In previous training there was a woman attending who inspired fear in all of the residents and fellows.

(Sidebar- my experience is that these docs care most deeply about their patients, prove you do too and you are good.)

Short 🧵 1/
I worked closely with her during fellowship.

She was the only attending to visibly emotionally react when she learned my husband was deployed.

She was the only one to consistently ask how I was doing.

2/3
When I think of her now, I chuckle at how intimidated I was when I was young.

I remember with deep gratitude how clear it was that she cared about me. My unique difficulties. My humanity.

Punchline- ask about your trainees and show them you care. It matters.

#compassion

3/3

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#hapc21 "How do we balance our personal goals and values with the benefits,limits of an organizational identity (in social media)?
When you took the job to be a palliative care doc and employed by an org, you take an oath of acting a certain way publicly. Her recs:
1. Don't be anonymous.
2. Let your org know you are on Twitter and what you are doing so that no one is surprised. Let them follow along.
3. Be your authentic self.
4. Make rules for yourself so as not to diminish your authentic self. (ie don't tweet after a glass of wine)
Openness, transparency, accountability should always be part of your online footprint.
@wendysueswanson #hapc21 #pedpc #medtwitter
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Recently a woman in Canton, GA found this book. Canton is close to my hometown of Cartersville. 1/3
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12 Oct 20
Breaking leadership convos down:
1. Empathy- we can be aware w/o responsibility for their emotions. Also- defensive posture blocks empathy.
This is big, I really struggle with this interpersonally at work!
#hapc #pedpc
@KtNeuendorf #Ascend2020
2. Levels of discomfort.
Using words to not make difficult times worse. Attend to discomfort, acknowledge it, don't heighten it.
Having a crucial conversation as a leader is different than in patient care- colleagues have greater control than patients.
#hapc #pedpc #Ascend2020
I love this- asking someone to change will probably result in discomfort. "As adults, we need to take ownership...There's something about having discomfort that can lead to change."
As clinicians we want to mitigate discomfort. Not our job as leaders.
@KtNeuendorf, brilliant.
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Yesterday I asked my MIL about her mother. She (my GMIL) was born in 1920 in Northern Thailand. She had her first child when she was "about" 19. She had 11 children. 1 died when she was "2 or 3". My MIL came home from school and she was gone. 1/
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My MIL became a nurse. I asked her once if she had wanted to be a doctor- she had. But nursing school was more affordable for her family of 10 kids. I asked her yesterday if her mother supported her coming to the US. She looked me in the eye and shook her head. "No." 3/
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In the midst of the last week, I lost mindfulness. I was in a reactive state all week. Threat-react. Threat-react. It's impossible to feel like the best version of myself for patients like that. In #pedpc, children are still dying of other things. 1/
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And I have done my best to show up as a #hapc doc, for my patients, their families and my team. But I failed in many ways this week.

2/
I was rocking my baby Wednesday night. This is an emotional touchstone for me. This is when I center, when I feel like the best version of myself. My abilities match her needs perfectly. The stress falls away, and we rock. I was able to center for the first time all week.

3/
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Can we talk about this for a second?
This is really lovely and exciting and a privilege.
I appreciate the acknowledgment of hard work and energy.
And- I've had a really tough few months.
The burnout is real. 1/
I had a hard pregnancy.
Then the baby didn't sleep.
I kept thinking, if I can just sleep, everything will be fixed.
Sleep is better. But everything isn't fixed.
2/
Apparently an early/mid-career crisis is very developmentally normal at this point. (Reassuring.)
It started to feel like all the decisions I thought were purposeful, were passive.
What of all of this did I actually mean to choose to do and be?
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