Two days ago I had the best spiritual and psychological conversation I have had in years with @haideralmosawi
Honestly felt life changing and deserves a thread of its own
Learned prayer is 27x more effective w others
Got me feeling need to get back into a live faith community
But then last night, prayed for UX inspiration - and was drawn to Library App from Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.
And it provided... SO MANY ANSWERS
I’ve always been drawn to Islam.
Studied Arabic in my spare time in high school and college with help from Ahmed at the Citgo station (thanks Ahmed!), Rosetta Stone cds, and library book I never returned
Somehow I was able to compartmentalize and keep long term insanely hard promises to myself — but still have massive guilt and shame around broken micro commitments like showing up to meetings on time
Interesting... I’ve mostly only seen my mother ask this question to White Americans, and it’s literally first thing she asks most everyone I introduce her to...
We’re first gen immigrants - most are pretty confused at first, say things like “Ohio”
The obsession with individuality and desire to be detached from our ancestors has long long history in America — most of us came here because it offered something better than where we were — but curiosity about family history seems like dangerous subject to label as racist.
Is it still racist if my mom decides it is ONLY safe to ask white people this question, and decides anyone else is more likely to be offended than have it to be a nice conversation starter...
Can see how someone might assume they’re getting special treatment - but not here