Thread by @ArchangelAmongU

04.13.21 THE HARD REALIZATIONS THAT OCCUR WHEN OUR HIGHER SELF AWAKENS IN US. Hi, my old and new beautiful lightwarrior friends. Today I want to start with the discussion of who are the "illuminati" on this planet.

Before I start with actually identifying and discussing the illuminati, we need to first consider changes that are happening within us all, as we fully awaken during this Ascension Transition. We are all in the process of getting to know our Higher Self better.

The reason I cover the issue of the changes that happen when we get to know our Higher Self better during our each-lifetime process of awakening is because sometimes we come to some very troubling realizations about who we were and what we supported in the past.

It has been apparent, since the time I've been talking with you all here on Twitter, that all of us go through some fairly similar experiences as we go through the struggle of fully reunifying our Higher Self into our lives. I will share some of what I've experienced.

I've had a much harder time, since the Michael part of me crashed into my life, dealing with the cruelty of people. I have a much more difficult time seeing people treating others badly, killing each other, hurting each other, disposing of those they feel have no value.

Even before this all happened to me, I struggled with the cruelty of humans towards animals. Now, I struggle even more. I feel the pain of the animals. I want it to stop. I want people to realize animals are living beings with feelings and families, with real pain when hurt.

Like many of you who have recognized your empathic abilities, I struggle to go into crowds now, because the dark energy can just mow us over. Even opening Twitter everyday, the dark energy of all the awful tweets is something I have to wall off energetically to stand it.

My relationships have all changed--as I changed into a different person. I'm no longer the same, and I feel like a stranger in many of relationships, especially the ones that were built on old ideas I used to believe that I got from my family and their religion and politics.

Are any of you feeling the changes in how you feel and how you look at things? Have you noticed how you aren't the same person you were when your Higher Self is in charge of your life, rather than your Ego?

The next part of what I have to tell you is harder for me to say, and something I've struggled with how to tell you about for months, since I was first asked to talk about these issues with you.

I was raised in the one of the most ultra-Conservative homes you could ever find. I was raised in an ultra-Conservative religion. I was educated in arguably one of the most Conservative universities in the entire world.

In addition to my legal studies, I spent two years getting an MBA. I was taught to worship at the alter of capitalism. I was taught the market should control, and those who can make money should, and those who can't should be used to make money for other people.

To say that I experienced what felt like a slap upside the head, when the Michael part of me came in, is an understatement. I realized that the very foundation of my life, all that I had been taught, all I had supported as an attorney and MBA...

...did not serve whom or what I wanted to serve in life. My politics, my former religion, my family's beliefs, all violated the concepts necessary to build a society based in Unity Consciousness, where everyone is loved, supported, and valued in what they can or can't contribute.

I have spent many hours in meditation, trying to forgive myself for, and clear myself of, the beliefs of my past that undermined the free will of others, when the politics I supported pretended to know more than our Creator that some should not have their free will.

I have cried many hours during meditation, trying to resolve all of the things I did as an MBA, where driving revenue for a business, not caring for other people, is the concern. I made decisions to make money, not value the lives of others.

I have so many regrets that I have really had to work through, as I realized that my former beliefs didn't serve anyone but me and those who made money in society--the ruling, powerful class. I voted for politicians who deprived others of bodily autonomy with their votes.

My politics, buying habits, and business pursuits supported industry which raped and pillaged the living planet which hosts us here, our beautiful Earth, all in the name of the almighty dollar. How did I not see what I was doing? How could I have done that?

I have had to work through a lot of regret, pain, and guilt, in realization of what I have done to create an atmosphere of competition, rather than cooperation, of overlooking anyone who did not have the resources to compete in today's world.

Looking back, I was taught to have all of these attitudes and behaviors, as part of our contemporary society. And those ideas have a long history, that was originally begun by the Annunaki's arriving on this planet and distorting the intended future for Humanity.

As we've discussed before, Humanity's vote to have a system of Duality attracted primarily two Service to Self races of ETs to the planet, who commenced with their plans to use humanity in ways that benefitted them. This was, in the case of Annunaki, first to mine gold.

The Annunaki's home planet's atmosphere required elemental gold to sustain, and their planet was out of gold. The Annunaki who ended up here were out searching for other resources in the galaxy from which to take gold they could mine and take back to their planet.

The Reptilians who arrived back on the planet, after having been banned and removed many years' prior, were here to use and abuse humans for the energy the dark emotions of humans produces. They like to absorb that energy as an aphrodisiac.

And from there on, humans had the full spectrum of choices, just as duality foresees, to enable people to choose either to be Service to Self or Service to Others. Today, our politics and businesses almost always encourage a Service to Self agenda.