i broke. i smoked. what a horrible embarrassment this has been. and a waste of time and energy. i am so ashamed. if i ever try this again instead of just dying of emphysema im damn sure keeping it off twitter. 😭
I am so sad. It feels good and I am so sad.
On the plus side now I know two things:
Anticipate at least 8 days of feeling the worst you have felt in your life. Probably weeks or months of abyssal despair. I look forward to Horrible Day 9.
Also, going from 0 exercise to running ~10 mi a week was so easy compared to this.
Anticipate at least 8 days of feeling the worst you have felt in your life. Probably weeks or months of abyssal despair. I look forward to Horrible Day 9.
Also, going from 0 exercise to running ~10 mi a week was so easy compared to this.
Also: I smoked 12 cigarettes and then as @gbrockell (who has been a fucking saint fielding deranged texts) told me to, threw the pack out irretrievably. And the smoking didn't even feel good. I have an awful headache now. Fuck cigarettes.
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