Ok I know this isn't a quite personal account but . Imma quit my job and I'm so proud of myself for prioritizing what my mental health needs and not automatically doing the capitalist cog thing of work just cuz u can!! 🤧
I am so afraid of idleness, to be left with my own brain but I am determined to draw when I feel like drawing and write when I want to, and refuse to cede to the voice in my head that I am only what I make
I think it is a pitfall most are familiar with but I literally draw for a living, my art IS made to be consumed as part of a commercial product and I have trained to that end. It's fine, and tbh not everyone achieves those silly childhood dream jobs
And I am so lucky to be where i am. But also im so tired of everything I make feeling like it's only point is to be devoured by the commercial void of industry or whatever. I need a break!! 😔
And then maybe after some rest I will search again, and find a production that I suit more. But for now I look forward to the unknown :3c
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