minutes ago.
He missed Jungkook’s body. It was like he was more uncomfortable back in his own body than he was when he was in Jungkook’s.
When he read Taehyung’s name he immediately answered and asked, “Did you find him?”
“Do you have any idea where Jungkook might be?”
Yoongi didn’t think it was likely, but what else could he do?
“Okay, I’ll be there in about fifteen minutes.”
He’d also forgotten what Jungkook looked like.
That was one thing Yoongi refused to forget; the kiss they shared.
He was almost to the shopping center when he picked up on a conversation between two teenage girls walking past him.
“I want to ride the ferris wheel at least once before we leave,” responded the other.
Yoongi spun around and caught up with them. “There’s a ferris wheel around here?” he asked, ignoring the look of surprise on
“Uh, yeah. For the festival?”
“Yeah, but they might be cancelling it tonight if the snow gets any worse.”
Yoongi knew, he knew that this was where Jungkook was.
He ran until his legs and chest burned, until he was sweating underneath his large jacket. He ran until he couldn’t any more, but by then he had found himself at the festival.
A colorful ferris wheel was partly hidden behind one of the tall buildings, spinning gently through the night sky
He had to recognize him.
“I’m sorry, but we’re closing the ride due to the snow, sir.”
Yoongi glanced up at the attendant, now realizing he made it to the front of the line.
“Oh,” said Yoongi.
“Do you mind sharing a cart with someone?”
Yoongi shrugged and was led to the last available cart where a young man with dark hair was sitting. He looked up when Yoongi stepped in and sat down opposite him.
For the first time, Yoongi took a good look at him. He was pretty; lips and cheeks red from the cold, hair windswept across his forehead.
He kind of looked sad too.
“Yeah, so do you,” responded Yoongi.
Yoongi hummed in response and glanced down at the city. It was still bright and loud down there, so far away from him. He felt lonely, looking at everyone enjoying the festival.
He’d forgotten why he was in Seoul.
Yoongi looked over at him again, watched as he ducked his head in embarrassment and scratched the back of his neck.
“It’s okay,” Yoongi said.
“I...don’t usually talk to people like this. You just looked so upset that I…”
Once they’d gotten off the ride, the man walked beside Yoongi for a little.
Yoongi waved goodbye and they parted.
He watched him walk away for a moment before he turned and went in the opposite direction.
That’s when he noticed it; the black smudge on his arm.
It took him a moment to realize what it meant.
“Jungkook,” he whispered to himself.
“Jungkook,” he said again.
He turned around and ran in the direction that Jungkook had gone.
Yoongi spotted him, sitting on a bench at the edge of the park, arms wrapped around himself.
It looked like he was crying.
His heart was going a mile a minute, only increasing in speed when Jungkook looked up at him. He remembered everything now; the kiss, the talks, holding him in his arms.
God, he missed him.
“That’s okay.”
Yoongi shed his jacket and handed it to him. “Put this on, you’re shivering.”
“W-who…?”
Jungkook closed his eyes and leaned into the touch.
"I remember you. Yoongi."
Yoongi couldn’t find it in himself to stop touching him, hands roaming up and down his sides.
Jungkook touched the top of his head self consciously. “I dyed it earlier today. D-do you like it?”
“I love you too, Yoongi.”
Jungkook reached out and twined his fingers within Yoongi’s.
Yoongi shook his head. “I can’t stop looking at you either.”
He found himself staring at Jungkook's pretty lips, an ache building up his chest.
Jungkook beat him to it.
“Can I kiss you?” Jungkook asked. “I really need to kiss you.”
He tasted like the snow.
He tasted like home.
No body swapping, no intervention from the universe.
Just. Yoongi and Jungkook kissing under snowfall.
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