0509, Liban slept around 10pm last night and woke up around 0400. He felt too tired to wake up and start his day even though he was not feeling sleepy. It appears to him that was aversive stimuli presented to stop him from starting his day; with tiredness, let him do his work.
Liban was not using known processes of work, such as sitting mind- mapping, oral mind-mapping, oral mind-mapping while walking or standing ; he was not using his strengths to overcome deficits, such as disposition to distraction. He may even use his distraction: mind-map a lot.
0527, Another principle that prevents him from doing his work is doing easy things, such as browsing the net or watching comedy show. He will do a lot of easy things; the strategy of doing easy things is strategy used by habits which still a lot of liban’s time.
Libin responded to discussion question about Ethiopia; he also browsed Ethiopia news because he thinks a lot of things are happening in there; instead of preparing for coffee,
and breakfast to start his day, he immersed himself there; he reported that he does not have schedule.
0718, Liban ate breakfast and listened to VOA Somali Program on Somalia’s elections; he did not learn much save most people demand hard evidence in politics; some circumstantial evidence may be available and that may be enough. One may rely more of that.
0810, Liban does not remember doing much of work this hour; he researched how much it will cost him to visit Washington DC; he learned that it will cost him $20 per night hotel, about $200 ticket and another $200 for food and transportation. About $600 for seven days.
0829, Liban loves to pursue things for their on sake and not for the sake of anything else; this allows him to feel great about himself and it seems to satisfy a fundamental need he has, to engage in an intrinsically motivated activities; he desires goal oriented activities.
0832, He needs both. Let him engage in both. One goal oriented activity is becoming financially independent.
Let him research this, write working paper on it and then reflect his action as he implements the working paper.
Liban was away for about 90 minutes; he worked on urgent tasks; then he was lost browsing the net; he will pay the fine. 1015
Libin spent the last 30 minutes doing some important tasks: communication with family members. He has not done anything else; he does not like doing them anyway but does them out of duty. 1120
12:37, Liban spent the last 80 minutes watching a comedy videos; he was feeling discomfort and he wanted to escape from it, hence his comic shows watching. He will pay the fine.
1312, So Libin chose to spend the next 52 minutes sitting and working. If he gets distracted, then he will do five push ups right away; if he focuses, then he will praise himself.
1433, Libin edited self development and political analysis materials; he wishes to do this on daily basis.
Liban will take one hour break. 1500.
Liban woke up at 1020 today after sleeping 3pm; he then spent next hour, as always listening to news and analysis: Amhara police commissioner, curfew in MN and so on. He was simply doing whatever that was easy to do. He reports now writing is hard for him, causing muscle tension.
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0328, Liban is currently presenting anxieties about his ineffectiveness: failure to combine spontaneity and plans to lead more worthy and reasonable life. How can he teach others if he cannot develop and maintain good habits, such as exercise, sleep, work schedule and so on.
0402, Liban will decide an outcome for the hour and use that to judge the use of the hour. He plans to edit journal notes done yesterday and also edit some old notes to catch up with editing.
0501, Liban edited yesterday’s notes and even some old notes. A lot of work remains to be done. So, he will take a break and work on editing again old notes.
Liban used the last hour editing old work. He plans to develop the habit of daily journaling, daily editing and storing to build materials that will need two more editing before it becomes a book. He plans to do this for political analysis, self-development and business. 0507.
Libin missed focusing resulting from dignified sitting posture, breathing, focusing on a particular point and focusing resulting from movement while talking about a particular topic. He wants to produce materials while he is in these two conditions. 1
0511.
Libin used the last hour to edit and add some evaluations to journaled notes. Liban is very proud of doing that. However, he went back to his old habits of distraction by just browsing for the sake of browsing: this became a habit that is self stimulating and self-sustaining. 620
0922, Liban has not been planning and implementing his plans nor was he acting on the basis of his intuitive insights: doing what he knew needs to be done. As a consequence, he was not making substantive progress in many areas of his life.
Liban will carry $5 and give it to a deserving person right away if he fails to report every hour. Main project for him today is work related, business development, Horn of Africa, self- development, cleaning, and buying groceries.
Liban bought coffee and met an immigration expert to discuss about his observation in Kenya. It was not necessary but he felt urge to do so to benefit others. He could have used the time to do other things that were important to him; he also, browsed their net for sometime. 1058.
Libin slept at 2 AM last night; he woke up around 8 AM this morning; he ate breakfast and prepared himself and his son; he then went back to sleep for a couple of hours; he will work on having a sleep schedule and exercise ; he will work on politics, psychology and Business.
Libin is currently sitting in a coffee shop having difficulties accessing Internet;
he cannot do much in the absence of the Internet; he did buy Airtel Internet but it’s very slow. He does not recommend it. Hey paid $50 for Airtel in addition to regular $120 phone bill in US.
He plans to send some money to Somalia and then work on some immigration paperwork; that is his plan; but he would like to get some work done on Horn of Africa and Business utilizing the two minute rule: start tasks and finish them in two minutes, and then start again.
1029, Liban woke up not feeling well; his relationship with one important person to his life is strained. Liban was rehearsing presentation when close relative watched him and he kept getting the feeling that the person was disapproving his work.
Today Libin plans to continue to report every hour and failing to do so he will pay a fine of $10 ; he will also start exercising because he gained some weight; he will plan ahead and subsequently implement his plans; that will be his work today. 1038.
Liban was playing with his son and eating breakfast. He also meditate a little bit. His mind was empty.1100
Implications of rule based bahaviors is that they become easy to identify them, note their shorter term and longer term implications; if so, then one gains knowledge to do the right thing and may even have motivation to do the right thing.
‘ I am able to get distracted again and again, and I have not seen anything bad happen as a consequence of that aimless browsing’ Liban’s rule based behavior with regard to browsing and not pursuing things important to him. Stressing consequences and immediate punishment helps.
When Liban finishes presentation, he enters another state where pleasure browsing is not tempting and awareness is present; the same applies when he meditates, does tai chi and takes a long walk or works on a project for a long time, and so on; he gets a glimpse of better state